Do You Remember the First Time?. Jenny Colgan

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      The church was cool and pretty as we slipped into seats near the front row, nodding and waving to everyone. No sign of him, and my parents weren’t coming till later. There is something incredibly evocative about a traditional English wedding ceremony, and this one was done beautifully; so much so that when they started up the Wedding March, I choked back a tear. Olly gave me a meaningful look.

      Tashy looked wondrous, of course. She has excellent taste, and that eat-nothing-that-doesn’t-taste-of-poo diet had certainly worked. Her ivory sheath was incredibly tasteful, with gorgeous embroidered shoes just peeping out the bottom, matching the long lilies she held. I wondered briefly if she was going to burst out of her dress later after going into a crazed frenzy at the vol-au-vents table, then remembered that the point of a wedding is that you watch everyone else consume vast screeds of booze and nosh you’ve paid for but can’t partake in, in case you do something rash, like enjoy yourself. But here, in the peace and stillness of the old church, I couldn’t be cynical.

      The vows were very traditional, and Max looked all right too, gruffly uming and erring over the responses – not that anyone was looking at him, of course. Even when we were kids, grooms always had something of an interchangeable quality to them. It was Barbie who was important. Ken was neither here nor there.

      My eyes had kept scanning the pews for Clelland, just in case, but I couldn’t see him. Maybe he was that bald geezer over there … or that enormously fat chap wearing the colourful waistcoat …

      ‘God, how long is this going to go on for?’ whispered Oliver with a wink, although he had just been singing ‘Jerusalem’ loudly and off key, and was clearly having a sensational time. I swallowed, guiltily.

      ‘I hope there aren’t too many prawns,’ Olly was saying as we walked into the large marquee, which was bedecked with flowers and ruffled decorations. The sun was glinting off lots of very clean silverware and shiny glasses, waiting to be replenished on into the night. One billion photographs later and I still hadn’t seen Clelland.

      ‘Or anything with nuts. Or salad cream.’

      ‘I’m sure the Blythes are far too posh for salad cream,’ I said, and squeezed his hand chummily.

      Olly was the pickiest eater I’d ever met in my life. I thought they thrashed that out of you thoroughly at boarding school, but I was obviously wrong, because he refused to eat most things that weren’t cheese or fish fingers, on various spurious grounds.

      ‘Well, you know viscous things upset my stomach.’

      ‘All fluids upset your stomach.’

      ‘Glooky ones most of all.’

      I took a quick look at the hors-d’oeuvres coming over. Excellent – sausages on sticks, with a slightly pretentious veneer of sesame seeds over the top. He’d be able to cope with those, once he’d picked off the seeds. And I guessed I’d better make my way over to the bride as well, once I got half a—

      My heart stopped in my throat. There he was, about ten feet away from me. Clelland. Looking exactly the same. In fact, if anything, he looked even younger. Then he turned his head away and disappeared into the crowd.

      ‘Oh my God!’ I said.

      ‘I know. Sesame seeds,’ said Oliver unhappily.

      ‘No, no. It’s just, I’ve seen an old friend. I have to go and say hello to … them.’

      ‘OK. I’m off to pat Max hard on the back as a kind of non-gay way of saying well done,’ said Oliver.

      I walked over to where Clelland had been. But even as I got there, I felt something was wrong. Was my mind playing tricks on me? How could that be such an exact replica of someone I hadn’t seen for sixteen years? I mean, people change in sixteen years, don’t they? It would be completely impossible for it to be otherwise. I mean, of course, I’d hardly changed, thanks to the miracles of modern cosmetics … well, maybe I had a bit. Suddenly I gulped and smoothed down my hair. Did he have a picture rotting away in his attic?

      I spotted his dark jacket again. He was talking to one of the waitresses with his back to me. I took a deep breath and walked up to him.

      ‘Erm … hey there!’

      The man turned round. And at once I realised my mistake. The likeness, though, was absolutely extraordinary. The figure stared at me. This wasn’t a man at all, hardly more than a boy.

      ‘Sorry, but … oh, you look familiar.’

      ‘I’m Flora Scurrison,’ I said warily.

      His face was furrowed in concentration for another minute, then he broke into an enormous smile. ‘Oh my God! Don’t you remember me?’

      Something was ringing at the back of my mind.

      ‘It’s Justin!’

      Justin, Justin …

      Suddenly it hit me.

      ‘Oh my God.’

      ‘Yeah!’

      ‘You’re Clelland’s little brother.’

      The one with the baby monitor.

      ‘Yes! I recognise you from the photos.’

      ‘I am SO OLD,’ I said, almost without realising it.

      ‘Everyone keeps coming up and telling me how much I’ve grown. I am nearly seventeen, actually. Quite grown up.’ He looked petulant all of a sudden and I was reminded overwhelmingly of Clelland.

      ‘You look a lot like your brother.’

      ‘I do not.’

      ‘He does not,’ said a deep voice.

      I looked up.

      ‘Hello, Flora. Justin, scram.’

      ‘You always treat me like a kid,’ scowled Justin.

      ‘That’s because you sulk and whine all the time.’

      Justin sulked off, whining.

      ‘He’ll be OK. He needs to eat about nine times a day, so the buffet’s probably the best place for him.’

      Clelland was … well, it was impossible I’d have mistaken him for anyone other than himself.

      He had filled out, of course; he couldn’t possibly be as absurdly skinny as he had been; that would have been David Bowie and nobody else. But his black, unruly hair was just the same as ever.

      ‘I thought he was you,’ I said, not trusting myself beyond a short sentence.

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