A Court Affair. Emily Purdy

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      Amy Robsart Dudley

       Hemsby-by-the-Sea, near Great Yarmouth June 1550

      We honeymooned at Hemsby Castle, by the sea. That quaint sandy-gold stone box hugged by ardent ivy, rugged, weathered yellow stones and green vines clinging together like lovers, was my new father-in-law’s gift to us, the deed presented on our wedding day in a pretty gold, enamelled, and jewelled box fashioned to look exactly like the seaside castle. He also gave us lands that had once belonged to the priory of Coxford, where we might build a house someday, but these I would never see; at some point Robert sold them without telling me.

      Hemsby sat high on the cliffs near Great Yarmouth, overlooking the sea, with a long, spiralling, sandy lane lined with stones leading down to the beach, which Robert and I would race down nigh every day to splash and play and love each other in the chilly, salty surf. He loved to tickle me; his fingers would dance nimbly over my belly, roving down to my sex, making me gasp, giggle, and writhe in pure delight.

      I could see the grey sea, the rolling waves crested in frothy white, like feisty old dowagers in lacy caps, from our bedchamber window. I used to sit and watch it, lost in a dream, for hours, with Robert’s love like a shawl draped about my shoulders to keep me warm. There was even a seagull who learned to come to the window whenever he saw me there to be fed from my hand, and I always saved titbits from our table for him. Robert laughed and said the gull was “clearly a woman’s bird”, as it struck a haughty stance and would not deign to accept even the most tempting morsels from Robert’s hand. Which was strange, as animals and children alike always adored Robert; he was a wonder with horses and seemed to know, as if he were one himself, what they were thinking and feeling and, when affrighted, what they were scared of and how best to soothe them. Yet my seagull turned up his beak and would have nothing to do with Robert.

      I remember the day we arrived, Robert bade the servants, who followed with our luggage in a cart, to see to everything and, with me in the saddle before him, nestled back against his chest, galloped down to the beach. He swung himself from the saddle, lifted me down, slapped the horse’s rump and left it free to run, and stripped off his clothes, letting them fall where they would, and plunged headfirst into the sea.

      I stood and watched him, my heart beating wild and fast, as if I lived only to love and be loved by him, and this was what I had been made for. Then he stood, laughing, as he shook the salty spray from his black curls, and, with water dripping down his hard, handsome, sun-bronzed body in salty rivulets, his erect cock bobbing against its nest of short, wiry black curls, he came towards me with a determined look in his dark eyes. In that moment he was a man who knew exactly what he wanted—me!

      I giggled and began to run, but he caught my sleeve, spun me round, quickly unfastened the gold-braid frogs, eased the russet velvet jacket from my shoulders, and let the wind snatch it from his fingers. And then, with salty kisses up and down my throat, he removed my shirt of fine white linen, laughing as the breeze caught it and sent it skipping and billowing down the beach. Had it been dark, any who chanced to see might have thought it a ghost and started a tale about a restless spirit roaming the shore in search of a lost love. As he led me down to the sea, Robert left my leather stays, russet velvet skirt, and petticoats lying where they fell, laughing as my sheer cobweb lawn shift was caught up and carried away by the wind like a dancing cloud.

      He laid me down where I could hear the sea in my ear—“like a pink seashell,” Robert whispered as his warm lips grazed and nibbled the lobe—and he made love to me, matching me smile for smile, laugh for laugh, as I squealed in surprised delight at the feel of the cool surf caressing my naked skin, and the mad, wanton feel of making love on a beach wearing nothing but my black wool stockings and brown leather riding boots. I laughed when I lifted my legs to wrap tightly around him and heard the golden buckles on my boots jingle as if they were also laughing from the wild and wanton thrill of it all. I loved this carefree, wild, raw, mad feeling of love and lust mingling on the sandy shore, the warmth of our passionately coupling bodies and the cold kiss of the sea, and the freedom to forget everything and just be us—Robert and Amy, a man and a woman, husband and wife, in love.

      Afterwards, as we lay entwined in the wet sand, being caressed by the cold waves and salty breeze, with my wet hair clinging to us like golden seaweed, Robert told me that the Goddess of Love, Aphrodite, had been born from the surf, and, perhaps, he said, gently kissing my lips, our child would be too, born of the love we had just made, clinging together in the cold, salty surf.

      Those were such happy days, perhaps the happiest days of our marriage and my life. I remember us walking hand-in-hand upon the beach, the wind whipping and tugging my hair and skirts in such a frenzy that I feared I would be ripped bald and bare-skinned by those invisible grasping fingers, but I was so happy the whole time, I never stopped smiling, and I laughed more then than I ever did in my whole life.

      We collected pretty shells to adorn our mantel, and Robert promised he would order a cabinet of glass made to display them in. He even made a sketch of it, with notes alongside describing the pretty gilded woodwork with blue, green, and white enamelled waves and pink enamelled seashells, and bare-breasted mermaids with “harvest gold hair” just like mine. And someday, he said, we would sit together and tell our children about the shells we had collected. Every year, he promised, we would go back to Hemsby for another seaside honeymoon and collect more shells to put inside our cabinet. Oh, how I dreamed of those days to come, when we would sit with our children, the babies on our laps and the older ones clustered around us, and see their eager little hands carefully СКАЧАТЬ