The Second Randall Garrett Megapack. Randall Garrett

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СКАЧАТЬ there came the time when there was nothing left to look at; nothing left to see; nothing to check and remember; nothing that he had not gone over in every detail. Again, boredom began to creep in. It was not the boredom of nothingness, but the boredom of the familiar. Imagination? What could he imagine, except combinations and permutations of his own memories? He didn’t know—perhaps there might be more to it than that.

      So he exercised his imagination. With a wealth of material to draw upon, he would build himself worlds where he could move around, walk, talk, and make love, eat, drink and feel the caress of sunshine and wind.

      It was while he was engaged in this project that he touched another mind. He touched it, fused for a blinding second, and bounced away. He ran gibbering up and down the corridors of his own memory, mentally reeling from the shock of—identification!

      Who was he? Paul Wendell? Yes, he knew with incontrovertible certainty that he was Paul Wendell. But he also knew, with almost equal certainty, that he was Captain Sir Richard Francis Burton. He was living—had lived—in the latter half of the nineteenth century. But he knew nothing of the Captain other than the certainty of identity; nothing else of that blinding mind-touch remained.

      Again he scoured his memory—Paul Wendell’s memory—checking and rechecking the area just before that semi-fatal bullet had crashed through his brain.

      And finally, at long last, he knew with certainty where his calculations had gone astray. He knew positively why eight men had gone insane.

      Then he went again in search of other minds, and this time he knew he would not bounce.

      Quasi Una Fantasia Poco Andante Pianissimo

      An old man sat quietly in his lawnchair, puffing contentedly on an expensive briar pipe and making corrections with a fountain pen on a thick sheaf of typewritten manuscript. Around him stretched an expanse of green lawn, dotted here and there with squat cycads that looked like overgrown pineapples; in the distance, screening the big house from the road, stood a row of stately palms, their fronds stirring lightly in the faint, warm California breeze.

      The old man raised his head as a car pulled into the curving driveway. The warm hum of the turboelectric engine stopped, and a man climbed out of the vehicle. He walked with easy strides across the grass to where the elderly gentleman sat. He was lithe, of indeterminate age, but with a look of great determination. There was something in his face that made the old man vaguely uneasy—not with fear but with a sense of deep respect.

      “What can I do for you, sir?”

      “I have some news for you, Mr. President,” the younger one said.

      The old man smiled wryly. “I haven’t been President for fourteen years. Most people call me ‘Senator’ or just plain ‘Mister’.”

      The younger man smiled back. “Very well, Senator. My name is Camberton, James Camberton. I brought some information that may possibly relieve your mind—or, again, it may not.”

      “You sound ominous, Mr. Camberton. I hope you’ll remember that I’ve been retired from the political field for nearly five years. What is this shattering news?”

      “Paul Wendell’s body was buried yesterday.”

      The Senator looked blank for a second, then recognition came into his face. “Wendell, eh? After all this time. Poor chap; he’d have been better off if he’d died twenty years ago.” Then he paused and looked up. “But just who are you, Mr. Camberton? And what makes you think I would be particularly interested in Paul Wendell?”

      “Mr. Wendell wants to tell you that he is very grateful to you for having saved his life, Senator. If it hadn’t been for your orders, he would have been left to die.”

      The Senator felt strangely calm, although he knew he should feel shock. “That’s ridiculous, sir! Mr. Wendell’s brain was hopelessly damaged; he never recovered his sanity or control of his body. I know; I used to drop over to see him occasionally, until I finally realized that I was only making myself feel worse and doing him no good.”

      “Yes, sir. And Mr. Wendell wants you to know how much he appreciated those visits.”

      The Senator grew red. “What the devil are you talking about? I just said that Wendell couldn’t talk. How could he have said anything to you? What do you know about this?”

      “I never said he spoke to me, Senator; he didn’t. And as to what I know of this affair, evidently you don’t remember my name. James Camberton.”

      The Senator frowned. “The name is familiar, but—” Then his eyes went wide. “Camberton! You were one of the eight men who—Why, you’re the man who shot Wendell!”

      Camberton pulled up an empty lawnchair and sat down. “That’s right, Senator; but there’s nothing to be afraid of. Would you like to hear about it?”

      “I suppose I must.” The old man’s voice was so low that it was scarcely audible. “Tell me—were the other seven released, too? Have—have you all regained your sanity? Do you remember—” He stopped.

      “Do we remember the extra-sensory perception formula? Yes, we do; all eight of us remember it well. It was based on faulty premises, and incomplete, of course; but in its own way it was workable enough. We have something much better now.”

      The old man shook his head slowly. “I failed, then. Such an idea is as fatal to society as we know it as a virus plague. I tried to keep you men quarantined, but I failed. After all those years of insanity, now the chess game begins; the poker game is over.”

      “It’s worse than that,” Camberton said, chuckling softly. “Or, actually, it’s much better.”

      “I don’t understand; explain it to me. I’m an old man, and I may not live to see my world collapse. I hope I don’t.”

      Camberton said: “I’ll try to explain in words, Senator. They’re inadequate, but a fuller explanation will come later.”

      And he launched into the story of the two-decade search of Paul Wendell.

      Coda—Andantino

      “Telepathy? Time travel?” After three hours of listening, the ex-President was still not sure he understood.

      “Think of it this way,” Camberton said. “Think of the mind at any given instant as being surrounded by a shield—a shield of privacy—a shield which you, yourself have erected, though unconsciously. It’s a perfect insulator against telepathic prying by others. You feel you have to have it in order to retain your privacy—your sense of identity, even. But here’s the kicker: even though no one else can get in, you can’t get out!

      “You can call this shield ‘self-consciousness’—perhaps shame is a better word. Everyone has it, to some degree; no telepathic thought can break through it. Occasionally, some people will relax it for a fraction of a second, but the instant they receive something, the barrier goes up again.”

      “Then how is telepathy possible? How can you go through it?” The Senator looked puzzled as he thoughtfully tamped tobacco into his briar.

      “You don’t go through it; you go around it.”

      “Now wait a minute; that sounds like some of those СКАЧАТЬ