Flappers and Philosophers. Francis Scott Fitzgerald

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      "Come on go swimmin' – want to?"

      "Reckon so."

      "How 'bout hurryin' up?"

      "Sure enough."

      Sally Carrol sighed voluminously and raised herself with profound inertia from the floor where she had been occupied in alternately destroyed parts of a green apple and painting paper dolls for her younger sister. She approached a mirror, regarded her expression with a pleased and pleasant languor, dabbed two spots of rouge on her lips and a grain of powder on her nose, and covered her bobbed corn-colored hair with a rose-littered sunbonnet. Then she kicked over the painting water, said, "Oh, damn!" – but let it lay – and left the room.

      "How you, Clark?" she inquired a minute later as she slipped nimbly over the side of the car.

      "Mighty fine, Sally Carrol."

      "Where we go swimmin'?"

      "Out to Walley's Pool. Told Marylyn we'd call by an' get her an' Joe Ewing."

      Clark was dark and lean, and when on foot was rather inclined to stoop. His eyes were ominous and his expression somewhat petulant except when startlingly illuminated by one of his frequent smiles. Clark had "a income" – just enough to keep himself in ease and his car in gasolene – and he had spent the two years since he graduated from Georgia Tech in dozing round the lazy streets of his home town, discussing how he could best invest his capital for an immediate fortune.

      Hanging round he found not at all difficult; a crowd of little girls had grown up beautifully, the amazing Sally Carrol foremost among them; and they enjoyed being swum with and danced with and made love to in the flower-filled summery evenings – and they all liked Clark immensely. When feminine company palled there were half a dozen other youths who were always just about to do something, and meanwhile were quite willing to join him in a few holes of golf, or a game of billiards, or the consumption of a quart of "hard yella licker." Every once in a while one of these contemporaries made a farewell round of calls before going up to New York or Philadelphia or Pittsburgh to go into business, but mostly they just stayed round in this languid paradise of dreamy skies and firefly evenings and noisy nigger street fairs – and especially of gracious, soft-voiced girls, who were brought up on memories instead of money.

      The Ford having been excited into a sort of restless resentful life Clark and Sally Carrol rolled and rattled down Valley Avenue into Jefferson Street, where the dust road became a pavement; along opiate Millicent Place, where there were half a dozen prosperous, substantial mansions; and on into the down-town section. Driving was perilous here, for it was shopping time; the population idled casually across the streets and a drove of low-moaning oxen were being urged along in front of a placid street-car; even the shops seemed only yawning their doors and blinking their windows in the sunshine before retiring into a state of utter and finite coma.

      "Sally Carrol," said Clark suddenly, "it a fact that you're engaged?"

      She looked at him quickly.

      "Where'd you hear that?"

      "Sure enough, you engaged?"

      "'At's a nice question!"

      "Girl told me you were engaged to a Yankee you met up in Asheville last summer."

      Sally Carrol sighed.

      "Never saw such an old town for rumors."

      "Don't marry a Yankee, Sally Carrol. We need you round here."

      Sally Carrol was silent a moment.

      "Clark," she demanded suddenly, "who on earth shall I marry?"

      "I offer my services."

      "Honey, you couldn't support a wife," she answered cheerfully. "Anyway, I know you too well to fall in love with you."

      "'At doesn't mean you ought to marry a Yankee," he persisted.

      "S'pose I love him?"

      He shook his head.

      "You couldn't. He'd be a lot different from us, every way."

      He broke off as he halted the car in front of a rambling, dilapidated house. Marylyn Wade and Joe Ewing appeared in the doorway.

      "'Lo Sally Carrol."

      "Hi!"

      "How you-all?"

      "Sally Carrol," demanded Marylyn as they started of again, "you engaged?"

      "Lawdy, where'd all this start? Can't I look at a man 'thout everybody in town engagin' me to him?"

      Clark stared straight in front of him at a bolt on the clattering wind-shield.

      "Sally Carrol," he said with a curious intensity, "don't you 'like us?"

      "What?"

      "Us down here?"

      "Why, Clark, you know I do. I adore all you boys."

      "Then why you gettin' engaged to a Yankee?"

      "Clark, I don't know. I'm not sure what I'll do, but – well, I want to go places and see people. I want my mind to grow. I want to live where things happen on a big scale."

      "What you mean?"

      "Oh, Clark, I love you, and I love Joe here and Ben Arrot, and you-all, but you'll – you'll – "

      "We'll all be failures?"

      "Yes. I don't mean only money failures, but just sort of – of ineffectual and sad, and – oh, how can I tell you?"

      "You mean because we stay here in Tarleton?"

      "Yes, Clark; and because you like it and never want to change things or think or go ahead."

      He nodded and she reached over and pressed his hand.

      "Clark," she said softly, "I wouldn't change you for the world. You're sweet the way you are. The things that'll make you fail I'll love always – the living in the past, the lazy days and nights you have, and all your carelessness and generosity."

      "But you're goin' away?"

      "Yes – because I couldn't ever marry you. You've a place in my heart no one else ever could have, but tied down here I'd get restless. I'd feel I was – wastin' myself. There's two sides to me, you see. There's the sleepy old side you love an' there's a sort of energy – the feeling that makes me do wild things. That's the part of me that may be useful somewhere, that'll last when I'm not beautiful any more."

      She broke of with characteristic suddenness and sighed, "Oh, sweet cooky!" as her mood changed.

      Half closing her eyes and tipping back her head till it rested on the seat-back she let the savory breeze fan her eyes and ripple the fluffy curls of her bobbed hair. They were in the country now, hurrying between tangled growths of bright-green coppice and grass and tall trees that sent sprays of foliage to hang a cool welcome over the road. Here and there they passed a battered negro cabin, its oldest white-haired inhabitant smoking a corncob pipe beside the door, and half a dozen scantily clothed pickaninnies parading tattered dolls on the СКАЧАТЬ