A Witch of the Hills, v. 2. Florence Warden

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      'Lovely night,' said he. 'I like your Scotch hills at night; and, for the matter of that, I like them in the daytime too.'

      Fabian always sank the fact that he was a Scotchman, though I burned just now with the conviction that he was tainted with the national hypocrisy.

      'I suppose you will be glad to get back to the hum and roar again by this time, though,' I said as carelessly as I could.

      Fabian had none of Edgar's serene obtuseness. He looked at me to find out what I meant.

      'Well, you know, we were thinking of imposing ourselves upon you for another week, if you have no objection.'

      This show of civility was the first shadow on our unceremonious intercourse. In spite of myself I was this evening grave and stiff, and not to be approached with the customary affectionate familiarity. There was silence while one might have counted twenty. Then I said—

      'That was your proposal, was it not?'

      I spoke so gravely, so humbly, that my question, rude as it was in itself, could not offend.

      'Why—yes,' said he in a tone as low and as serious as my own. 'What's the matter, Harry?'

      'Will you tell me, honestly, why you want to stay?'

      His big burning eyes looked intently into my face, and then he put one long thin hand through his hair and laughed.

      'Well, after all that you've done to make our stay agreeable, that's a queer question to ask.'

      I put my hand on his shoulder and forced him to keep still.

      'Look here, Faby, I don't want to insult you, you know; but are you staying because of that little girl?'

      He drew himself up and answered me with a very fine and knightly fire—

      'Do you take me for a scoundrel?'

      'No; if I did you would never have touched the child's hand.'

      'Then what do you mean?'

      'Simply this, that I know Babiole better than you do, and I can see that every word you say to her strikes down deeper than you think. She is an imaginative little—fool if you like; she believes that the romance of her life is come, and she is beginning to live upon it and upon nothing else.'

      Fabian considered, looking down upon the grass, in which he was digging a deep symmetrical hole with his right heel. At last he looked up.

      'I think you're wrong; I do indeed,' he said earnestly. 'You know as well as I do that my trotting about with her has always been as open as the day; that it was taken for granted there was no question of serious love-making with a mere child like that. I'm sure her mother never thought of such a thing for a moment.'

      Now I knew that Mrs. Ellmer, on principle, scoffed so keenly at love in her daughter's presence, by way of wholesome repression of the emotions, that she would be sure to think that she had scoffed away all danger of its inopportune appearance.

      'My dear boy, I acquit you of all blame in the matter. The mother we can leave out of account; she is not a person of the most delicate discrimination. But I tell you I have watched the girl–'

      'That is enough,' interrupted Fabian abruptly, and with off-hand haughtiness. 'Of course, if I had understood that you were personally interested in the little girl–'

      I interrupted in my turn. 'I am interested only in getting her well, that is—happily—married.'

      Fabian bowed. 'You are anticipating your troubles with your ward, or pupil, or whatever you call her,' said he lightly, though he was angry enough for his words to have a bitter tone. 'However, of course I respect your solicitude, and Babiole and I must, for the next few days, hunt butterflies on separate hills.'

      And shaking me by the shoulder, and laughing at me for an old woman, he went into the house.

      But he was obstinate, or more interested than he pretended to be. I know that it was he who next morning at breakfast put up Fussell and Maurice Browne to great eagerness for the extension of their stay. When I regretted that I had made arrangements for going to Edinburgh on business on the date already settled for their departure, Fabian glanced up at my face with a vindictive expression which startled me.

      This was the last day but one of my visitors' stay. We all went on the coach to Braemar, having taken our places the night before. As we all walked in the early morning to Ballater station, from which the coach starts, I overheard Fabian say to Babiole—

      'We shan't be able to see much of each other to-day, little one. Your maiden aunt disapproves of my picking flowers for you. But I'll get as near as I can to you on the coach, and this evening you must get mamma to invite me to tea.'

      'Maiden aunt!' she repeated, evidently not understanding him.

      They were behind me, so that I could not see their faces; but by a glance, a gesture, or a whisper Fabian must have indicated me; for she burst out—

      'Oh, you must not laugh at him; it is not right; I won't hear anything against Mr. Maude.'

      'Sh! Against him! Oh dear, no!' And the sneer died away in words I could not hear.

      They had fallen back, I suppose, for I lost even the sound of their voices; but I heard no more than before of the monologue on the New Era in literature to which Maurice Browne was treating me. He was the pioneer of this New Era, so we understood; and there was so much more about the pioneer than about the era in his talk on this his favourite subject, that we, who were quite satisfied to know no more of the inmost workings of his mind than was revealed by the small talk of daily existence, seldom gave him a chance of unburdening himself fully except when our minds, like mine on this occasion, were deeply engaged with other matters.

      On the coach Fabian sat next to Babiole, who looked so sweet in a white muslin hat and a frock made of the stuff with which drawing-room chairs are covered up when the family are out of town, that Maurice Browne, in a burst of enthusiasm, compared her to a young brown and white rabbit. Fabian had brought his umbrella, so I told myself, for the express purpose of holding it over his companion in such a manner as to prevent me, on the СКАЧАТЬ