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      29. Thou shalt manifest Thyself in the unmanifest; in the secret places men shall meet with thee, and Thou shalt overcome them.

      30. I saw a pale sad boy that lay upon the marble in the sunlight, and wept. By his side was the forgotten lute. Ah! but he wept.

      31. Then came an eagle from the abyss of glory and overshadowed him. So black was the shadow that he was no more visible.

      32. But I heard the lute lively discoursing through the blue still air.

      33. Ah! messenger of the beloved One, let Thy shadow be over me!

      34. Thy name is Death, it may be, or Shame, or Love.

      So thou bringest me tidings of the Beloved One, I shall not ask thy name.

      35. Where is now the Master? cry the little crazy boys.

      He is dead! He is shamed! He is wedded! and their mockery shall ring round the world.

      36. But the Master shall have had his reward.

      The laughter of the mockers shall be a ripple in the hair of the Beloved One.

      37. Behold! the Abyss of the Great Deep. Therein is a mighty dolphin, lashing his sides with the force of the waves.

      38. There is also an harper of gold, playing infinite tunes.

      39. Then the dolphin delighted therein, and put off his body, and became a bird.

      40. The harper also laid aside his harp, and played infinite tunes upon the Pan-pipe.

      41. Then the bird desired exceedingly this bliss, and laying down its wings became a faun of the forest.

      42. The harper also laid down his Pan-pipe, and with the human voice sang his infinite tunes.

      43. Then the faun was enraptured, and followed far; at last the harper was silent, and the faun became Pan in the midst of the primal forest of Eternity.

      44. Thou canst not charm the dolphin with silence, O my prophet!

      45. Then the adept was rapt away in bliss, and the beyond of bliss, and exceeded the excess of excess.

      46. Also his body shook and staggered with the burden of that bliss and that excess and that ultimate nameless.

      47. They cried He is drunk or He is mad or He is in pain or He is about to die; and he heard them not.

      48. O my Lord, my beloved! How shall I indite songs, when even the memory of the shadow of thy glory is a thing beyond all music of speech or of silence?

      49. Behold! I am a man. Even a little child might not endure Thee. And lo!

      50. I was alone in a great park, and by a certain hillock was a ring of deep enamelled grass wherein green-clad ones, most beautiful, played.

      51. In their play I came even unto the land of Fairy Sleep.

      All my thoughts were clad in green; most beautiful were they.

      52. All night they danced and sang; but Thou art the morning, O my darling, my serpent that twinest Thee about this heart.

      53. I am the heart, and Thou the serpent. Wind Thy coils closer about me, so that no light nor bliss may penetrate.

      54. Crush out the blood of me, as a grape upon the tongue of a white Doric girl that languishes with her lover in the moonlight.

      55. Then let the End awake. Long hast thou slept, O great God Terminus! Long ages hast thou waited at the end of the city and the roads thereof.

      Awake Thou! wait no more!

      56. Nay, Lord! but I am come to Thee. It is I that wait at last.

      57. The prophet cried against the mountain; come thou hither, that I may speak with thee!

      58. The mountain stirred not. Therefore went the prophet unto the mountain, and spake unto it. But the feet of the proÿhet were weary, and the mountain heard not his voice.

      59. But I have called unto Thee, and I have journeyed unto Thee, and it availed me not.

      60. I waited patiently, and Thou wast with me from the beginning.

      61. This now I know, O my beloved, and we are stretched at our ease among the vines.

      62. But these thy prophets; they must cry aloud and scourge themselves; they must cross trackless wastes and unfathomed oceans; to await Thee is the end, not the beginning.

      63. Let darkness cover up the writing! Let the scribe depart among his ways.

      64. But thou and I are stretched at our ease among the vines; what is he?

      65. O Thou beloved One! is there not an end? Nay, but there is an end. Awake! arise! gird up thy limbs, O thou runner; bear thou the Word unto the mighty cities, yea, unto the mighty cities.

      III

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      1. Verily and Amen! I passed through the deep sea, and by the rivers of running water that abound therein, and I came unto the Land of No Desire.

      2. Wherein was a white unicorn with a silver collar, whereon was graven the aphorism Linea viridis gyrat universa.

      3. Then the word of Adonai came unto me by the mouth of the Magister mine, saying: O heart that art girt about with the coils of the old serpent, lift up thyself unto the mountain of initiation!

      4. But I remembered. Yea, Than, yea, Theli, yea, Lilith! these three were about me from of old. For they are one.

      5. Beautiful wast thou, O Lilith, thou serpent-woman!

      6. Thou wast lithe and delicious to the taste, and thy perfume was of musk mingled with ambergris.

      7. Close didst thou cling with thy coils unto the heart, and it was as the joy of all the spring.

      8. But I beheld in thee a certain taint, even in that wherein I delighted.

      9. I beheld in thee the taint of thy father the ape, of thy grandsire the Blind Worm of Slime.

      10. I gazed upon the Crystal of the Future, and I saw the horror of the End of thee.

      11. Further, I destroyed the time Past, and the time to Come -- had I not the Power of the Sand-glass?

      12. But in the very hour I beheld corruption.

      13. Then I said: O my beloved, O Lord Adonai, I pray thee to loosen the coils of the serpent!

      14. But she was closed fast upon me, so that my Force was stayed in its inception.

      15. Also I prayed unto the СКАЧАТЬ