Collected Letters Volume Three: Narnia, Cambridge and Joy 1950–1963. Walter Hooper
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      Your husband may well be proud of his school chapel, a beautiful building, which–to pay a typically English compliment—would rank high amongst school chapels over here!

      No indeed, there is no question of my not wanting you to send anything, though there are times when I am more than a little ashamed at the amount you do send. And I note with great pleasure what you say about the tea: also about specially marked parcels.

      I stand appalled at the list of your activities. I thought myself a busy man, but…

      Now for an attempt at answering some of your questions:–

      (1) Why was Christ always talking over people’s heads?

      Since all we know of his teachings is derived from the disciples and St. Paul, we are not in a position to say that they did finally misunderstand Him. With what other account of His teaching can we check theirs? That He was often temporarily over their heads, I agree. That is the way to get a class on, as every teacher knows.

      (2) About God being Truth and Justice, and nevertheless creating this world.

      (3) Why did God make most people stupid?

      Have you any evidence that He did? Some people are stupid through their own choice–laziness, and even fear of the truth—so have made themselves stupid. Others, through bad education etc., which is the fault of other humans, not of God.

      (4) Neurotic.

      My dictionary defines neurotic as one ‘having disordered nerves’. This would often mean in effect that the patient, with little or no moral guilt, does as the result of his disease the same things which would imply great guilt if a person in health did them—e.g. acts of cowardice, ill temper etc. (We all make the distinction in ordinary life when we excuse someone for being peevish because he is very tired, and therefore temporarily in bad nervous health). But no doubt f[r]iends and even doctors often flatter healthy but wicked people by attributing to neurosis what is really just wickedness. There is a great temptation to excuse oneself on the same grounds!

      (5) What is a soul?

      I am. (This is the only possible answer: or expanded, ‘A soul is that which can say I am’).

      With best wishes.

      Yours sincerely.

      C. S. Lewis

      

       TO MR LAKE (T):

      Magdalen College

      Oxford 8/2/50

      Dear Mr Lake

      Yrs. sincerely

      C. S. Lewis

      

      Magdalen College

      Oxford 20/2/50

      Dear Daphne

      Yours sincerely

      Jack L.

      

      Magdalen College

      Oxford 21/2/50

      Dear Green

      Yours

      C. S. Lewis

      

      Ever since June 1947 when Warnie, suffering from acute alcoholic poisoning, was hospitalized in Our Lady of Lourdes Hospital, Drogheda, County Louth (see CL II, p. 787), his binges had become more frequent. When the brothers were younger Warnie was gregarious and Jack something of a recluse. As time went on Jack’s fame as a Christian apologist drove him to mingle with all kinds of people; Warnie, on the other hand, withdrew more and more into the company of books and a few friends. Alcohol gave him back, temporarily, the old gregariousness that was draining away. He was a binge-drinker, and if Jack could get him into either the Acland Nursing Home, Banbury Road, or Restholme, a private nursing home at 230 Woodstock Road run by Dorothy Watson, the bout was fairly short-lived. If, however, he slipped past his brother and СКАЧАТЬ