Mrs. Maxon Protests. Hope Anthony

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      Mrs. Maxon Protests

      CHAPTER I

      "INKPAT!"

      "Inkpat!" She shot out the word in a bitter playfulness, making it serve for the climax of her complaints.

      Hobart Gaynor repeated the word – if it could be called a word – after his companion in an interrogative tone.

      "Yes, just hopeless inkpat, and there's an end of it!"

      Mrs. Maxon leant back as far as the unaccommodating angles of the office chair allowed, looking at her friend and counsellor with a faint yet rather mischievous smile on her pretty face. In the solicitor's big, high, bare room she seemed both small and very dainty. Her voice had trembled a little, but she made a brave effort at gaiety as she explained her cryptic word.

      "When a thing's running in your head day and night, week after week, and month after month, you can't use that great long word you lawyers use. Besides, it's so horribly impartial." She pouted over this undesirable quality.

      A light broke on Gaynor, and he smiled.

      "Oh, you mean incompatibility?"

      "That's it, Hobart. But you must see it's far too long, besides being, as I say, horribly impartial. So I took to calling it by a pet name of my own. That makes it come over to my side. Do you see?"

      "Not quite." He smiled still. He had once been in love with Winnie Maxon, and though that state of feeling as regards her was long past, she still had the power to fascinate and amuse him, even when she was saying things which he suspected of being unreasonable. Lawyers have that suspicion very ready for women.

      "Oh yes! The big word just means that we can't get on with one another, and hints that it's probably just as much my fault as his. But inkpat means all the one thousand and one unendurable things he does and says to me. Whenever he does or says one, I say invariably, 'Inkpat!' The next moment there's another – 'Inkpat!' I really shouldn't have time for the long word even if I wanted to use it."

      "You were very fond of him once, weren't you?"

      She shrugged her thin shoulders impatiently. "Supposing I was?" Evidently she did not care to be reminded of the fact, if it were a fact. She treated it rather as an accusation. "Does one really know anything about a man before one marries him? And then it's too late."

      "Are you pleading for trial trips?"

      "Oh, that's impossible, of course."

      "Is anything impossible nowadays?" He looked up at the ceiling, his brows raised in protest against the vagaries of the age.

      "Anyhow, it's not what we're told. I only meant that having cared once made very little difference really – it comes to count for next to nothing, you know."

      "Not a gospel very acceptable to an engaged man, Winnie!"

      She reached out her arm and touched his coat-sleeve lightly. "I know, I'm sorry. I'm longing to know your Cicely and be great friends with her. And it's too bad to bother you with the seamy side of it just now. But you're such a friend, and so sensible, and a lawyer too, you see. You forgive me?"

      "I'm awfully glad to help, if I can. Could you give me a few – I don't want a thousand and one, but a few – instances of 'inkpat'?"

      "That wouldn't be much use. Broadly speaking, inkpat's a demand that a woman should be not what she is, but a sort of stunted and inferior reproduction of the man – what he thinks he would be, if he were a woman. Anything that's not like that gets inkpatted at once. Oh, Hobart, it is horrible! Because it's so utterly hopeless, you know. How can I be somebody else? Above all, somebody like Cyril – only a woman? It's absurd! A Cyrilesque woman! Oh!"

      "I don't know him very well, but it certainly does sound absurd. Are you sure you haven't misunderstood? Can't you have an explanation?"

      "Inkpat never explains; it never sees that there is anything to explain. It preaches, or lectures, or is sarcastic, or grumbles, or sulks – and I suppose it would swear, if Cyril didn't happen to be so religious. But explain or listen to an explanation – never!"

      She rose and walked to one of the tall windows that looked on to Lincoln's Inn Fields. "I declare I envy the raggedest hungriest child playing there in the garden," she said. "At least it may be itself. Didn't God make me just as much as He made Cyril?"

      It was high summer, and the grate held nothing more comforting than a dingy paper ornament; yet Hobart Gaynor got up and stood with his back to it, as men are wont to do in moments of perplexity. He perceived that there was not much use in pressing for his concrete cases. If they came, they would individually be, or seem, trifles, no doubt. The accumulation of them was the mischief; that was embraced and expressed in the broad sweep of incompatibility; the two human beings could not keep step together. But he put one question.

      "I suppose you've given him no really serious cause for complaint?"

      She turned quickly round from the window. "You mean – ?"

      "Well, I mean, anybody else – er – making friction?"

      "Hobart, you know that's not my way! I haven't a man-friend, except you, and my cousin, Stephen Aikenhead – and I very seldom see either of you. And Stephen's married, and you're engaged. That's a ridiculous idea, Hobart."

      She was evidently indignant, but Gaynor was not disturbed.

      "We lawyers have to suspect everybody," he reminded her with a smile, "and to expect anything, however improbable. So I'll ask now if your husband has any great woman-friend."

      "That's just as ridiculous. I could be wicked enough to wish he had. Let somebody else have a try at it!"

      "Can't you – somehow – get back to what made you like him at first? Do you understand what I mean?"

      "Yes, I do – and I've tried." Her eyes looked bewildered, even frightened. "But, Hobart, I can't realize what it was. Unless it was just his looks – he is very handsome, you know."

      "He stands well at the Bar. He's getting on fast, he's very straight, and I don't think he's unpopular, from what I hear."

      She caught his hint quickly. "A lot of people will say it's my fault? That I'm unreasonable, and all in the wrong?"

      "You'd have to reckon with a good deal of that."

      "I don't care what people say."

      "Are you sure of that?" he asked quietly. "It's a pretty big claim to make for oneself, either for good or for evil."

      "It's only his friends, after all. Because I've got none. Well, I've got you." She came and stood by him. "You're against me, though, aren't you?"

      "I admit I think a wife – or a husband – ought to stand a lot."

      "It's not as if my baby had lived. I might have gone on trying then. It wouldn't have been just undiluted Cyril."

      "That makes some difference, I agree. Still, in the general interest of things – "

      "I must be tortured all my life?" Her challenge of the obligation rang out sharply.

      With a restless toss of his head, he sat down at his table again. She stood where she was, staring at the dingy ornament in the grate.

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