Blinded By The Light. Sherry Ashworth

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       4. From Rendall’s Book of Prayers: The Morning Service

      I ask for the power of the Light to enter my body and soul and make me a force for good. May it be my lot to achieve Perfection. I promise to remain pure, true and strong. I will stay by the fountain of Light. I ask all here present to witness these vows this morning. May it be my lot to achieve Perfection. May it be your lot to achieve Perfection. To the One, to the Light – salaam, shalom, peace. Peace be with you.

      After I’d drifted back to consciousness in the morning, I lay awake listening for sounds. There were none. I got the feeling I was alone. I checked my watch, discovered it was eight o’clock and guessed the other guys must have gone to breakfast leaving me to sleep. Quickly I got up, threw on my clothes from the night before and stepped into the centre of the dormitory. It was deserted. I saw some bathroom facilities at one end and got myself presentable.

      Then I went outside. It was a fresh day. The wind stung my face and blew my hair around. I could see the moorland clearly now, steep hills rising on one side, on the other the distant road and a criss-cross pattern of dry-stone walls. I felt apart from my normal life. I made my way to the farmhouse where I presumed people were having breakfast. I was sure there’d be something left for me.

      When I got there, the kitchen was empty, scrubbed clean. I frowned in puzzlement. I stood there for a while, undecided, then resolved to check out the living room. As I entered I saw people coming towards me from out of the conservatory, which Bea had called the Gathering Place. They were all dressed in white. It gave me quite a shock. Blokes in white jeans and white sweatshirts, the girls in long white skirts and dresses. Bea glided over towards me, her face radiant, like an angel.

      “We’ve just finished our morning meeting,” she said, and kissed me on the cheek, as my mother might. Other people shook my hand warmly. It was difficult not to be drawn into such good feeling. I followed them into breakfast, where two of the blokes began to get some food together.

      “I could kill for a coffee,” I confided to Bea.

      She smiled teasingly. “Coffee? It’s a drug too, you know.”

      “Yeah, well, it’s only caffeine.”

      But there was no coffee. It was back to the fruit juice and herbal teas. In fact the fresh orange juice I had was very welcome. I forgot about the coffee as I listened to people talk. Some of the blokes were discussing football, which surprised me. Some girls were laughing as if they were sharing a private joke. Fletcher came and sat by me so I was flanked by him and Bea.

      “Did you have a good night?” he asked.

      I said I did and thanked him for his hospitality.

      “You can stay any time,” he said. He cut himself a slice of bread from what looked like a home-made loaf. “What do you think of us?”

      I was a bit taken aback by his question, but well-mannered enough to come out with all the right platitudes.

      “Everyone’s been great. I really enjoyed the party.”

      “No. What do you think of us? In fact. The truth.”

      Did he want me to criticise them? Or was he doing what Gemma does when she says, do I really look fat in these jeans? Honestly?

      But this wasn’t Gemma. As a novelty, I decided to tell him the truth.

      “You all seem weird to me. I was pretty spooked when I saw you all in white. Like, who are you? Bea hasn’t explained properly.”

      Fletcher smiled as if I’d got the right answer. He obviously liked plain speaking.

      “We are the White Ones. We’re a group of people from different religious and non-religious traditions who have come to understand the nature of life. We live together so we can follow our own practices. For our own good, and for the ultimate good of the world.”

      There was no answer to that.

      Fletcher questioned me further. “How do you feel about that?”

      I carried on being honest. “Well, I’m half-inclined to make fun of you and write you off as a pack of weirdos. But also a bit curious to know what you’re about.”

      I quite enjoyed talking like this. It was good not having to be polite. And Fletcher seemed unbothered by my straight talking.

      “The choice is yours. Leave this morning and never come back, if you like. Or return and find out more.” He helped himself to more bread, then looked me straight in the eyes. “We think you’d fit in.”

      I felt Bea nudge me under the table.

      “Thanks,” I said. Then Fletcher turned and spoke to someone on his left.

      “What was all that about?” I asked Bea.

      “It’s an invitation,” she said. “He thinks you have something. And we’re not a bunch of freaks. We СКАЧАТЬ