The Complete Poetical Works of Walt Whitman. Walt Whitman

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СКАЧАТЬ . . . . the solid roll of the train of approaching cars;

       The slow-march played at night at the head of the association,

       They go to guard some corpse . . . . the flag-tops are draped with black muslin.

      I hear the violincello or man’s heart’s complaint,

       And hear the keyed cornet or else the echo of sunset.

      I hear the chorus . . . . it is a grand-opera . . . . this indeed is music!

      A tenor large and fresh as the creation fills me,

       The orbic flex of his mouth is pouring and filling me full.

      I hear the trained soprano . . . . she convulses me like the climax of my love-grip;

       The orchestra whirls me wider than Uranus flies,

       It wrenches unnamable ardors from my breast,

       It throbs me to gulps of the farthest down horror,

       It sails me . . . . I dab with bare feet . . . . they are licked by the indolent waves,

       I am exposed . . . . cut by bitter and poisoned hail,

       Steeped amid honeyed morphine . . . . my windpipe squeezed in the fakes of death,

      Let up again to feel the puzzle of puzzles,

       And that we call Being.

      To be in any form, what is that?

       If nothing lay more developed the quahaug and its callous shell were enough.

      Mine is no callous shell,

       I have instant conductors all over me whether I pass or stop,

       They seize every object and lead it harmlessly through me.

      I merely stir, press, feel with my fingers, and am happy,

       To touch my person to some one else’s is about as much as I can stand.

      Is this then a touch? . . . . quivering me to a new identity,

       Flames and ether making a rush for my veins,

       Treacherous tip of me reaching and crowding to help them,

       My flesh and blood playing out lightning, to strike what is hardly different from myself,

       On all sides prurient provokers stiffening my limbs,

       Straining the udder of my heart for its withheld drip,

       Behaving licentious toward me, taking no denial,

       Depriving me of my best as for a purpose,

       Unbuttoning my clothes and holding me by the bare waist,

       Deluding my confusion with the calm of the sunlight and pasture fields,

       Immodestly sliding the fellow-senses away,

       They bribed to swap off with touch, and go and graze at the edges of me,

       No consideration, no regard for my draining strength or my anger,

       Fetching the rest of the herd around to enjoy them awhile,

       Then all uniting to stand on a headland and worry me.

      The sentries desert every other part of me,

       They have left me helpless to a red marauder,

       They all come to the headland to witness and assist against me.

      I am given up by traitors;

       I talk wildly . . . . I have lost my wits . . . . I and nobody else am the greatest traitor,

       I went myself first to the headland . . . . my own hands carried me there.

      You villain touch! what are you doing? . . . . my breath is tight in its throat;

       Unclench your floodgates! you are too much for me.

      Blind loving wrestling touch! Sheathed hooded sharptoothed touch!

       Did it make you ache so leaving me?

      Parting tracked by arriving . . . . perpetual payment of the perpetual loan,

       Rich showering rain, and recompense richer afterward.

      Sprouts take and accumulate . . . . stand by the curb prolific and vital,

       Landscapes projected masculine full-sized and golden.

      All truths wait in all things,

       They neither hasten their own delivery nor resist it,

       They do not need the obstetric forceps of the surgeon,

       The insignificant is as big to me as any,

       What is less or more than a touch?

      Logic and sermons never convince,

       The damp of the night drives deeper into my soul.

      Only what proves itself to every man and woman is so,

       Only what nobody denies is so.

      A minute and a drop of me settle my brain;

       I believe the soggy clods shall become lovers and lamps,

       And a compend of compends is the meat of a man or woman,

       And a summit and flower there is the feeling they have for each other,

      And they are to branch boundlessly out of that lesson until it becomes omnific,

       And until every one shall delight us, and we them.

      I believe a leaf of grass is no less than the journeywork of the stars,

       And the pismire is equally perfect, and a grain of sand, and the egg of the wren,

       And the tree-toad is a chef-d’ouvre for the highest,

       And the running blackberry would adorn the parlors of heaven,

       And the narrowest hinge in my hand puts to scorn all machinery,

       And the cow crunching with depressed head surpasses any statue,

       And a mouse is miracle enough to stagger sextillions of infidels,

       And I could come every afternoon of my life to look at the farmer’s girl boiling her iron tea-kettle and baking shortcake.

      I find I incorporate gneiss and coal and long-threaded moss and fruits and grains and esculent roots,

       And am stucco’d with quadrupeds and birds all over,

       And have distanced what is behind me for good reasons,

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