Look! We Have Come Through!. D. H. Lawrence
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Название: Look! We Have Come Through!

Автор: D. H. Lawrence

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СКАЧАТЬ But the shade on her forehead ill becomes

       A mother mild.

       So on with the slow, mean journey

       In the pride of humility;

       Till they halt at a cliff on the edge of the land

       Over a sullen sea.

       While Joseph pitches the sleep-tent

       She goes far down to the shore

       To where a man in a heaving boat

       Waits with a lifted oar.

       FOURTH PART

       THEY dwelt in a huge, hoarse sea-cave

       And looked far down the dark

       Where an archway torn and glittering

       Shone like a huge sea-spark.

       He said: "Do you see the spirits

       Crowding the bright doorway?"

       He said: "Do you hear them whispering?"

       He said: "Do you catch what they say?"

       FIFTH PART

       THEN Joseph, grey with waiting,

       His dark eyes full of pain,

       Heard: "I have been to Patmos;

       Give me the child again."

       Now on with the hopeless journey

       Looking bleak ahead she rode,

       And the man and the child of no more account

       Than the earth the palfrey trode.

       Till a beggar spoke to Joseph,

       But looked into her eyes;

       So she turned, and said to her husband:

       "I give, whoever denies."

       SIXTH PART

       SHE gave on the open heather

       Beneath bare judgment stars,

       And she dreamed of her children and Joseph,

       And the isles, and her men, and her scars.

       And she woke to distil the berries

       The beggar had gathered at night,

       Whence he drew the curious liquors

       He held in delight.

       He gave her no crown of flowers,

       No child and no palfrey slow,

       Only led her through harsh, hard places

       Where strange winds blow.

       She follows his restless wanderings

       Till night when, by the fire's red stain,

       Her face is bent in the bitter steam

       That comes from the flowers of pain.

       Then merciless and ruthless

       He takes the flame-wild drops

       To the town, and tries to sell them

       With the market-crops.

       So she follows the cruel journey

       That ends not anywhere,

       And dreams, as she stirs the mixing-pot,

       She is brewing hope from despair.

       TRIER

       Table of Contents

      THE night was a failure

       but why not—?

       In the darkness

       with the pale dawn seething at the window

       through the black frame

       I could not be free,

       not free myself from the past, those others—

       and our love was a confusion,

       there was a horror,

       you recoiled away from me.

       Now, in the morning

       As we sit in the sunshine on the seat by the little

       shrine,

       And look at the mountain-walls,

       Walls of blue shadow,

       And see so near at our feet in the meadow

       Myriads of dandelion pappus

       Bubbles ravelled in the dark green grass

       Held still beneath the sunshine—

       It is enough, you are near—

       The mountains are balanced,

       The dandelion seeds stay half-submerged in the

       grass;

       You and I together

       We hold them proud and blithe

       On our love.

       They stand upright on our love,

       Everything starts from us,

       We are the source.

       BEUERBERG

      "AND OH— THAT THE MAN I AM MIGHT CEASE TO BE—" No, now I wish the sunshine would stop, and the white shining houses, and the gay red flowers on the balconies and the bluish mountains beyond, would be crushed out between two valves of darkness; the darkness falling, the darkness rising, with muffled sound obliterating everything. I wish that whatever props up the walls of light would fall, and darkness would come hurling heavily down, and it would be thick black dark for ever. Not sleep, which is grey with dreams, nor death, which quivers with birth, but heavy, sealing darkness, silence, all immovable. What is sleep? It goes over me, like a shadow over a hill, but it does not alter me, nor help me. And death would ache still, I am sure; it would be lambent, uneasy. I wish it would be completely dark everywhere, inside me, and out, heavily dark utterly. WOLFRATSHAUSEN

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