The Family Secret. Tracy Buchanan
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Название: The Family Secret

Автор: Tracy Buchanan

Издательство: HarperCollins

Жанр: Триллеры

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isbn: 9780008264673

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СКАЧАТЬ water swirling around my exposed head, the pain unbearable. I tried to grapple with the ice again but it broke, the fragments sliding over my freezing hands.

      I kicked my legs, frantic now, gasping for breath, vision blurring.

      I could feel myself growing weaker, my breath coming in spurts. Above me, the ptarmigan reappeared, circling around me, the feathers of its fluffy white wings lifting in the winter breeze. For a foolish moment, I hoped my camera was still capturing it, so close like I’d wanted.

      Was this it, my last few moments alive? Of all the life-threatening positions I’d put myself in throughout my career so far, it had to be this that would take me: a frozen loch in my own country.

      I thought of my parents then. Would they mourn my passing? Or feel relief I was gone?

      Maybe relief. It was something I suddenly felt in that moment: relief I didn’t have to continue contending with the guilt, the sadness, the gaping hole left by their rejection. It was such a contrast to the fighting spirit people knew me for.

      Finally, time to stop fighting.

      But then Dylan appeared.

       Chapter Five

      I heard Dylan before I saw him, the sound of his heavy boots on the still intact ice and his quick breath. Then I smelt cigars and whisky. He leaned over me, all coal-dark hair and eyelashes. There was a look of panic in his eyes. He wrapped one long arm around my chest, yanking me up from the freezing loch and carefully treading ice to walk me back to the loch’s banks.

      When we got to the bank, I tried to wrap my arms around myself, the cold unbearable. Dylan placed his thick woollen coat around my shoulders then pulled me onto his lap and rubbed my arms. ‘Are you okay?’ he asked in a thick Scottish accent. ‘Tell me you’re okay.’

      ‘N-n-n-n-not the time to be m-m-m-making a pass,’ I managed to stutter.

      Relief spread across his face. ‘If this is how men make passes at you, then God help you. Body warmth means life,’ he said with a quick smile that showed straight, white teeth.

      I leant into him, exhausted, as he rubbed my arms. He was wearing a black jumper, its tough wool scratching at my freezing cheeks. We stayed like that a few moments before my trembling stopped. Then he leant over, one arm still wrapped around me, dragged a rucksack towards him and pulled a hip flask from it.

      ‘Whisky fixes everything,’ he said, biting the top off with his teeth and handing it to me.

      ‘Could you get any more Scottish?’ I asked, taking a sip and welcoming the warmth as it snaked through my insides.

      His smile widened, his brown eyes sparkling as they explored my face.

      ‘You’re beautiful,’ he said matter-of-factly.

      ‘For God’s sake.’ I shoved the hip flask into his chest and stood up, swaying slightly. I was used to this, men trying it on. Frankly, it did my head in and distracted me from what I needed to do: my filming. I shook my head, trying to disperse the icy fingers clutching at my mind, and half stumbled, half jogged to the water’s edge, where I knelt down so I could grab my camera from a worryingly thin sheet of ice nearby.

      Dylan laughed as he stood, revealing his full six foot three. ‘It’s just an aesthetic observation, not a come-on,’ he explained. ‘Don’t take it so hard. Anyway, you’re not exactly in any position to look unkindly upon me. You trespassed on my land, after all.’

      ‘So that’s your house then?’ I asked, gesturing towards the lodge.

      ‘My family’s home, the magnificent and mighty McCluskys,’ he said with a trace of sarcasm in his voice.

      ‘That’s one mighty house,’ I said, checking my camera.

      ‘And that’s an impressive piece of kit,’ he said. ‘You make films?’

      ‘Wildlife documentaries.’

      He raised an impressed eyebrow. ‘The female David Attenborough.’

      ‘I’m the one behind the camera. You know, the ones that do the hard work?’

      As I said that, I felt my head go hazy. I swayed slightly and Dylan clutched my arm. ‘I think we need to get you inside,’ he said, all the joviality gone from his face. ‘Get you warm.’

      ‘I’m fine,’ I said, pulling my arm away from his grip. ‘I’ll get the engine started, turn the heaters on.’

      ‘Don’t be ridiculous. I have a warm house with access to a roaring fire, a bath and multiple clothing options thanks to my sisters … who will also be there, just in case you’re worried I’m an axe murderer,’ he added with a smile.

      I couldn’t help but smile back.

      ‘Fine,’ I said. ‘As long as your family forgive me for trespassing.’

      ‘Once they find out why, they’ll forgive you anything. This Christmas Eve will always be referred to as “that Christmas Eve the wildlife documentary-maker trespassed on our land”. Trust me, they’ll be delighted someone like you was the one doing it. What were you hoping to film here anyway, the bearded Scottish male?’ he asked, stroking his dark beard.

      I shook my head. ‘I was filming a ptarmigan. I was actually lost and came across the loch.’

      His handsome face lit up. ‘Beautiful birds. I see them a lot from the house, nestling up in the mountain there.’

      We both looked towards the mountains and a hint of sadness flickered over his face. Then he turned to me, putting out his hand. ‘I’m Dylan, by the way.’

      ‘Gwyneth,’ I replied, taking his freezing hand and trying to ignore the spark of electricity between us.

      As Dylan and I walked to the lodge, the sky turned a scarlet red, offering a stark contrast to the white of the lodge’s icy roof and the snow-fringed mountains beyond. It was really quite something.

      ‘It’s beautiful here,’ I said.

      ‘Yep,’ Dylan replied. But I sensed reluctance in his voice. I suppose he was used to the place.

      When we got to the lodge, Dylan paused, taking a slug of whisky from his hipflask as he stared up at the windows. I couldn’t quite figure out the look on his face. It was like he was readying himself for battle. He turned and offered me some of his drink. I took his flask and had a quick sip before handing it back.

      The lodge looked even bigger up close, fringed with a veranda and vast windows looking out over the lake. In one window was a Christmas tree that reached up towards a vaulted ceiling, scores of beautifully wrapped presents beneath it. A young boy of about four was sitting by a toy railway, watching in rapture as a small train letting out actual steam chugged by. Next to him, a black Labrador sat obediently. I wondered for a moment if the boy was Dylan’s son. Beyond the tree were two huge sofas facing each other, draped with fur throws, an ornate wooden coffee table between them, strewn with books and toys. Each window СКАЧАТЬ