The Daughter of the Storage. Howells William Dean

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      "He tried to pierce his heavy cloud by argument from the security in which he had traveled so far, but the very security had its hopelessness. If something had happened – some slight accident – to interrupt it, his reason, or his unreason, might have taken it for a sign that the obscure doom, whatever it was, had been averted.

      "Up to this time he had not been able to connect his foreboding with anything definite, and he was not afraid for himself. He was simply without the formless hope that helps us on at every step, through good and bad, and it was a mortal peril, which he came through safely while scores of others were lost, that gave his presentiment direction. He had taken the day boat from Albany, and about the middle of the afternoon the boat, making way under a head-wind, took fire. The pilot immediately ran her ashore, and her passengers, those that had the courage for it, ran aft, and began jumping from the stern, but a great many women and children were burned. My uncle was one of the first of those who jumped, and he stood in the water, trying to save those who came after from drowning; it was not very deep. Some of the women lost courage for the leap, and some turned back into the flames, remembering children they had left behind. One poor creature stood hesitating wildly, and he called up to her to jump. At last she did so, almost into his arms, and then she clung about him as he helped her ashore. 'Oh,' she cried out between her sobs, 'if you have a wife and children at home, God will take you safe back to them; you have saved my life for my husband and little ones.' 'No,' he was conscious of saying, 'I shall never see my wife again,' and now his foreboding had the direction that it had wanted before.

      "From that on he simply knew that he should not get home alive, and he waited resignedly for the time and form of his disaster. He had a sort of peace in that. He went about his business intelligently, and from habit carefully, but it was with a mechanical action of the mind, something, he imagined, like the mechanical action of his body in those organs which do their part without bidding from the will. He was only a few days in New York, but in the course of them he got several letters from his wife telling him that all was going well with her and their daughter. It was before the times when you can ask and answer questions by telegraph, and he started back, necessarily without having heard the latest news from home.

      "He made the return trip in a sort of daze, talking, reading, eating, and sleeping in the calm certainty of doom, and only wondering how it would be fulfilled, and what hour of the night or day. But it is no use my eking this out; I heard it, as I say, when I was a child, and I am afraid that if I should try to give it with the full detail I should take to inventing particulars." Minver paused a moment, and then he said: "But there was one thing that impressed itself indelibly on my memory. My uncle got back perfectly safe and well."

      "Oh!" Rulledge snorted in rude dissatisfaction.

      "What was it impressed itself on your memory?" Wanhope asked, with scientific detachment from the story as a story.

      Minver continued to address Wanhope, without regarding Rulledge. "My uncle told my father that some sort of psychical change, which he could not describe, but which he was as conscious of as if it were physical, took place within him as he came in sight of his house – "

      "Yes," Wanhope prompted.

      "He had driven down from the canal-packet in the old omnibus which used to meet passengers and distribute them at their destinations in town. All the way to his house he was still under the doom as regarded himself, but bewildered that he should be getting home safe and well, and he was refusing his escape, as it were, and then suddenly, at the sight of the familiar house, the change within him happened. He looked out of the omnibus window and saw a group of neighbors at his gate. As he got out of the omnibus, my father took him by the hand, as if to hold him back a moment. Then he said to my father, very quietly, 'You needn't tell me: my wife is dead.'"

      There was an appreciable pause, in which we were all silent, and then Rulledge demanded, greedily, "And was she?"

      "Really, Rulledge!" I could not help protesting.

      Minver asked him, almost compassionately and with unwonted gentleness, as from the mood in which his reminiscence had left him: "You suspected a hoax? She had died suddenly the night before while she and my cousin were getting things ready to welcome my uncle home in the morning. I'm sorry you're disappointed," he added, getting back to his irony.

      "Whatever," Rulledge pursued, "became of the little girl?"

      "She died rather young; a great many years ago; and my uncle soon after her."

      Rulledge went away without saying anything, but presently returned with the sandwich which he had apparently gone for, while Wanhope was remarking: "That want of definition in the presentiment at first, and then its determination in the new direction by, as it were, propinquity – it is all very curious. Possibly we shall some day discover a law in such matters."

      Rulledge said: "How was it your boyhood was passed in the Middle West, Minver? I always thought you were a Bostonian."

      "I was an adoptive Bostonian for a good while, until I decided to become a native New-Yorker, so that I could always be near to you, Rulledge. You can never know what a delicate satisfaction you are."

      Minver laughed, and we were severally restored to the wonted relations which his story had interrupted.

      III

      CAPTAIN DUNLEVY'S LAST TRIP

      It was against the law, in such case made and provided,

      Of the United States, but by the good will of the pilots

      That we would some of us climb to the pilot-house after our breakfast

      For a morning smoke, and find ourselves seats on the benching

      Under the windows, or in the worn-smooth arm-chairs. The pilot,

      Which one it was did not matter, would tilt his head round and say, "All right!"

      When he had seen who we were, and begin, or go on as from stopping

      In the midst of talk that was leading up to a story,

      Just before we came in, and the story, begun or beginning,

      Always began or ended with some one, or something or other,Having to do with the river. If one left the wheel to the other,

      Going off watch, he would say to his partner standing behind him

      With his hands stretched out for the spokes that were not given up yet,

      "Captain, you can tell them the thing I was going to tell them

      Better than I could, I reckon," and then the other would answer,

      "Well, I don't know as I feel so sure of that, captain," and having

      Recognized each other so by that courtesy title of captain

      Never officially failed of without offense among pilots,

      One would subside into Jim and into Jerry the other.

      It was on these terms, at least, Captain Dunn relieved Captain Davis

      When we had settled ourselves one day to listen in comfort,

      After some psychological subtleties we had indulged in at breakfast

      Touching that weird experience every one knows when the senses

      Juggle the points of the compass out of true orientation,

      Changing the North to the South, and the East to the West. "Why, Jerry, what was it

      You was going to tell them?" "Oh, never you mind what it was, Jim.

      You tell them something else," and so Captain Davis submitted,

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