Independence Day. Amy Frazier

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      “I tried to tell you a dozen times,” she insisted, “but you weren’t listening.”

      With a sinking heart, he took her point.

      “Aha!” she exclaimed when she saw he understood. “And did you know I’m very close to opening that gallery I’ve always wanted? In the barn on the ground floor.”

      He looked hard at this woman he’d underestimated. What else had she been up to in his absence? The possibilities racing though his mind made Nick feel—for the first time in his life—blown off course.

      “How do you expect me to take you seriously when we haven’t talked about any of this?”

      She seemed taken aback by his question, but only briefly. “So much of our ever-shrinking time together is spent discussing your job and how it affects our future. The rest of the time it’s the girls—”

      “That’s a cop-out, Chessie, and you know it. You want recognition, but you’re not communicating.”

      Her nostrils widened as she inhaled sharply. “Maybe you’re right…but today I woke up. I won’t ever be satisfied if I don’t tell you why I’m dissatisfied.”

      “And how.” Smiling ruefully, he rubbed the back of his neck. “So…your pots can bring in that much?” Here he thought she’d been having a few friends over for coffee and crafts. “I’m impressed, Chessie.”

      “Impressed with the idea of a real business, are you? But do you appreciate the woman behind the work?”

      “Of course we do,” he replied.

      “Let’s leave the girls out of this. I’ll deal with them separately. Do you appreciate me? All of me.”

      Hell, yes. He gazed at her as she strode across the bedroom to stand in front of the window. She was tall and still had a great figure after two children. Her long unruly auburn hair was partially held back by a ribbon. Her skin seemed otherworldly. Creamy. Smooth. Cool, most likely. She was always blessedly cool to the touch on even the hottest summer day. There was nothing cool about her eyes, though. Fire and ice. That was his Chessie. And ever since high school she’d had the power to excite him. He felt himself grow hard.

      “If wanting you can be construed as appreciation,” he ventured, “I’d say I recognize what a lucky man I am.”

      “So you want to make love to me?”

      “Now that’s a fact.”

      “Perhaps because we always make love on nights before you start your workweek?”

      He didn’t like this detour. “You make it sound like a routine.”

      “That’s what I haven’t quite figured out.” Crossing her arms again, she began to tap her fingers restlessly on her elbows. “I’m not sure if you really want to make love to me…or whether you’re simply after a bit of release from tension.”

      “You’ve been spoiling for a fight all day. It has to be hormones.”

      Low blow. And one he instantly regretted.

      She glared at him.

      He pulled his frustration in line. “Is it so awful I want to make love to my wife?”

      “What about foreplay? What about romance? What about extending these concepts beyond the bedroom door?”

      She was losing him again.

      “I want to feel newly and thoroughly wooed,” she explained. “No more school functions that do double duty as dates. No more chaste pecks on the forehead. No more checking your watch when I begin to talk.”

      “I had no idea—”

      “Well, now you do. For a change, I want pizzazz instead of Friday night pizza. I want my toes to tingle and not because the Volvo needs a tune-up.”

      “Sounds good to me.” He moved to embrace her, but she stepped aside.

      “Seriously, Nick. Is it so awful I want to bring our relationship in for an inspection and tune-up?”

      “I never thought there were two people who agreed more on how they wanted their life together to unfold. I promised to provide for you. You said you wanted to be a wife and mother.”

      “I did. Do.” She seemed to search for words. “But I was nineteen when we married. I couldn’t have anticipated how I’d grow. I love being a wife and mother, but I want to be other things as well. We need to rearrange our relationship a little bit to make room for all of me.”

      “But why today?” He made the mistake of glancing at his watch.

      “Ooh!” She grabbed two fistfuls of her hair. “Some day I’m going to flush that watch down the toilet.”

      “Guys!” Isabel stood in the doorway. “I gotta use your bathroom. Gabriella’s hogging ours.”

      Nick bristled. “Your mother and I are trying to have a conversation here.”

      “Go right ahead.” Isabel whisked by them into the master bath, then slammed the door, making the pictures on the walls rattle in their frames. Behind the closed door the teenager broke into a caterwauling song of love lost.

      Nick suddenly felt ambushed by females. His office at school, even with the attendant troubles, now seemed like a haven. Even the boys’ locker room would be a better hideout. An estrogen-free zone. Quelling his disloyal thoughts and mustering what little patience remained at his disposal, he stood. “Is it too much to ask for a little peace and quiet on my one day off?

      Her husband’s intransigence fueled Chessie’s determination. He wasn’t stupid. He wasn’t selfish. He was maddeningly preoccupied. But he’d been right about her needing to communicate if she wanted to be recognized—to be seen—and not simply as some competent mother of his children, some unobtrusive window dressing for his career.

      “Some people are afraid of being fat and forty,” she said, persevering. “Do you know what I’m afraid of? I’m afraid I’m headed straight toward faded and forty.”

      “It’ll never happen.” With obvious weariness Nick pinched the bridge of his nose. “Fear of fading? After today? You’re going to have to think of some other excuse to pick a fight.”

      “I’m not trying to pick a fight.” She began to pace. “I’m trying to start a dialogue.”

      “I’m sensing lovemaking is fast becoming a long shot,” Nick said, making sure Isabel couldn’t hear him over her hurting song.

      “I’ll tell you what. Let’s get kinky. Tonight let’s perform that over-the-top sex act, listening. How about it?”

      “Sarcasm doesn’t become you, Chess.”

      A sudden overwhelming sadness sapped her energy. “I feel as if you’re slipping away from me.”

      “Maybe that’s because I’m СКАЧАТЬ