Tatiana and Alexander. Paullina Simons

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      “Listen, both of you,” said Alexander. “Summon your strength. You’re going to need it.”

      “For getting a medal?” Maikov said suspiciously.

      “You’re going to be getting a posthumous medal if you don’t get hold of yourself and stop shaking,” said Alexander.

      “How do you know I’m shaking?”

      “I can hear your boots knocking together,” Alexander replied. “Quiet, soldier.”

      Maikov turned to Ouspensky. “I told you, Lieutenant, this didn’t seem right, to be woken in the middle of the night—”

      “And I told you to shut up,” said Alexander.

      There was a bit of dull blue light coming in from the narrow window in the front of the truck.

      “Lieutenant,” Alexander said to Ouspensky, “can you stand up? I need you to stand up and block the view from the window.”

      “Last time I heard that, my quartermate was getting some blow,” said Ouspensky with a smile.

      “Well, rest assured, no one is getting blow here,” Alexander said. “Stand up.”

      Ouspensky obeyed. “Tell us the truth. Are we getting promoted?”

      “How should I know?” Once Nikolai blocked the small window, Alexander took off his boot and pulled out one of the grenades. It was dark enough that neither Maikov nor Ouspensky saw what he was doing.

      He crawled to the back of the truck and sat with his back against the doors. There were only two NKVD men in the front cabin. They were young, they had no experience, and no one wanted to cross the lake: the danger of German fire was ever-present and unwelcome. The driver’s lack of experience broadcast itself in his inability to drive the truck faster than twenty kilometers an hour. Alexander knew that if the Germans were monitoring Soviet army activity from their positions in Sinyavino, the truck’s leisurely speed would not escape their reconnaissance agents. He could walk across the ice faster.

      “Major, are you getting promoted?” asked Ouspensky.

      “That’s what they told me, and they let me keep my gun. Until I hear otherwise, I’m optimistic.”

      “They didn’t let you keep your gun. I saw. I heard. They just didn’t have the strength to take it from you.”

      “I’m a critically injured man,” Alexander said, taking out a cigarette. “They could have taken it from me if they wanted to.” He lit up.

      “Have you got another one?” said Ouspensky. “I haven’t smoked in three months.” He looked Alexander over. “Nor seen anyone but my nurses.” He paused. “I’ve heard your voice, though.”

      “You don’t want to smoke,” Alexander said. “From what I understand, you have no lungs.”

      “I have one lung, and my nurse has been keeping me artificially sick so I don’t get sent back to the front. That’s what she did for me.”

      “Did she?” asked Alexander, trying not to close his eyes at the image of Nikolai’s nurse—the small, clear-eyed bright sunny morning of a girl, the crisp Lazarevo morning of a sweet blonde girl.

      “She brought in ice and made me breathe the cold fumes to get my lungs rattling and working. I wish she would have done a little more for me.”

      Alexander handed him a cigarette. He wanted Nikolai to stop talking. He did not think Ouspensky would be particularly pleased to discover that Tatiana had saved him only long enough to be now sent into Mekhlis’s clutches.

      Taking out his Tokarev pistol, Alexander got up, pointed at the back door and fired, blowing out the padlock. Maikov squealed. The truck slowed down. There was obviously some confusion in the driver’s cabin as to the source of the noise. Now down on the floor, Ouspensky was no longer blocking the window. Alexander had seconds before the truck stopped. Flinging the doors open, he pulled the pin out of the grenade, pulled himself above the roof of the creeping vehicle and threw the grenade forward. It landed a few meters in front of the truck’s path; seconds later there was a shattering explosion. He had just enough time to hear Maikov bleat, “What is that—” when he was thrown from the truck onto the ice. The pain he felt in the unhealed wound in his back was so jolting he thought his scars were tearing apart a millimeter at a time.

      The truck jerked and began to rumble to a sliding stop. It skidded, teetered and fell sideways onto the ice, crunching to a halt at the ice hole made by Alexander’s grenade. The hole was smaller than the truck, but the truck was heavier than the broken ice. The ice cracked and the hole became wider.

      Alexander got up and ran limping to the back doors, motioning for the two men to crawl to him. “What was that?” Maikov cried. He had bumped his head and his nose was bleeding.

      “Jump out of the truck!” Alexander yelled.

      Ouspensky and Maikov did as he commanded—just in time, as the front end of the truck slowly sank beneath the surface of the Ladoga. The drivers must have been knocked unconscious by the impact against the glass and ice. They were making no attempts to get out.

      “Major, what the hell—”

      “Shut up. The Germans will begin shooting at the truck in three or four minutes.” Alexander had no intention of actually dying on the ice. Before he saw Ouspensky and Maikov, he had had a small hope he might be alone, and would, after blowing up the truck with the NKVD men in it, make his way back to the Morozovo shores and into the woods. All of his hopes seemed to have this one common denominator nowadays: short-fucking-lived.

      “You want to stay here and observe the efficient German army in action, or you want to come with me?”

      “What about the drivers?” asked Ouspensky.

      “What about them? They are NKVD men. Where do you think those drivers were taking you at dawn?”

      Maikov tried to stand up. Before he could say another word, Alexander pulled him down onto the ice.

      They weren’t far from the shore, maybe two kilometers. It was predawn. The cabin of the truck was submerged and cracking a larger hole in the ice, large enough soon for the whole truck to fit through.

      “Pardon me, Major,” Ouspensky said, “but you’re talking out of your ass. I’ve never done anything wrong in my entire military career. They haven’t come for me.”

      “No,” Alexander said. “They’ve come for me.”

      “Who the fuck are you?”

      The truck was disappearing into the water.

      Ouspensky stared at the ice, at the shivering, dumbfounded and bleeding Maikov, at Alexander, and laughed. “Major, perhaps you could tell us your plans for what the three of us are going to do alone on the open ice once the truck sinks?”

      “Don’t worry,” said Alexander with a heavy sigh. “I guarantee you, we won’t СКАЧАТЬ