A Western Christmas: Yuletide Lawman / Yuletide Reunion. Renee Ryan

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СКАЧАТЬ answer to your unspoken question, no, Lizzie didn’t decorate for Christmas.” Something cheerless came and went in his eyes. “Holidays made her melancholy.”

      Ellie sensed there was more to the story, but she didn’t think now was the time to pry. “I’m sorry, Caleb, for you and the girls.”

      “Thank you.” He began walking again. She trotted to catch up then slowed her pace to match his.

      The tension on his face told her he needed to unburden himself about something. Ellie reminded herself that above all else she was this man’s friend. Friends offered one another support, no judgment, no condemnation, no inquisitions.

      “Christmas isn’t solely about the decorations,” she began. “It’s about being with family and...”

      She let her words trail off, regretting opening her mouth, fearing he would misunderstand what she’d meant to say.

      “I don’t disagree, Ellie. Family is everything. But the girls have never experienced a real Christmas with all the trappings. I want that for them.”

      Those poor children.

      This poor man.

      No wonder Caleb wanted to remarry so quickly after his wife’s death. “At least you have Betsy,” Ellie offered in a small voice. “She’ll make your house a home this Christmas.”

      “I’m sure she will.” His response lacked enthusiasm.

      In that moment, Ellie felt such longing. I want to be the woman to give the Voss family a happy Christmas, all three of them.

      What was stopping her?

      Nothing. Absolutely nothing was holding her back, except her own fears. And her selfish worry over what it would do to her if she allowed herself to get too close to this man and his children.

      Well, this wasn’t about her. This was about a family in need of something she had the ability and desire to give.

      Ellie remembered what it was like to lose a mother, to experience that first holiday with the hole in the home left after her death.

      “I have a proposal,” she said when they arrived back at her house.

      “I was going to say the same.”

      They shared a smile and for that brief moment a spark of hope kindled to life deep within her.

      “You first,” he said. “Tell me what’s on your mind.”

      “Well. I was thinking.” She paused at the foot of the porch, gathering her thoughts. “Maybe I could—”

      The sound of pounding feet up the walk cut her off. She looked over her shoulder. “Brody? What’s wrong, what’s happened?”

      Before the words left her mouth, Caleb was spinning around to face the boy.

      “It’s my mama.” He skidded to a stop, slapped his hands on his knees and sucked in several gulping breaths of air. “She fell down and hit her head. There was lots of blood, but she made me promise not to get Doc. I helped her clean up as best I could. When she fell asleep I came here. Aunt Betsy is the only one who can convince Mama to let Doc inside the house.”

      “I’ll fetch your aunt for you.” Ellie rushed inside the house.

      After a brief explanation, Betsy and Ellie’s father grabbed their coats and hurried outside.

      Deciding the others accompanying Brody was enough, Ellie stayed behind with Caleb’s daughters. She did her best to keep Hannah and Grace occupied with a story. Their eyes drooped, a clear indication the excitement of the day was catching up with them.

      As Ellie directed them to join her on the couch, she lifted up a silent prayer for Brody and his mother. Lord, heal Clara Driscoll, bring her peace and freedom from pain, and give Brody the courage he’s going to need in the coming days.

      When the girls went from tired to cranky and started arguing over who got to hold the book, Ellie settled them on each end. Covering them with a blanket, she began singing a favorite lullaby from her childhood.

      Their eyes shut almost immediately. Just about the time their breathing evened out, Caleb reentered the house.

      One look at his face and Ellie knew Brody’s mother was in a bad way. She cocked her head toward the sleeping children, then motioned for Caleb to follow her into the dining room.

      As soon as the swinging door shut behind them, Ellie broke her silence. “How is Brody’s mother?”

      “Better than we feared. Doc didn’t appear too concerned over her injury.”

      “Good.” She breathed a sigh of relief. “That’s really good news.”

      “I left her with your father and her sister.” Shadows swirled in Caleb’s gaze, dark and worried. Wanting to offer comfort where she could, Ellie touched his arm.

      He blessed her with a slight smile.

      As a thought occurred to her, she slowly pulled her hand away. “Betsy will want to spend as much time with her sister as possible, day and night.”

      “Yes.” Caleb rubbed a hand over his eyes. “As she should.”

      “That leaves you in a bind.”

      He nodded. A pensive look shaded his face, but he said nothing more.

      “I’ll watch the children for you.” The offer came out of her mouth as natural as a breath.

      Caleb eyed her speculatively. “Actually, I had a more permanent solution in mind.”

      Her heartbeat slammed against her ribs. Hope rose. She shoved it back with a hard swallow. This wasn’t about her. It wasn’t the realization of a dream, or a fairy tale. It was real life and real people in need. A woman was dying, a fractured family in pain.

      “You’re a good influence on my daughters, Ellie. I trust you with them completely.”

      Ellie sought to still the pounding of her heart. There was no reason to feel alarm. So she’d caught Caleb watching her throughout the day, his brows knit together as if working out a puzzle, or sorting through the particulars of a plan.

      “You’re a steady woman, smart and capable. Easygoing, and not prone to outbursts or unnecessary drama.”

      Listening to Caleb describe her with such bland words, Ellie didn’t know whether to be flattered or insulted. Steady, capable, not prone to outbursts. Was she truly that boring?

      That forgettable?

      Did he think her lacking in the finer, feminine qualities of kindness, gentleness and, well, prettiness?

      “We’ve known each other for years.” He touched her cheek with such tenderness she thought she might cry. “I’ve always liked you, Ellie.”

      “I’ve always liked you, too, Caleb.”

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