The Betrayal of John Fordham. Farjeon Benjamin Leopold

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      "Why did you not come to me before?" she asked, querulously. "Did you not hear me?"

      "Yes, I heard you."

      "And you kept away! How could you, love, how could you, when I am suffering so?" She paused for a sympathetic word from me, which she did not receive. "I am so ill, dear John, so very, very ill! My head is on fire. Give me your hand."

      I made no responsive movement, and she looked at me from beneath her half-closed lids.

      "You are not looking well yourself, John. Have you had a bad night?"

      "A most horrible night."

      "I am so sorry, dear. Watching by my side for so many hours has tired you."

      "I have not been watching by your side."

      "You bad boy – what could you have been doing; and why do you speak to me so unfeelingly? I am sure I have done nothing to deserve it. Oh, my poor head! You did not know I was accustomed to these headaches."

      "No, I did not know."

      "I ought to have told you, dear."

      "Yes, you ought to have told me. It would have been better for both of us."

      "I don't see that; unless you have deceived me, it could have made no difference in your feelings, and I believed every word you said – yes, I did, John, dear." She shuddered and moaned, as though seized with an ague. "Get me something, or I shall go mad with pain!"

      "What will you have? A cup of tea?"

      An expression of disgust spread over her features. "Tea! It is the worst thing I could take. You do not understand – of course you do not understand. Put your arm round me, dear; let me lean my head on your shoulder; it will relieve me." I did not stir. "What do you mean by treating me so cruelly? I am your wife, and you promised to love and cherish me. Have you forgotten so soon, so soon?" I did not reply, and her voice grew more imploring. "When women suffer as I do, John, they need something to keep up their strength. Oh, this frightful sinking! I am sure a little brandy would do me good. Don't be shocked; I wouldn't ask for it if I wasn't certain it would remove this horrible pain."

      "Otherwise," I said, with sad and bitter emphasis, "you would not touch it, you have such abhorrence of it."

      "Why, of course I have. I take it only as a medicine." I picked up the empty brandy bottle, and placed it on the dressing table. "Oh, that," she exclaimed. "It was filled with lemonade, and I drank it every drop while you were away last night. What kept you so long? Oh, my head is racked! I hope no pretty Frenchwoman – "

      "Be silent!" I cried, sternly. "Of what use is this subterfuge? You cannot deceive me."

      "I never tried to r I would not be so wicked. It is cruel of you to pick a quarrel with me the moment we are married. People wouldn't believe it if they were told. For God's sake, get me a little brandy!"

      "From me, Barbara, not one drop!"

      "You won't?"

      "No, I will not."

      "Brute! Leave my room!"

      I was glad to obey her, feeling how idle it was to pursue the conversation. The moment I was gone I heard her scramble from the bed and lock the door. Then I heard the sound of things being violently tossed about, and presently the door was unlocked, and she stood before me with a flaming face.

      "You are a thief!" she screamed. "You are a sneak and a spy – "

      "Hush, Barbara! The people in the hotel will hear you."

      "Let them hear! What do I care? You are my husband, and you are a thief. How dare you rob me? How dare you sneak, and pry, and search my boxes, while I am asleep? You'll be picking my pocket, next, I suppose. But I'll show you that a married woman has rights. You men can't grind poor weak women into the dust any longer. I'll show you!" She rang the bell violently.

      "The servants must not see you in that state, Barbara," I said, with my back against the door.

      "They shall see me in any state I please, and I will let them know – I will let all the world know – that we have been married hardly a day, and that this is the way you are treating me. I give you fair warning. If you don't get me the brandy I will scream the house down!"

      What could I do? A waiter rapped at the door, and asked what monsieur required. I gave him the order, and when the brandy was brought I took it from him without allowing him to enter. Before I had time to turn round Barbara snatched the decanter from my hand, and ran with it into the bedroom. In a few minutes she returned, looking, to my astonishment, bright and well.

      "See what good it has done me," she said, in a blithe tone. "When I am suffering nothing has such an effect upon me as a small glass of brandy. It pulls me together in a moment almost. The doctor ordered it especially for me, and when I can't get it at once I feel as if I should go mad. I don't know what I say or do, so I am not accountable, you know. Ask the doctor. I'll let you into my secret, my dear.' All women take it, from the highest to the lowest. Fact, upon my word. You are a goose. Now, we will not quarrel any more, will we? Kiss me, and make it up."

      I kissed her to keep her quiet, and, indeed, I felt that I was helpless in the hands of this brazen and cunning woman.

      "Barbara," I said, "you have caused me the greatest grief I have ever experienced."

      "I am so sorry, so very, very sorry!" she murmured. "Can I say more than that?"

      "You can, Barbara. You can promise me never to drink spirits again."

      "Do you think I ever intend to?" she asked, in a tone of astonishment.

      "I don't know."

      "Now listen to me, love," she said, with an ingenuous smile. "I will never touch another drop as long as I live."

      "Do you mean that truly?"

      "Truly, truly, truly! I was so ill, and so unhappy at being left alone! I can't bear you out of my sight, John, dear, and if you won't take advantage of it I don't mind confessing I am a wee bit jealous. We will not talk of it any more, will we?"

      "It is a solemn promise you have given me."

      "A solemn, solemn promise, love. If you have any doubts of me I will go down on my knees and swear it."

      "I take your word, Barbara."

      While Barbara was dressing the manager of the hotel waited upon me, and to my surprise handed me my account. As I had not been in the house twenty-four hours I inquired if it was usual for his visitors to pay from day to day. No, he replied blandly it was not usual. Then why call upon me so soon for payment? Did he mistrust me? He was shocked at the suggestion. Mistrust an English gentleman? Certainly not – no, no. This with perfect politeness and much deprecatory waving of his hands.

      "But you expect a settlement of this account," I said, irritated by his manner.

      "If monsieur pleases. And if monsieur will be so obliging as to seek another hotel in which he will be more comfortable, more at his ease – "

      "I understand," I said. "You turn me out. Why?"

      "If monsieur will be pleased to listen. СКАЧАТЬ