Only a Girl's Love. Garvice Charles

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СКАЧАТЬ – to pursue it no longer; but fate has decreed that man shall always be seeking for the unattainable – that he who once looks upon happiness with the eyes of desire, who stretches out his hands toward her, shall pursue her to the end."

      "And – but surely some get their desire."

      "Some," he said, "to find that the prize is not worth the race they have run for it; to find that they have wearied of it when it is gained; to find that it is no prize at all, but a delusive blank; all dead sea fruit that turns to dust upon the lips."

      "Not all; surely not all!" she murmured, strangely moved by his words.

      "No; not all," he said, with a hidden light in his eyes that she did not see. "To some there comes a moment when they know that happiness – real true happiness – lies just beyond their grasp. And the case of rich men is more to be pitied than all others. What would you say if I told you that it was mine?"

      She looked up at him with a gentle smile, not on her lips but in her eyes.

      "I should say that I was very sorry," she murmured. "I should say that you deserved – " she stopped short, smitten by sudden remembrance of all she had heard of him.

      He filled up the pause with a laugh: a laugh such as she had not heard upon his lips till now.

      "You were right to stop," he said. "If I get all the happiness I deserve – well, no man will envy me."

      "Let us go down now," said Stella, gently; "my uncle – "

      He leapt down, and held up his hand.

      CHAPTER VIII

      Stella put hers into it, but reluctantly, and tried to spring, but her dress caught and she slipped forward.

      She would have fallen but that he was on the alert to save her. Quite simply and naturally he put his arms round her and lifted her down.

      Only for a moment he held her in his embrace, her panting form close to his, her face almost resting on his shoulders, but that moment roused the blood in his fiery heart, and her face went pale.

      "Are you hurt?" he murmured.

      "No, no!" she said, and she slipped out of his arms and stood a little away from him, the color coming and going in her face; it was the first time that any man's arms, save her father's, had ever encircled her.

      "Are you quite sure?" he repeated.

      "Quite," she said, then she laughed. "What would have happened if I had slipped?"

      "You would have sprained your ankle," he said.

      "Sprained my ankle, really?" she repeated, with open eyes.

      "Yes, and I should have had to carry you down to the boat," he said, slowly.

      She looked away from him.

      "I am glad I did not slip."

      "And I," he said, "am – glad also."

      She stooped and picked up the primroses and ran down the slope, her cheeks aflame, a feeling that was something like shame, and yet too full of a strange, indefinable joy to be sullen shame, took possession of her.

      With light feet, her hat swinging in her hand, she threaded her way between the trees and sprang on to the grassy road beside the river bank.

      He did not follow so quickly, but stood for a moment looking at her, his face pale, his eyes full of a strange, wistful restlessness.

      Then Stella heard his step, firm and masterful, behind her. A sudden impulse tempted her sorely to jump into the boat and push off – she could pull a pair of sculls – and her hand was on the edge of the boat, when she heard the sound of bells, and paused with astonishment. Looking up she saw a tiny phæton drawn by a pair of cream-white ponies coming along the road; it was the bells on their harness that she had heard.

      They came along at a fair pace, and Stella saw that the phæton was being driven by a coachman in dark-brown livery, but the next moment all her attention was absorbed by the young girl who sat beside him.

      She was so fair, so lovely, so ethereal looking, that Stella was spellbound.

      A book was in her hand – ungloved and small and white as a child's – but she was not reading. She held it so loosely that as the phæton came along the top of the bank which hid Stella, the book dropped from the lax grasp of the white fingers.

      The girl uttered an exclamation, and Stella, obeying one of her sudden impulses, sprang lightly up the bank, and picking up the book, held it toward her.

      Her appearance was so sudden that Lady Lilian was startled and for a moment the pale face was dyed with a faint color; even after the moment had passed she sat speechless, and the surprise in her eyes gave place to a frank, generous admiration.

      "Oh, thank you – thank you!" she said. "How kind of you. It was so stupid of me to drop it. But where did you come from – the clouds?" And there was a delicious hint of flattery in the look that accompanied the words.

      "Quite the reverse," said Stella, with her open smile. "I was standing below there, by the boat."

      And she pointed.

      "Oh?" said Lady Lilian. "I did not see you."

      "You were looking the other way," said Stella, drawing back to allow the carriage to proceed; but Lady Lilian seemed reluctant to go, and made no sign to the coachman, who sat holding the reins like an image of stone, apparently deaf and dumb.

      For a few strokes of Time's scythe the two girls looked at each other – the one with the pale face and the blue eyes regarding the fresh, healthful beauty of the other with sad, wistful gaze. Then Lady Lilian spoke.

      "What beautiful primroses! You have been gathering them on the slopes?" with a suggestion of a sigh.

      "Yes," said Stella. "Will you take them?"

      "Oh, no, no; I could not think of robbing you."

      Stella smiled with her characteristic archness.

      "It is I who have been the thief. I have been taking what did not belong to me. You will take these?"

      Lady Lilian was too well bred to refuse; besides, she thirsted for them.

      "If you will give them to me, and will not mind picking some more," she said.

      Stella laid the bunch on the costly sables which wrapped the frail figure.

      Lady Lilian put them to her face with a caressing gesture. "You are, like me, fond of flowers?" she said.

      Stella nodded. "Yes."

      Then there was a pause. Above them, unseen by Lilian, forgotten by Stella, stood Lord Leycester.

      He was watching and waiting with a strange smile. He could read the meaning in his sister's eyes; she was longing to know more of the beautiful girl who had sprang like a fairy to her side.

      With a faint flush, Lady Lilian said:

      "You – you are a stranger, are you not? I mean you do not live here?"

      "Yes," СКАЧАТЬ