Stranger. Megan Hart

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СКАЧАТЬ Ben I’d been so tied up in the beginning of things, I hadn’t thought so much about the end. Dead was dead, there was nothing else. I wouldn’t know I was dead, so why be afraid of it? Everyone died. Everyone went.

      I wasn’t afraid of going.

      I was afraid of being left behind.

      There was no question that the dates helped me put away my job. I could have a cop, a firefighter, a teacher. I could play naughty nurse, or secretary, or anything else I wanted, limited only by imagination and my budget.

      I told Jack to meet me at the hotel I’d been using for months, a recently renovated strip motel on Harrisburg’s city limits. It had cheap rates and clean sheets, and was a good forty minutes’ drive from my home, which pretty much guaranteed I’d never accidentally bump into someone from town. Or someone’s aunt or uncle or brother, or someone I went to high school with who was home for a holiday, or someone whose brother or sister I’d gone to school with.

      I never worried about bumping into someone for whom I’d done a funeral. Not just because most families I serviced were also from the local area, and in my town the local area meant a radius of no more than ten miles. It was simpler even than that. People who met me for the first time at a service didn’t see me. They saw a funeral director, if they saw anyone at all through their own haze of emotions. Out of the very limited element in which they’d met me, I was unrecognizable.

      I’d been to that motel close to a dozen times in the past year, but the clerk behind the desk didn’t recognize me, either. It was the sort of place where the staff was paid to recognize anonymity.

      I secured the room and left the small office with the key dangling from my hand. Renovations aside, the Dukum Inn hadn’t switched over to key cards. I liked the weight of the heavy black plastic key ring with the room number inscribed on it in faded white. I liked the way the key fit into the lock and turned. It was tactile in a way sliding a card into a slot wasn’t.

      Jack, looking scrumptious in a battered black leather jacket, met me at the door as I opened it. Inside, the room was nothing spectacular. I couldn’t have said whether or not I’d ever been in that particular one, as a matter of fact, though after the visits I’d made you’d think I might have bothered to remember.

      Jack looked around as he shrugged out of his coat and tossed it onto the chair. “Looks like they’ve done some upgrades.”

      I closed the door and set the key on the dresser before I turned to him. “You’ve been here before?”

      He shot me a sideways grin. “Couple times. Not for a while.”

      “Is that so?” I stepped closer, reaching for the front of his shirt. “Don’t tell me. You’re used to classier accommodations?”

      His low laugh tickled me in hidden places. He let me tug him closer by the shirtfront. He had to tilt his head only a little to look down at me. The wind had blown his hair back, but even the tangles looked soft.

      “Nah.” He was smart enough not to elaborate, and I gave him credit for that.

      Jack fit his hands onto my hips. Our bodies nudged. I leaned closer to take a breath, half expecting the smell of cigarettes and motorcycle exhaust. He smelled like spring-night air, the sort that can’t decide if it wants to be cold or not.

      “Hey,” he murmured until I looked up at his face.

      “Hey,” I replied.

      Jack leaned in, slow to kiss me, giving me plenty of time to turn my face if I wanted. I didn’t. I wanted his mouth on me, all over, including mine. I like kissing. Sometimes that’s all I wanted to do. Kiss. Soft and slow, hard and fast. Long, lingering kisses or brief brushes of lip on lip.

      I’d given him unspoken permission to kiss my mouth, and Jack took it without a second pause. His mouth slanted over mine as he pulled me closer with one smooth motion. Our mouths opened. I tasted mint. He didn’t use his tongue right away, but when he did, the sensation of his warm and wet flesh sliding against mine made me draw in a short, sharp breath that wasn’t quite a gasp.

      He pulled away, just enough to ask, “Is this okay?”

      I pulled him back to my mouth. “Less talking.”

      Jack’s smile curved against my lips. “Yes, ma’am.”

      I slid my hands beneath the hem of his buttoned shirt and found the soft cotton of a T-shirt beneath. I pushed that up, too, to give my fingers room to play on his bare skin. I slid my palm flat along his stomach, just above the waistband of his jeans. He pushed against my touch and left my lips to slide his mouth to my ear.

      “Thanks for going out with me tonight.”

      I turned my head so he could kiss my neck. “You’re welcome.”

      “I don’t have to be home until midnight.”

      I’d been specific about what I wanted, but I’ll blame the way his lips and tongue were painting a picture on my skin for how long it took for his words to click. “Midnight? But…oh.”

      I got it. I fought my smile by biting down on my lower lip, hard, and heard Jack’s smile in his voice when he answered.

      “Yeah. Mom and Dad said I could stay out a whole hour later because I made the honor society.”

      I put a hand on his chest and twisted away from his mouth and hands. “Is that so?”

      Jack nodded, glee glinting in his eyes but his face solemn. “Yes.”

      I turned my back, part of the game, but also to gather my composure. I’d told Jack to do his homework and he had.

      Good boy.

      “You must have studied hard.” I made my voice casual and didn’t turn around.

      “Yeah, I did. Really hard.”

      This was a game I’d never had the chance to play before, and my heart stepped up its thumping as I contemplated how it should happen, exactly.

      I turned to face Jack. “So, I guess you think you deserve a reward.”

      He gave me a perfect, puppyish look. “I was hoping you’d say that.”

      “I don’t know.” I feigned skepticism. “I’m not so sure it’s a good idea. Your parents—”

      Jack looked indignant. “I’m a freshman in college! They can’t tell me what to do forever!”

      I fought back a giggle at his grand gesture. It was my game, and if I didn’t hold it in, how could I expect him to?

      “This is serious!” I shook my finger, as much a warning to myself as it was part of the role playing.

      Jack crossed his arms over his chest. “I might not even be home by midnight, so there.”

      “Well, then,” I answered. “You know what that would make you.”

      One corner of his mouth twitched. “Bad.”

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