Diamond Legacy. Monica McCabe

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СКАЧАТЬ slid his arms around her waist, and kissed the top of her head. “You’re a wonderful cook, Miranda. You’ll make someone a fine wife one day.”

      Please, she prayed, not yet. “I’d hold off on that judgment until you’ve tried the dessert.”

      “It doesn’t matter. I’ve known you over two years now, and in the six months we’ve been dating…let’s just say I’ve never felt this way about anyone before.”

      She captured her lower lip in her teeth and turned in his arms to face him. Shouldn’t such a declaration come with a feeling of euphoria? Was something wrong with her?

      “Hank, there’s something I need to tell you.”

      He angled his head to give her a sideways look. “Not quite what I hoped to hear.”

      “I know.” She breathed a heavy sigh. “But I received an unusual offer today.”

      Hank stiffened, and despite his perpetual stoic demeanor, Miranda clearly saw dismay. She worried her lower lip between her teeth, her decision suddenly twice as hard. He released his hold on her, reached for the last of the Shiraz, and refilled their glasses.

      “Tell me about it.” He handed over her crystal goblet.

      “Geoff Maxwell has been contacted by a game reserve that requested my veterinary specialty. They have a hippo with an abscessed tooth.”

      “Which reserve? The Xanadu Ranch in upper Texas?”

      She shook her head. “Not Texas. Africa.”

      He choked on his wine. After a brief coughing spell, he lowered his glass to the counter and stared at her in watery-eyed disbelief. “You can’t be serious.”

      “The Katanga Wildlife Center in Botswana already made travel arrangements. It’s an all-expense-paid trip to southern Africa, a once-in-a-lifetime chance.” She echoed Jason’s earlier words.

      Hank pulled out a barstool from the small kitchen island and sat down. “Katanga.” His voice sounded flat. “Isn’t there a civil war going on over there?”

      “Diamonds, not civil war. They fight over diamonds. And I’m not likely to encounter any of that where I’d be going.”

      He stared at her with zero enthusiasm. “It still sounds dangerous. You shouldn’t risk it.”

      She’d heard those words before. Mom constantly warned Dad against the more dangerous aspects of his job. Dad rarely paid any heed, claimed it was part of the territory. Now here she was, daring history to repeat itself.

      “Risk will be minimal,” she replied. “I promise to be back in five weeks, safe and sound.”

      A sour look crossed his controlled expression. “You’ve already accepted.”

      “No,” she denied. “I have until Monday.”

      “Don’t do it, Miranda. Stay here. Marry me instead.”

      The demand came so unexpectedly, she nearly dropped her grandmother’s crystal goblet. She’d known for a couple weeks that he had planned to propose, but not like this. Not at the expense of her dream. It wasn’t fair.

      “Hank, I—”

      “Listen to me. You’ve too much going for you right now. Animal dentistry is in its infancy, and you’ve made great strides in the field. Leaving now may jeopardize your chances at USC. I went to considerable effort to get you that interview. You can’t miss it.”

      “Surely, it can be rescheduled. Africa will be an experience like no other, a place I’ve dreamed of going. Think of the resume credentials!”

      “You don’t need more credentials. You’re already a shoe-in for the teaching position. Look, you’re twenty-nine years old and way ahead of most in your field. Isn’t it time to start thinking of settling down? Raising a family? With me?”

      Total domestication stared her in the face. A part of her wanted the life he had described. Another, bigger part of her just got mad. He was asking her to give up her dream. No, that’s not entirely true. He was asking her to replace her dream with something every woman desired. But why now? Why couldn’t he be as thrilled as she over the prospect of going to Africa? How could he blithely say “don’t go”?

      “That’s not fair, Hank. It’s only five weeks. USC will wait.”

      “What about me, Miranda? What about us?”

      Time for brutal honesty. Erika had summed it up best this afternoon. Hank’s nice, sis, but I don’t see any chemistry between you. He’s the nine-to-five nesting type. You’re not. No matter how much you pretend otherwise.

      She sighed. Her type hadn’t exactly worked out either. The last decade had been more like a comedy of errors. But Erika was right. The one constant in her life centered around her work. And Africa? Deep down she’d known all along she’d be going. And that was just plain sad because she really liked Hank; he was a good friend. Therein lay the problem.

      “I’m sorry, Hank,” she admitted softly. “I have to go.”

      He expelled his breath in a whoosh and sat there staring at her.

      “I—”

      He cut her off with a wave of his hand. “Never mind, it’s fine. I knew you were going the minute you brought it up.”

      “Please understand, Hank. My work is more than a job. It’s a legacy, a way of life since I was old enough to follow my dad around. He’s been to Africa and his stories are legendary. How could I pass this up and not regret it?”

      He shook his head and stood. “The regret is mine. I always knew I’d come in second to one of your expeditions one day.” Hank didn’t sound angry, just stoic and listless.

      Miranda stared at him in conflicted silence, hating to cause him pain. But she couldn’t accept his proposal. Couldn’t be the kind of person he wanted her to be. Adventure ran in her veins, but even deeper ran animal welfare. She itched for field work. How could she set that aside, get married, and spend the remainder of her career teaching?

      She couldn’t. Not if it meant passing up on an animal care facility in Africa or missing an opportunity to test her skills on a hippo in need. Not if it meant turning her back on a rare chance to continue working on a theory her and Dad had discussed for years.

      She couldn’t live with that kind of regret, even if it meant their relationship was over. Taking a deep breath of resolve she said, “I can’t walk away from who I am, Hank.”

      He dropped his head on a sigh. “No, I suppose not.”

      His body language indicated acceptance, or maybe resignation, but he didn’t say the words. Instead, the silence stretched out between them, and he moved toward the living room. She followed, watching him grab his hat from the rack by the front door.

      Not knowing what else to say, she crossed the room and wrapped her arms around him in a hug.

      He hesitated before squeezing her tight. “I can’t СКАЧАТЬ