Potent As Poison. Sharon Kendrick

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      But by the time she reached her exquisite detached Regent’s Park house her mind was still a maze of muddled images. She walked wearily up the path to the distinctive black-painted front door, the sight of the elegant building momentarily soothing her troubled mind. Home.

      She walked into the elegantly spacious hall and heard the familiar sound of a computer game from just down the hall.

      ‘Peter!’ she called, and there was a flurry as the boy, whose build, though wiry, none the less showed a hint of muscle which would make him as tall as his father in adulthood, came dashing along the corridor.

      ‘Hello, Ma—I scored three times today—can you believe that? Hey——’ And he peered at his mother closely. ‘You haven’t been crying, have you?’

      ‘Crying? Of course I haven’t,’ said Elizabeth briskly. ‘Now, do I get a hug or not?’

      ‘Ma!’

      He spoke with all the feigned horror of physical affection which was prevalent in little boys after their sixth birthday, but he gave her a tight hug anyway, and it needed every bit of effort she possessed for her eyes not to grow unnaturally bright for the second time that afternoon.

      ‘Where’s Mrs Clarke?’ she asked, looking around for her stalwart of a housekeeper-cum-babysitter.

      ‘Gone upstairs,’ said Peter. ‘She’s knitting some kind of jacket for her granddaughter. What’s for supper?’

      Deciding on a simple supper for them both, Elizabeth went into the kitchen with Peter and busied herself with cracking eggs for omelettes and making a salad, while Peter chattered on excitedly about his chances of playing for the junior soccer team that autumn.

      Elizabeth was aware that she was viewing her son with new eyes this evening. Her heart was always in her mouth when she looked at him, consumed with unconditional love for the small being whose appearance had dramatically altered the whole course of her life.

      Over the years she had tried, without lasting success, not to think too much about his father, not just because of the pain, but because there didn’t seem a lot of point in dwelling on a man she would never see again.

      But now she had seen him, and it was as if his reappearance had brought it slamming home to her just how like his father Peter was. The same dark hair, the same curiously light and distinctive blue-green eyes, the same long-limbed build with the potential for a distinctively steely strength. The same razor-sharp mind.

      He looked up suddenly, aware of her scrutiny. ‘You’re sad,’ he said, with unnerving perception—since she had been sure that her face showed nothing of her thoughts.

      ‘A little,’ she admitted.

      ‘You’re thinking about my dad?’

      She kept her voice deliberately light. ‘Why d’you say that?’

      He shrugged. ‘’Cos that’s how you always look when you think about him.’ He gave a small shrug which suddenly made him look terribly vulnerable.

      She felt suddenly, inexplicably guilty. ‘I bet you really miss never having had a real father?’ she probed.

      ‘I had John—I can kind of remember him. I know he wasn’t my real Dad but—he was great.’

      Elizabeth remembered her ex-husband with the same affection. ‘Yes, he was great. But never having known your real father——’

      ‘You were always enough for me, Ma.’ And then, obviously embarrassed by such a slushy admission, he scowled. ‘When’s supper going to be ready? I’m starving.’

      ‘Coming right up,’ she said brightly, sliding a fluffy omelette on to the plate and pushing the wooden bowl of dressed salad into the centre of the table, while they both sat down.

      Nothing’s going to happen, she told herself. Nothing. In a few months he’ll be gone, and that will be that.

      But she lay awake all night long, her face set with tension, blinking unseeingly at the moon-shadows on the ceiling, her mind fraught with images of Rick.

CHAPTER THREE

      ELIZABETH’S bad night did little for her temper in the morning, and she found herself snapping at Peter more than once, something she rarely did. She was normally fairly calm where her son was concerned, and when she caught him looking at her curiously she decided to pull herself together, determined from that moment on to put away her groundless fears and to get on with life. Rick had had no part in her life for the past nine years—and there was no earthly reason why he should start now.

      But what about Peter? prompted a little demon inside her head.

      Peter is happy just the way he is, she told her demon tormentor fiercely.

      The one good thing which had happened was that her voice had, thankfully, returned to normal.

      She set off for the office to find that Jenny had already arrived; she gave Elizabeth a brisk smile and handed her a pile of correspondence, and Elizabeth breathed a small sigh of relief. Obviously Jenny was as good as her word, and last night’s confidences were not about to be dredged up this morning.

      Elizabeth dictated for an hour then tackled a pile of paperwork. Then she took some calls, went out for a meeting with a client, and when she came back, Jenny was sitting at her word-processor, a wry smile on her face as she pointed to a bouquet of flowers which sat on her desk. ‘For you,’ she said succinctly.

      Elizabeth stood stock-still. She had never received flowers, never in her life, unless you counted the single red rose which Rick had had delivered on the tray containing their champagne breakfast. And she knew without looking at the card that he had sent these flowers, although they couldn’t be more different from that simple red rose she had once so treasured.

      These, she realised, were the flowers sent by a man whose tastes had matured; fragrant, subtle and lovely. There were big, squashy pale pink roses which contrasted beautifully with the clear blue of cornflowers. Peonies too, in a much darker pink. And dark green ivy nestling with the sweet-scented purple spears of lavender. A pink ribbon tied the stems together, and the whole effect was that the flowers had been freshly and casually picked in the country that morning, though this was an illusion, for Elizabeth had heard of the florist who had designed this, and knew that they charged a small fortune.

      She reached down and picked up the card.

      Despite the friction—or perhaps because of it—I enjoyed our encounter immensely. Have dinner with me tonight. Rick.

      She crumpled the card in her hand and dropped it into the bin. She was irritated, both at the peremptory tone he’d used, and at her own brief but foolish response to his extravagant bouquet—of the sudden urge to bury her nose in the sweet perfume, to take them away to her office and arrange them lovingly in a vase. I should trample them underfoot, she thought bitterly, as common sense prevailed.

      ‘You can have the flowers, Jenny,’ she said abruptly. ‘Or send them downstairs СКАЧАТЬ