DEAD GONE. Luca Veste
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Название: DEAD GONE

Автор: Luca Veste

Издательство: HarperCollins

Жанр: Триллеры

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isbn: 9780007525553

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СКАЧАТЬ Chapter 26

       Chapter 27

       Chapter 28

       Chapter 29

       Chapter 30

       Chapter 31

       Chapter 32

       Part Three

       Chapter 33

       Experiment Six

       Chapter 34

       Chapter 35

       Experiment Two

       Chapter 36

       Experiment Two

       Chapter 37

       Chapter 38

       Chapter 39

       Chapter 40

       Chapter 41

       Experiment Two

       Chapter 42

       Chapter 43

       Experiment One

       Chapter 44

       Chapter 45

       Experiment Two

       Epilogue

       Luca Veste talks serial killers

       Acknowledgements

       About the Author

       About the Publisher

      PART ONE

      Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It’s the transition that’s troublesome.

      Isaac Asimov

       We are taught from an early age to fear death, that unknowable force we are all moving towards, simply by existing. However, this aspect of human existence is not one discussed easily amongst those in western society. Death is not an easy topic to discuss openly, without the fear of perhaps upsetting or insulting. This one aspect that binds us all together, touches us all, irrespective of race, gender, or orientation; the one thing we all have in common, yet so often is considered a ‘dark’ subject. Talking about one’s own mortality is considered morbid and morose.

       One truth remains. We all die. Every single living organism experiences death. Indeed, according to Dr Sigmund Freud, ‘It is the aim of all life.’ We live to die. Homo sapiens as a species have shown great technological advances over the past few centuries. Yet one thing we have not, and will arguably never achieve, is to create a way of dealing with death in a uniform manner as a population. We grieve differently, we die differently.

       Death touches us all. Should we fear death, try to actively repel it, through attempts to prolong our lives? If technology moved to such a point that death could be avoided, endless life became a possibility, would we ever be able to really live?

       Without being able to investigate death and the repercussions for the deceased, is it possible to study death in any meaningful way, without being able to experience it?

      Taken from ‘Life, Death, and Grief’, published in Psychological Society Review, 2008, issue 72.

       Experiment Two

      She hadn’t been afraid of the dark.

      Not before.

      Not before it entered her life without her knowing, enveloping her like a second skin, becoming a part of her.

      She hadn’t been claustrophobic, petrified the walls were closing in around her. Crushed to death without knowing they’d even moved. Not scared of things that crawled around her toes. Wasn’t afraid to sit alone in a darkened room and wonder if something was touching her face, or if it was just her imagination.

      Nope. She wasn’t scared before.

      She was now.

      It took time to become afraid of those things, and time was all she had, stretching out in front of her without end.

      She blamed herself. Blamed her friends. Blamed him. She shouldn’t be there, and someone was to blame for that.

      Had to be.

      She’d become a responsible adult. The right thing, supposedly. Gone were the days she’d spent going into town, two, sometimes three times a week. Karaoke on a Friday, pulling on a Saturday – if there were any decent lads out – quiet one on a Sunday. Now she was always the first one to leave, early on in the night, when everyone else was just getting started.

      She didn’t like the feeling of being drunk. That loss of control, of sensibility. She’d been hungover so many times. She’d decided it wasn’t what responsible adults did. Her mum had drummed that into her one night, holding back her hair as two bottles of white wine and god knows how many vodka and lemonades decided they wanted СКАЧАТЬ