Strangers on a Bridge: A gripping debut psychological thriller!. Louise Mangos

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      ‘I cannot believe I am so dumm, so stupid,’ he said, continuing to carefully polish a lens. ‘What was I thinking?’

      A huge wave of relief washed over me. Part of me still wanted to help, but part of me wanted to turn my back on this situation now I was home. I selfishly wanted my weekend back. I wanted a hot shower and a cup of tea. I wanted to make up for my absence from our family Sunday when everyone came home.

      As Manfred stood up, on impulse I put my arms around him and hugged him.

      ‘Welcome back,’ I said with relief.

      As I felt the pressure of his arms gently hugging me back, with his palms on my shoulder blades, a blush rose to my face. I cleared my throat and released him awkwardly.

      ‘Is there somewhere I can take you? Would you like to use my phone to call someone?’ I asked, reaching for the mobile in my pocket.

      He shook his head slowly.

      ‘No, I’ve no one to call. I don’t know, but I think I’ll go home.’

      ‘Is there… someone at home who will help you?’

      A muscle ticked above his jaw as he clenched his teeth and a small sigh escaped his lips.

      ‘No, actually. On second thoughts, perhaps that is not such a good idea.’

      I began to feel awkward about Manfred being in such close proximity to the house. His case needed to be reported; he should talk to someone.

      ‘Will you drive with me in my car?’

      He looked at me, green eyes shining behind his glasses, brows slightly raised in an expression of complete trust. He fell into step beside me as we walked to the garage where our Land Rover was parked. He waited while I started the car. After reversing out of the garage, I indicated he should get in.

      ‘It’s okay, you can leave the garage door open,’ I shouted through the open passenger window as he stood for a moment wondering what to do.

      Manfred nodded once. He took off his coat and folded it carefully over his arm, then undid the middle button of his jacket before climbing into the car, as though sitting down to a meeting at a conference table. As I drove along our rough driveway, he glanced around the interior of the car, and I followed the direction of his scrutiny. A set of tangled headphones, an empty bottle of Rivella, one football shinpad and various sweet wrappers were scattered over and between the seats.

      ‘Bit of a state,’ I said. ‘Two boys. Untidy boys.’ Manfred nodded.

      ‘I have a boy,’ he said. Oh.

      His expression revealed sadness, but not the despair I had seen on the bridge. I stared back at the road. He didn’t elaborate, maintained a steady composure. I wasn’t sure if I should ask something. I released the breath I had been holding.

      ‘We need to find you someone to talk to,’ I said tentatively. ‘If you don’t feel you can talk to anyone in your family, perhaps someone else, a doctor, a friend…?’

      ‘When my English will be better I can talk to you,’ Manfred stated.

      The irony of the sudden grammatical error made me smile and without thinking I retorted, ‘You mean, when my English is better…’ I waved my hand apologetically as I realised how patronising I sounded, and when I looked at him, he was smiling. I wondered if he had made the mistake deliberately. He paused before saying:

      ‘Yes. Natürlich. Sorry.’

      ‘Where is home?’ I asked.

      ‘Home… was in the next canton, in Aargau. I don’t think I can stay there. My wife is not… with me. She… she died.’

      ‘Oh! I’m so sorry.’

      ‘That was long ago,’ he said with a matter-of-fact tone. ‘My… my sister now looks after my boy. He is a student. But I don’t have a very good relationship with my son.’ He hesitated. ‘They don’t expect me back. I have broken that bridge.’

      I was momentarily confused.

      ‘Oh, you mean burned that bridge; that’s the saying in English.’

      I wondered if he had left his sister and son a note. And I found it ironic that a bridge had found its way into the conversation. He needed professional help straight away. I was hoping not everything would be closed on a Sunday.

      ‘No, I will not stay there,’ he said again as I glanced at his face. ‘But it is okay, don’t worry. You are helping. Thank you, Alice.’

      It felt strange to hear him say my name for the first time. My hands gripped the wheel a little harder.

      In the neighbouring village, I pulled into a parking space in front of Aegeri Sports, where we hired the boys’ ski gear each winter.

      ‘Wait here. I’ll be a moment,’ I told Manfred as I climbed out of the car.

      The tiny suboffice of the Zuger Polizei was situated between the sports shop and a tanning salon. But as this was Sunday, as expected, it was inevitably closed. The hours were marked on the police station’s door like a grocer’s: Monday, Wednesday and Friday afternoons between two and four, Saturday mornings from nine until eleven. It might as well have said Citizens of Switzerland: criminal activity and social needs should be limited to these times.

      I glanced at Manfred, reflections of trees streaking light and dark across the windscreen, obscuring my view. He leaned forward, unsure what we were doing here as the police station’s sign wasn’t visible from where he sat. I looked away quickly, chewing my cheek. I realised I should have dialled 117 from home, but I hadn’t been confident enough to explain my situation in German to the emergency services.

      Anxiety tumbled my gut. Mostly because of Manfred’s potential reaction if I turned him over to the police. I was sure he wouldn’t be happy about that. I resigned myself to driving him to the hospital twenty minutes away in the valley.

      That would mean twenty more minutes in the car with him.

       Chapter Five

      As I climbed back into the car Manfred looked at me curiously. I started the engine and drove off without telling him why we had stopped. He didn’t notice the sign for the police station as we pulled away.

      ‘Manfred, you really need to talk to a medical professional, a psychologist,’ I said.

      ‘But you are a mother too. You will know the problems families have. You will understand. I was serious before when I said I think you can help.’

      ‘Is this only to do with your family? Your late wife? Your son?’ I asked gently.

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