The Bridge of the Gods. Frederic Homer Balch

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СКАЧАТЬ must go, and soon. The briefer the parting the briefer the pang. He had already bidden his friends good-by; his parents were long since dead; it only remained to part from the old Indian woman, his nurse in childhood, now his faithful housekeeper and the only inmate of his home.

      He went to the kitchen, – for usually at this hour she was up and preparing breakfast. She was not there, and the room looked cold and cheerless in the gray dawn. He went to her door and knocked; there was no response. He called her; the room was as still as death. Alarmed, he opened the door; no one was within; she was gone, – had evidently been gone all night, for the bed was untouched.

      He was pained and bewildered at this desertion, for only the day before he had given her a paper legally drawn up, securing to her the little property he possessed and making her independent for the rest of her life. She had taken it, listened in silence to the kindly expressions that accompanied the gift, and turned away without a word. Now she was gone; what could it mean?

      Slowly he made the simple preparations that were needed for the journey – putting a little food, his Bible, and other necessaries into a kind of knapsack and strapping it upon his back. Then taking his staff, he went out from his home, never to return.

      The sun was rising, the air was fresh and dewy, but his heart was sad. Yet through it ran a strange thrill of joy, a strange blending of pain and gladness.

      “The parting is bitter, bitter almost unto death, but He will keep me,” murmured the white lips, as he went down the walk.

      The sound of voices fell on his ears, and he looked up. At the gate, awaiting him, was a group of his parishioners, who had come to look once more on the face of their pastor. One by whose bedside he had prayed in the hour of sickness; another, whom his counsel had saved when direly tempted; a little lame child, who loved him for his kindness; and an aged, dim-sighted woman, to whom he had often read the Scriptures.

      He opened the gate and came out among them.

      “God bless you, sir,” said the old woman, “we wanted to see your bonny face again before you left us.”

      The little lame boy said nothing, but came up to Cecil, took his hand, and pressed it to his cheek in a manner more eloquent than words.

      “Friends,” said Cecil, in a faltering voice, “I thank you. It is very sweet to know that you care for me thus.”

      One by one they came and clasped his hand in tearful farewell. For each he had a loving word. It was an impressive scene, – the sorrow-stricken group, the pastor with his pale spiritual face full of calm resolve, and around them the solemn hush of morning.

      When all had been spoken, the minister reverently uncovered his head; the others did the same. “It is for the last time,” he said; “let us pray.”

      After a few earnest words commending them to the care of God, he drew his hand gently from the lame boy’s cheek and rested it on his head in silent benediction. Then giving them one last look of unutterable love, a look they never forgot, —

      “Good-by,” he said softly, “God bless you all.”

      “Good-by, God bless you, sir,” came back in answer; and they saw his face no more.

      One more farewell was yet to be said. The winding path led close by the country graveyard. He entered it and knelt by the side of the new-made grave. Upon the wooden headboard was inscribed the name of her who slept beneath, – “Ruth Grey.”

      He kissed the cold sod, his tears falling fast upon it.

      “Forgive me,” he whispered, as if the dull ear of death could hear. “Forgive me for everything wherein I failed you. Forgive me, and – Farewell.”

      Again he was on his way. At the entrance to the wood he saw a figure sitting on a rock beside the path. As he drew nearer he observed it was clad in Indian garb, and evidently awaited his coming. Who was it? Might it not be some chief, who, having heard of his intended mission, had come forth to meet him?

      He hastened his steps. When he came nearer, he saw that it was only an Indian woman; a little closer, and to his inexpressible astonishment he recognized his old nurse.

      “What does this mean?” he exclaimed. “What are you doing here, and in Indian garb, too?”

      She rose to her feet with simple, natural dignity.

      “It means,” she said, “that I go with you. Was I not your nurse in childhood? Did I not carry you in my arms then, and has not your roof sheltered me since? Can I forsake him who is as my own child? My heart has twined around you too long to be torn away. Your path shall be my path; we go together.”

      It was in vain that Cecil protested, reasoned, argued.

      “I have spoken,” she said. “I will not turn back from my words while life is left me.”

      He would have pleaded longer, but she threw a light pack upon her back and went on into the forest. She had made her decision, and he knew she would adhere to it with the inflexible obstinacy of her race.

      He could only follow her regretfully; and yet he could not but be grateful for her loyalty.

      At the edge of the wood he paused and looked back. Before him lay the farms and orchards of the Puritans. Here and there a flock of sheep was being driven from the fold into the pasture, and a girl, bucket in hand, was taking her way to the milking shed. From each farmhouse a column of smoke rose into the clear air. Over all shone the glory of the morning sun. It was civilization; it was New England; it was home.

      For a moment, the scene seemed literally to lay hold of him and pull him back. For a moment, all the domestic feelings, all the refinement in his nature, rose up in revolt against the rude contact with barbarism before him. It seemed as if he could not go on, as if he must go back. He shook like a leaf with the mighty conflict.

      “My God!” he cried out, throwing up his arms with a despairing gesture, “must I give up everything, everything?”

      He felt his resolution giving way; his gray eyes were dark and dilated with excitement and pain; his long fingers twitched and quivered; before he knew what he was doing, he was walking back toward the settlement.

      That brought him to himself; that re-awakened the latent energy and decision of his character.

      “What! shall I turn back from the very threshold of my work? God forgive me – never!”

      His delicate frame grew strong and hardy under the power of his indomitable spirit. Again his dauntless enthusiasm came back; again he was the Apostle to the Indians.

      One long last look, and he disappeared in the shadows of the wood, passing forever from the ken of the white man; for only vague rumors floated back to the colonies from those mysterious wilds into which he had plunged. The strange and wondrous tale of his after-life New England never knew.

      BOOK II

       THE OPENING OF THE DRAMA

      CHAPTER I

      SHALL THE GREAT COUNCIL BE HELD?

      The comet burns the wings of night,

      And dazzles elements and spheres;

      Then dies in beauty and a blaze of light

      Blown far through other years.

Joaquin СКАЧАТЬ