A Christmas Kiss With Her Ex-Army Doc. Tina Beckett

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       CHAPTER THREE

      CLANCY PUT HIS gloved hand through the opening of the incubator and touched Jennifer Jay de Oliveira’s tiny hand, marveling at the sweet face. The Jay stood for Jacob, a nod to their friend. That rankled. When he got the chance he was going to advise Ava to choose something else. But he didn’t want to do that in front of Hollee.

      He didn’t want to hurt her if he didn’t have to. If that meant taking his old friend’s secret to the grave and letting her continue to think Clancy had been a jerk back then, so be it. If he hadn’t been such a kid at the time, he might have sat back and thought for a while before letting his friend’s veiled hints and his own insecurities convince him that he was not what Hollee—who was valedictorian of her class—needed. What she deserved. But at the time he’d thought Jacob was right.

      Clancy had coasted along for most of high school, wandering aimlessly, drifting from one pretty girl to another. His friends had been the one constant in his life. Until he’d kissed Hollee and found it mattered more than he had expected it to. And then even that friendship had been destroyed. Thanks to his own stupidity.

      His life had changed when he’d joined the military and had seen the need for medical personnel. It was like he’d found his purpose in life.

      “She’s so beautiful.” The low voice of the person he’d just been ruminating about slid past his ear, making his insides tighten.

      “Yes, she is.” He’d invited her here. He wasn’t sure why, except that Ava and Hollee were close friends, their friendship bound so tightly together that they’d weathered all the ups and downs of childhood. Not so with his and Hollee’s friendship. He’d made a choice he’d never dreamed he’d regret.

      But he did regret it, even though Hollee had been happy with Jacob, and since she’d never learned the truth, she continued to believe her marriage had been perfect.

      Clancy had done his damnedest to stay busy, dating lots of women. He hadn’t wanted Jacob or Hollee to guess the battle going on inside him, so he’d played up the freewheeling commitment-phobe aspect of his personality.

      Maybe there’d been more to the act than he realized, since he was still single and had no desire to change that fact.

      “At least Ava is okay, even though she can’t see Jennifer yet.”

      They’d come to see the baby first to avoid any possibility that they’d pass something from mom to newborn. As it was, Ava wouldn’t be able to see her baby for four or five days, until the period of contagion was over. It was for the baby’s safety mostly, but Ava had been through an ordeal on top of being sick. She needed rest, and her body needed time to heal. She could still provide nourishment for the infant, since the flu virus didn’t pass into breast milk. She couldn’t feed her directly, but she could pump and have it sent to the NICU.

      He turned and glanced at Hollee, noticing that she had a faraway look in her eye. She and Jacob had never had kids. Was she regretting that? He hadn’t talked to his friend enough after his engagement to know if there was a reason, other than a choice he and Hollee had made. Maybe they couldn’t have kids. Or maybe he hadn’t wanted to be tied down by them.

      That would explain a lot, actually, knowing what he did about Jacob.

      “Better to wait and be sure than to endanger the baby out of impatience.”

      He’d have done well to heed that advice himself.

      “Yes, I agree.”

      “Do you want to touch her?” he asked.

      “Oh...um, I’m good. You take all the time you need.”

      A shakiness to her voice made him pause. “You don’t like cuddling babies?”

      “I do. My mom is watching mine.”

      Shock made him turn around, his hands sliding out of the incubator’s access ports. “Excuse me?” She had a child? He’d assumed...

      “Well, maybe I should amend that. My ‘baby’ has four legs and is covered with fur.”

      He went slack with a relief that took him by surprise. “A dog?”

      “A German shepherd named Tommie.”

      “I actually have a dog too. Only he’s a basset hound mix.”

      She laughed. “I love bassets.”

      “He’s quite a character. Mom comes over to let him out during the day. She’s coming up to see Ava and the baby in a little while.”

      “I’d love to meet your dog sometime.”

      A sliver of surprise went through him. She’d barely said twenty words since they’d come into the NICU area, and the change from then until now was dramatic. Her eyes were bright green and a smile revealed a peek-a-boo dimple at the corner of her mouth that he’d almost forgotten existed. It fascinated him as much now as it had when they had been teenagers. It was what had drawn his gaze repeatedly to her mouth after that kiss on the cheek, and the very thing that had instigated the very real kiss at her house later that night.

      Dragging his gaze away, he focused on her eyes instead. “We’ll have to get them together for a walk, although I have to warn you that Gordy doesn’t always match his soulful brown eyes. Sometimes he can be a grump.”

      “That’s okay. Tommie has enough cheer for five dogs.”

      What the hell was he doing? They were not two single parents planning play dates. Seeing her outside the hospital was not a good idea. But since they might be spending two weeks together in the near future, this might be a good opportunity to ease their way into things. It wasn’t like they were going on an actual date. Just walking their dogs together.

      “I guess we’ll see. It looks like Ava and the baby will be okay, СКАЧАТЬ