Dialogues of the Dead. Reginald Hill

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СКАЧАТЬ then said incredulously, ‘And you’ve actually got this third Dialogue with you?’

      ‘Yes. But it will have to be handed in tomorrow. If you want to see it …’

      ‘Of course I want to see it. Could you come round to my place?’

      ‘Now?’

      ‘Yes.’

      ‘OK. Five minutes.’

      The phone went dead.

      She put down the receiver and punched the air, a gesture she’d always thought rather naff when she saw footballers and gameshow contestants using it. But now she knew what it was expressing.

      ‘Ripley,’ she said. ‘Someone up there really likes you.’

       CHAPTER NINE

       the third dialogue

       Ave!

       Why not?

       In the beginning was the Word, but what language was the Word in?

      Spirits always speak in English at seances. Except probably in France. And Germany. And anywhere else.

       So what language do the dead really speak if, as I presume, all the dead are capable of conversing with each other? A kind of Infernal Esperanto?

      No, I reckon the dead must understand everything or else they understand nothing.

      So how are things going? Comment ça va? Wie geht’s?

      With me? Well, things are picking up speed. Yes, it’s harder. Don’t think I’m not glad to be getting more responsibility, but I won’t disguise, it’s harder.

      I knew she would be back late after the broadcast, but I didn’t mind waiting. What’s a couple of hours in a journey as long as mine? And part of the pleasure lies in the anticipation of that moment when time will stop completely and everything will happen in an infinitely savourable present.

      She’d been a possibility ever since the bazouki player, of course, but there’d been others with equal claim. I had to listen to them all to make sure. Nation shall speak unto nation, but it was that individual speaking to this individual that I wanted to hear. Then she made her broadcast and though her words were measured, with one eye fixed firmly on the Law, I could hear her underlying message aimed at one person only. Write me another Dialogue, she was saying. Please, I beg you, write me another Dialogue.

       How could I resist such a clear invitation? How would I dare resist it when in this, as with the others, I feel myself your chosen instrument?

      But being chosen does not exempt me from responsibility. Help I would be given, I knew that, but, after last time, only in the same measure as I shewed myself able to help myself.

      That is why I sat in the car and waited to make sure she came home by herself. A woman with her appetites might easily bring back a companion for her bed. I waited a little while longer after I’d rung. I could have been with her in thirty seconds but I didn’t want her thinking I was so close.

      When I pressed her bell she answered immediately through the intercom.

       ‘Is that you?’

       ‘Yes.’

      The front door opened. I went in and started climbing the stairs.

      Already I could feel time slowing till it flowed no faster than oil paint squeezed on to an artist’s palette. I was the artist and I was ready to set my new mark on this canvas which, complete, will place me in that dimension outside of time where all great art exists.

      The door to her flat is open. But the chain is still on. I applaud such carefulness. I see her face in the interstice. I raise my left hand which is clutching a brown foolscap envelope.

      And the chain comes off, the door opens fully. She stands there, smiling welcomingly. I smile back and move towards her, putting my hand inside the envelope. I see her bright eyes glisten with anticipation. She is in that moment of expectancy truly beautiful.

      But like Apollonius looking at Lamia, I see through that fair-seeming to what she really is, the corrupter, the distorter, the self-pleasurer – and the self-destroyer too, for there is at the heart of the worst of us a nugget of that innocence and beauty we all bring with us into this world, and though I purpose to cut the depraved part out, that nugget will, I hope, remain, sending her out of the world as beautiful and innocent as she came into it.

      I seize the haft of the knife inside the envelope and slide the long thin blade into her body.

      I’ve read about the blow – under the ribs then drive upwards – but naturally I’ve had no chance to practise on living flesh. It’s the kind of thing people notice. But for all the trouble it causes me, you might imagine I came from a long line of Mafiosi.

      Oh, how good it is when the word so surely conveys the deed and theory blends so smoothly into practice. The current runs along the wire and the bulb begins to glow; the spaceship balances on its tail of flame then begins to climb into the sky. Just so the blade slices under the ribs and almost of its own volition angles up through the lung to the beating heart.

      For a moment I hold her there, all the sphere of her life balanced on a point of steel. The fulcrum of the planets is here, the still centre of the Milky Way and all the unthinkable inter-vacancies of infinite space. Silence spreads from us like ripples on a mountain tarn, rolling over the night music of distant traffic noises borne on a gusting wind, deadening all of humanity s living, loving, sleeping, waking, dying, birthing gasps and groans, snores and sniggers, tattle and tears.

      Nothing else is. Only we are.

      Then she is gone.

      I raise her in my arms and carry her into the bedroom and lay her down reverently, for this is a solemn and holy step in both our journeys.

      The parents still watch anxiously, but now the child, with wandering step and slow, begins to move alone.

       I pray you, do not let me stumble. Be the strength of my life; of whom then shall I be afraid?

      Speak soon, I beg you, speak soon.

       CHAPTER TEN

      On Saturday morning Rye Pomona had to field so many questions about Ripley’s TV programme from her colleagues en route to the reference library that she arrived ten minutes late and found that she’d missed the beginning of a half-furious row in the office.

      The furious half was Percy Follows whose angry tirade bounced off the placid surface of Dick Dee, СКАЧАТЬ