The Two Elsies. Finley Martha

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СКАЧАТЬ style="font-size:15px;">      "God will help and comfort you, dear child; he will be your father," Elsie said with emotion. "'A Father of the fatherless, and a judge of the widows, is God in his holy habitation.'"

      "It is a very sweet promise," said Evelyn. "Aunt Elsie, I wish I knew that was a true, a real occurrence – that story of Dives and Lazarus; for then I should be quite sure that angels do come to carry home Christians when they die, and that they would come for papa; but some people say it is only a parable."

      "But the Bible does not say so," returned Elsie. "Jesus narrates it as a real occurrence, and I believe it was. Nothing has ever happened in any world that he has not seen and known, therefore he was perfectly competent to tell about the life and death of any man, and also of his experiences after death. So I think, dear child, you may take all the comfort you can find in believing it a narrative of actual occurrence.

      "Ah, now I remember something that may perhaps give you comfort as additional proof that angels do carry home the souls of God's children. I heard an old minister – a man whose word I should credit as entirely as the evidence of my own senses – tell it to my mother.

      "He said that when he was a boy, at home on his father's farm, he and his brother were one evening out in a meadow attending to their horses. Some short distance from them was the dwelling of an old elder, a remarkably devoted Christian man, who always had family worship morning and evening, and always, on those occasions, sang a hymn to either Mear or Old Hundred.

      "On this particular evening the lads, while busy there in the meadow, were surprised by hearing sounds as of a number of voices singing one of the elder's two tunes – I have forgotten now which it was – but the sounds came nearer and nearer, from the direction of the elder's house – and, to the great wonder and astonishment of the lads, passed above their heads.

      "They heard the voices in the air, but saw nothing of the singers. Afterward they learned that the good old man had died just at that time."[A]

      [Footnote A: Given the author as a fact, by a Christian lady who had it from the good minister's own lips.]

      "How strange," said Evelyn, in an awestruck tone. "O Aunt Elsie, if I could hear their song of joy over papa, I should not grieve quite so much." The door opened and Laura looked in.

      "Evelyn," she said, in a piqued tone, "your father wants you. It actually seems that you, a mere child, are more necessary to him than his own wife. He would see you alone for a few minutes."

      Silently, for her heart was too full for speech, Evelyn withdrew herself from Elsie's arms and hastened to obey the summons.

      CHAPTER V

      "Gone before

      To that unknown and silent shore."

CHARLES LAMB.

      Mr. Leland, lying pale and languid on his couch, was listening intently for the approaching footsteps of his child.

      As she stole softly in, fearful of disturbing him, he lifted his head slightly and greeted her with a tender, pitying smile and a feebly outstretched hand.

      "My darling," he whispered, drawing her to him, "my poor darling; so they have told you? I have tried to spare you the bitter truth as long as I could; bitter to you, love, and to me for your sake; yet the will of God be done; He knows and will do what is best for us both."

      Evelyn was making a determined effort at self-control for his dear sake, that she might not disturb him with the knowledge that her very heart was breaking.

      "Papa," she said, with a vain endeavor to steady her tones, "dear, dearest papa, you will surely get well; for I will pray day and night to God to cure you; and have you not taught me that He is the hearer and answerer of prayer, that He loves us, and that He is able to do everything?"

      "Yes, dear daughter; and it is all true, but His thoughts are not as our thoughts; He may see best to take me now to the heavenly home toward which you too, I hope, are traveling; best for you as well as for me."

      "O papa, how can it be best for me, when you are such a help to me in going that road; the only help I have?"

      "He is able to raise up other and better helpers for you, dearest, and He

      Himself will be the best of all. Perhaps it is to draw you nearer to

      Himself that He is taking away the earthly father upon whom you have been accustomed to lean."

      Mr. Leland's voice faltered with the last words; the exertion of talking so much had exhausted his feeble frame, and closing his eyes, he lay lifting up silent petitions for his child.

      Evelyn thought he slept, and lest she should disturb him, forcibly repressed her inclination to relieve her over-burdened heart by sobs and sighs.

      She remained close at his side, gently fanning him, for the day was oppressively hot.

      But presently he opened his eyes, and fixed them upon her face with a long look of tenderest love and sympathy – a look that impressed itself indelibly upon her memory and was often, in after years, dwelt upon with feelings of strangely mingled joy and grief.

      "My darling," he murmured at length, so low that her quick ear scarce caught the words, "my precious child, I leave you to the care of Him who is a Father of the fatherless. I have been pleading with Him for you; pleading His promise to those who trust in Him – 'I will be a God to thee and to thy seed after thee.' It is an everlasting covenant, and shall never fail. Seek Him, my darling, seek Him with all your heart, and He will be your God forever and ever: your Guide even unto death."

      "I will, papa, I will," she whispered, pressing her quivering lips to his cheek.

      The end did not come that day; for another week the loved sufferer lingered in pain and weakness, borne with Christian fortitude and resignation.

      For the most part his mind was clear and calm, the joy of the Lord his strength and stay; yet were there moments when doubts and fears assailed him.

      "What is it, dear brother?" Elsie asked one day, seeing a troubled look upon his face.

      "'How many are mine iniquities and sins,'" he answered; "'mine iniquities are gone over mine head; as a heavy burden they are too heavy for me.'"

      "But 'He was wounded for our trangressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was upon Him; and with His stripes we are healed,'" quoted Elsie.

      "Oh, bless the Lord 'who forgiveth all thine iniquities.'"

      "Yes," he said, "but I am so vile, so sinful – it seems utterly impossible that I ever can be pure in His sight who is 'of purer eyes than to behold evil, and cannot look on iniquity.'"

      "'The blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin,'" quoted

      Elsie in low tones of deepest sympathy.

      "'Thou shalt call his name Jesus; for he shall save his people from their sins.'

      "'This Man, because he continueth ever, hath an unchangeable priesthood.

      Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto

      God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them.'

      "'Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity.'

      "'Let СКАЧАТЬ