Decisive Encounters. Roberto Badenas

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      A magical, pivotal encounter for the disciple apprentices as well as for the new Teacher . . .

What might they have talked about on that unforgettable evening under the stars? The writings of the main characters do not mention it.18 They specify only that the moment at which these young travelers encounter Jesus and decide to stay with Him marks a milestone in their history. Because with Him they found what they were seeking, many things that they were not seeking, other things that they were seeking without knowing it and something much better than what they were seeking.

The lesson that the new Teacher begins to impart involves a verb that is conjugatable in all persons, in all tenses, and in all forms: the verb “to love.”19 An irregular and unpredictable verb where it exists because it is at odds with imperatives; it lacks perfect tenses; and its present tends to be imperfect and its future conditional. A verb that demands to be exercised in all its forms and with all its synonyms: to like, to appreciate, to take in, to support, to value, to respect, to share. But because the conjugation of that verb does not fit in books, these first disciples must learn it in the action.

With astonishment, they discover that the personification of the verb to love has set out to encounter them on the path of their search, and is catching up to them where they are, in that unexpected camping.20 If to love is really to seek the good of the other, to want their happiness, these disciples discover love incarnate in Jesus, solidarity in person, and the practical demonstration of what it is to really love, unconditionally: not an ephemeral feeling but an engine of action. Vital principle that permeates their person and that makes them recognize in their Teacher someone who comes from God.21

John, probably the youngest disciple, years later alludes to that feeling as so indefinable and new, which he began to experience that day in the presence of the Teachers’s amazing capability for empathy, “feeling accepted and understood but not daring to express gratitude for it.”22 And since then he appoints himself with the most daring honorific title anyone had ever flaunted: “the disciple whom Jesus loved.” 23

      Therefore the great lesson from the Teacher to His first disciples and to all those who will follow them is to learn to conjugate the verb to love. Beginning right there and continuing in their homes, in their neighborhoods, in the towns where they live, in the shops where they work, in the spaces where they enjoy recreation and, of course, in the sanctuaries where they worship. If the divine Word has come closer to them because of love, practicing the verb to love will now also be the way to get closer to another and elevate themselves to heaven.

      And so, the young men discover that, in the company of Jesus, to find the meaning of their lives, they do not need to seek a place but a person. That to feel the presence of God, withdrawing themselves to the solemnity of a temple is not necessary. His closeness is also found in the refreshing embrace of water from a bath at sundown. That to enter into communion with the sustainer of all things, participating in the ritual of a sacrifice, is not necessary. One can take communion with Him by gratefully sharing several bits of pomegranate and a handful of dates. That to get closer to the Creator of the universe, no mystical initiation is required; allowing yourself be carried away by the emotion of an astonished contemplation of the stars suffices.

      The travelers have found the Teacher whom were searching for. But the latter puzzles them. He shatters all their plans. He does not fall within any of their categories. They do not know how to describe Him: admirable adviser, Teacher and friend, path and goal, love in person, serene joy, truth and life . . .

      His words are at the same time so simple and profound that each of His reflections seems inexhaustible, in a way that they never reach the depth of his thoughts.

      There is, as well, something that deeply moves and scares them. Because the Teacher caresses, with amazing realism, the impossible dream of the most ambitious prophets and reformers: to change the world.

      And they would like to be a part of that dream.

      But, will they be capable of following the Teacher in such an inconceivable plan?

      1. The Depression of the Dead Sea is the site of Sodom and Gommorah, consumed according to tradition by fire coming down from heaven (Gen. 19:1-28).

      2 . Regarding the Essene community of Qumran, see Flavio Josefo, The Wars of the Jews, Book 1, Barcelona: Orbis, 1985, pp. 122-126.

      3 . John 1:19-28.

      4 . These are Jesus’ first words recorded in the Gospels (John 1:35-39, NKJV).

      5 . John 1:35-37.

      6 . Ellen G. White, The Desire of Ages, p. 112.

      7 . My studies of the gospels have led me to the conclusion that these first disciples of Jesus were younger than 30 years of age. The first and foremost reason is that they call him “rabbi” (Teacher). Jesus was then about 30 years of age (Luke 3:23) and had never worked as a Teacher, but as a carpenter. In that patriarchal society (of traditional gerontocracy) it was not conceivable that a Teacher were younger than his disciples, or that he would take it upon himself to teach prior to 40 or 50 years of age. If these young men address Jesus calling him “rabbi” it was because they clearly appeared to be younger than he. Until the end of his ministry, Jesus continued calling them paidia (John 21:5), Greek term that means ‘children’ or ‘little children,’ an appellation that would be unthinkable in that culture if they had been older than he. They were more likely to be about 20 years of age. Their youth would explain their enormous availability, which allowed them to follow Jesus full time for more than three years, what would have been very difficult if they had had families to support (Luke 18:28-31). See Ellen G. White, The Desire of Ages, p. 73.

      8 . “Only Jesus Christ, who bids us follow him, knows where the path will lead [. . .]. The following is the joy.” (Dietrich Bonhoeffer, The Cost of Discipleship. The Following, Salamanca: Sígueme, 2004, p. 12)

      9 . See Matthew 3, 7-10 and parallels.

      10 . In reality, Jesus threatens only those who dedicate themselves to threathening those who are weaker than they; that is, the Scribes and the Pharisees, who think that fear serves to obtain desired changes. But the threats achieve only external and fleeting changes. True transformation is born simultaneously from within and from above.

      11 . The term “disciple” describes a follower of a Teacher who is in the process of learning.

      12 . The Gospels say that Jesus had four brothers, named James, Joseph, Simon and Judas, in addition to several sisters (Matt. 13:55).

      13 . “The life of Jesus can be seen from the perspective of change rather than conservation.” He was the Reformer of reformers, and His lever for reform СКАЧАТЬ