Kingsworth: or, The Aim of a Life. Coleridge Christabel Rose

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      Conversation was general on the evening of the Canon’s arrival, and he took much pains to cultivate Katharine and to draw her out. On former occasions she had been full of eager talk of her lessons or her pets, or of inquiries for things and people seen in her never-to-be-forgotten visit to Fanchester; but to-day she was quiet and demure, so that the next morning after breakfast when she went to practise and Canon Kingsworth was left alone with her mother, he said, —

      “Katharine is a very pretty girl; but she wants manner.”

      “I am uneasy about Katharine. I do not know how to act for the best,” said Mrs Kingsworth abruptly.

      “I suppose she begins to desire a little society,” said the Canon.

      “Yes, almost to demand it.”

      “Well, Mary, you know what I have always thought, that with the best intentions you did Katharine injustice in keeping her in ignorance of her true position.”

      “Her true position!” said Mrs Kingsworth under her breath.

      “Yes, however obtained, she is the owner of Kingsworth, and in two years’ time her duty will be to do her best for the welfare of the place and the people.”

      “Do you not really know, Uncle Kingsworth, what my one aim has been in educating Katharine?” said Mrs Kingsworth, looking up steadily at him.

      “I have always supposed that you have educated her in the way which you conscientiously think the best; though as you know, I have not always agreed with your view.”

      “I shall tell you the whole truth,” said Mrs Kingsworth with sudden resolution. “I cannot conceive that any one can take another view of the matter. You know that I believe – that I am sure this property was obtained by an act of the greatest possible injustice. An act of meanness! I am bound to say the truth, whoever was the actor.”

      “Indeed, Mary, I think those sad suspicions are far better laid to sleep,” said the Canon gravely.

      “I do not agree with you,” said Mrs Kingsworth. “The only reparation is to undo the wrong. Katharine and I cannot have masses said for my husband’s soul; but we can refuse to profit by the sin that he committed. We need not share it. I wish Katharine on the day she comes of age to give up the estate to the rightful heiress, her cousin Emberance. I have tried to show her in all my training the beauty of self-sacrifice, to make the right thing so good in her eyes that she should be ready to prefer it to selfish pleasure. I never meet with a response! I cannot trust in her carrying out my purpose.”

      Mrs Kingsworth’s voice had faltered as she went on, and now broke down completely; while the eyes, which she had raised with a certain childlike directness, filled with tears.

      Canon Kingsworth took two turns up and down the room before he answered her, and then said slowly and deliberately, —

      “I do not consider that Katharine is called upon to make such a renunciation.”

      “Not legally, I know,” said Mrs Kingsworth.

      “Nor, I think, on any principle. Let us be plain with each other. You think that but for George’s reticence the property would have gone to James. There is no doubt that had my brother been aware that his sons would only leave a girl apiece, he would have left the bulk of it to Walter Kingsworth, his cousin. I think that had he known all the circumstances of James’ marriage, he would not have wholly disinherited him; but I think that enough had passed to prevent him from making an eldest son of him. Indeed the place would have been ruined if he had. James deserved his punishment. Moreover, Mary, no living man will ever know what lies between their memories.”

      “James’ deserts do not affect the question. Better give up all than retain part, even unfairly. My husband deceived his father, his daughter shall not enjoy the reward of that deception.”

      “But the scandal, the publicity – ”

      “I do not care for the scandal. The real shame lies in the fact, not in the knowledge of it. Let every one know the part my husband played; sin must bring shame. They will know too that his daughter has no part in the matter.”

      “And how could James’ memory come out?”

      “I do not care to clear James’ memory, but my own hands and Katharine’s. I do not care what becomes of Kingsworth. Let it go to ruin, – what is that to me?”

      “It certainly ought to be something to Katharine, – a Kingsworth herself,” said the Canon, somewhat affronted.

      “So,” pursued Mrs Kingsworth, unheeding, “I thought she should have a ready-made life independent of Kingsworth, that her affections should not cling to it. When her hands are free, then I should wish her to have the chance of marrying like other girls, though I hope she will remain single.”

      “You would be very much blamed, Mary, if you did not give the child an opportunity of judging for herself.”

      “Well, – possibly. You think I ought to take her to Kingsworth now?”

      “Yes, and I entreat you to avoid influencing her decision.”

      “Well, I promise to leave her to work it out for herself.”

      “That is right, Mary. And at any rate show her something of the ordinary life and interests of young ladies. I allow that the circumstances are very unusual, and I think she does owe much consideration towards Emberance. Ask her to stay with you at Kingsworth, she is a charming girl.”

      “I have no wish to know anything of Emberance,” said Mrs Kingsworth, hastily, “it is not for her sake I act, but, – well, if you think it might incline Katharine to what I wish.”

      “I think the two cousins ought to know each other. Now the question is how far Kate should be told of past events. I should say as little as possible.”

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