The Year I Met You. Cecelia Ahern
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Название: The Year I Met You

Автор: Cecelia Ahern

Издательство: HarperCollins

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СКАЧАТЬ Marshall? He’s not a friend of mine,’ I say, disgusted. All talk always turns to you.

      ‘Well, your neighbour then,’ Dad says, and we both watch Zara again.

      It’s only the silence dragging on for too long that causes me to ask, because I don’t know what else to say: ‘Why, what did he do?’

      ‘Who?’ Dad says, snapping out of his trance.

      ‘Matt Marshall,’ I say through gritted teeth, hating having to ask about you once, never mind twice.

      ‘Oh, him.’ As if it was an hour ago that he first raised it. ‘His New Year’s Eve show got complaints.’

      ‘He always gets complaints.’

      ‘Well, more than usual, I suppose. It’s all over the papers.’

      We are silent again as I think about your show. I hate your show, I never listen. Or rather, I never used to listen but lately I’ve been listening to see if what you talk about has any direct link to the state you return home in, because you’re not trashed every single night of the week. About three or four nights a week. Anyway, so far there seems to be no direct correlation.

      ‘Well, he tried to ring in the New Year by getting a woman to—’

      ‘I know, I know,’ I say, interrupting him, not wanting to hear my dad say the word orgasm.

      ‘Well, I thought you said you hadn’t heard it,’ he says, all defensive.

      ‘I heard about it,’ I mumble, and I climb down on all fours to help Zara with her Lego. I pretend our tower is a dinosaur. I use it to eat her fingers, her toes, then I crash it into the second tower with a great big roar. She’s happy with that for a moment and goes back to playing by herself.

      To recap on your New Year’s Eve show, you and your team felt it would be hilarious to ring in the New Year with the sound of a woman’s orgasm. A charming treat for your listeners, a thank you in fact, for their support. Then you had a quiz to guess the sound of a fake orgasm from a real orgasm, and then a full discussion about men who fake orgasms during sex. It wasn’t offensive, not to me, not in comparison to the filth you’ve spoken about in other shows, and I hadn’t been aware of men who faked orgasms so it was slightly informative, if not disturbing, maybe even personally enlightening – with regard to the man I didn’t regret in the office, who regretted me, possibly – though the douche-bags you had on the show to tell their side of their story did little to educate. I sound as if I’m defending you. I’m not. It just wasn’t the worst show. For once the issue is not you and your lack of charm but the right to hear the sound of a woman climax without it being considered offensive.

      ‘How is he in trouble?’ I ask moments later.

      ‘Who’s that?’ Dad asks and I count to three in my head.

      ‘Matt Marshall.’

      ‘Oh. They’ve fired him. Or suspended him. I’m not sure which. I’d say he’s out of there. Been there long enough anyway. Let somebody younger have a chance.’

      ‘He’s only forty-two,’ I say. It sounds like a defence of you, but I don’t mean it personally. I’m thirty-three and I need to find a new job, I’m concerned about age right now, particularly the attitude towards age in the workplace, that’s all. I think of you suspended and I immediately feel delight. I’ve always disliked you, have always wanted your show off the air, but then I feel bad and I’m not sure why. Maybe it’s because of your children and your nice wife, who I’ve taken to waving at in the morning.

      ‘Turns out it was a real woman in the studio,’ Dad says, looking a bit uncomfortable.

      ‘Well, it hardly sounded like a man.’

      ‘No, she was really … you know,’ he looks at me and I’ve no idea what he is implying.

      We are quiet.

      ‘She was really pleasuring herself. Live in the studio,’ Dad says.

      My stomach turns, both because I’ve just had that conversation with my dad and also because I can see you orchestrating that in your studio, the countdown to twelve o’clock, the team all guffawing over a woman, like idiots.

      I once again loathe you.

      I lift Zara into her car seat and plant a kiss on her button nose.

      ‘So I could talk to Ted, if you like,’ Dad says suddenly, as though continuing a conversation that I don’t remember having.

      I frown. ‘Who’s Ted?’

      ‘Ted Clifford,’ he shrugs like it’s no big deal.

      Anger rises within me so quickly I have to fight the urge to lose it right there. And I’d come so close. Dad sold his company to Ted Clifford. He could have sold it for three times the amount in the good times, he likes to tell everybody, but it is not the good times now and so he settled on a reasonably good sum of money that will ensure month-long holidays in the summer with Leilah and Zara, dinners out four times a week. I don’t know if he paid off his mortgage, and this annoys me. It would have been the first thing I’d have done. I’m not sure how me and Heather have come out of this, but I’m not bothered, though I might sound it. I’m financially okay right now, I’m more concerned about Heather. She needs security. As soon as I made enough money, I bought the apartment she was renting. She moved out of residential care five years ago, a big deal for her, a big deal for anybody. She lives with a friend, under the caring eye of her support assistant, and they are getting along perfectly well together, though it doesn’t stop me from worrying about her every second of every day. I got the apartment at a good price; most people were trying to get rid of their negative equity, that second property where it was suddenly a struggle to meet the payments. It was something I expected Dad to do when he retired, instead of buying the apartment in Spain. He thought she was fine in the care home, but I knew that it was a dream for her to have her own place so I took control. Again, I’m not angry, it’s just that things like this come to me now and I can’t help but ponder them … I need distraction.

      ‘No,’ I say abruptly. ‘Thanks.’ End of.

      He looks at me as if he wants to say more. To stop him, I continue: ‘I don’t need you to get me a job.’

      My pride. Easily damaged. I hate help. I need to do things all by myself, all of the time. His offer makes me feel weak, makes me think that he thinks I’m weak. It has too many connotations.

      ‘Just saying. It’d be an easy foot in the door. Ted would help you out any day.’

      ‘I don’t need help.’

      ‘You need a job.’ He chuckles. He looks at me as though he is amused, but I know that this is the precursor to his anger. That laugh is what happens when he’s annoyed; I’m not sure whether it is supposed to wind up the person he is annoyed at – which is what happens now and has always happened to me – or if it is his way of covering up his anger. Either way, I recognise the sign.

      ‘Okay, Jasmine, do it your way, as usual.’ He holds his hands up dramatically in the air, in defence, keys dangling from his fingers. He gets into the car and drives off.

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