JAMES JOYCE: Ulysses, A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, Dubliners, Chamber Music & Exiles. James Joyce

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СКАЧАТЬ sidled out of the alley, smiling slyly. Cranly watched him with a blank expressionless face.

      — Look at him! he said. Did you ever see such a go-by-the-wall?

      His phrase was greeted by a strange laugh from a student who lounged against the wall, his peaked cap down on his eyes. The laugh, pitched in a high key and coming from a so muscular frame, seemed like the whinny of an elephant. The student’s body shook all over and, to ease his mirth, he rubbed both his hands delightedly over his groins.

      — Lynch is awake, said Cranly.

      Lynch, for answer, straightened himself and thrust forward his chest.

      — Lynch puts out his chest, said Stephen, as a criticism of life.

      Lynch smote himself sonorously on the chest and said:

      — Who has anything to say about my girth?

      Cranly took him at the word and the two began to tussle. When their faces had flushed with the struggle they drew apart, panting. Stephen bent down towards Davin who, intent on the game, had paid no heed to the talk of the others.

      — And how is my little tame goose? he asked. Did he sign, too?

      David nodded and said:

      — And you, Stevie?

      Stephen shook his head.

      — You’re a terrible man, Stevie, said Davin, taking the short pipe from his mouth. Always alone.

      — Now that you have signed the petition for universal peace, said Stephen, I suppose you will burn that little copybook I saw in your room.

      As Davin did not answer Stephen began to quote:

      — Long pace, fianna! Right incline, fianna! Fianna, by numbers, salute, one, two!

      — That’s a different question, said Davin. I’m an Irish nationalist, first and foremost. But that’s you all out. You’re a born sneerer, Stevie.

      — When you make the next rebellion with hurleysticks, said Stephen, and want the indispensable informer, tell me. I can find you a few in this college.

      — I can’t understand you, said Davin. One time I hear you talk against English literature. Now you talk against the Irish informers. What with your name and your ideas—are you Irish at all?

      — Come with me now to the office of arms and I will show you the tree of my family, said Stephen.

      — Then be one of us, said Davin. Why don’t you learn Irish? Why did you drop out of the league class after the first lesson?

      — You know one reason why, answered Stephen.

      Davin tossed his head and laughed.

      — Oh, come now, he said. Is it on account of that certain young lady and Father Moran? But that’s all in your own mind, Stevie. They were only talking and laughing.

      Stephen paused and laid a friendly hand upon Davin’s shoulder.

      — Do you remember, he said, when we knew each other first? The first morning we met you asked me to show you the way to the matriculation class, putting a very strong stress on the first syllable. You remember? Then you used to address the jesuits as father, you remember? I ask myself about you: Is he as innocent as his speech?

      — I’m a simple person, said Davin. You know that. When you told me that night in Harcourt Street those things about your private life, honest to God, Stevie, I was not able to eat my dinner. I was quite bad. I was awake a long time that night. Why did you tell me those things?

      — Thanks, said Stephen. You mean I am a monster.

      — No, said Davin. But I wish you had not told me.

      A tide began to surge beneath the calm surface of Stephen’s friendliness.

      — This race and this country and this life produced me, he said. I shall express myself as I am.

      — Try to be one of us, repeated Davin. In your heart you are an Irishman but your pride is too powerful.

      — My ancestors threw off their language and took another, Stephen said. They allowed a handful of foreigners to subject them. Do you fancy I am going to pay in my own life and person debts they made? What for?

      — For our freedom, said Davin.

      — No honourable and sincere man, said Stephen, has given up to you his life and his youth and his affections from the days of Tone to those of Parnell but you sold him to the enemy or failed him in need or reviled him and left him for another. And you invite me to be one of you. I’d see you damned first.

      — They died for their ideals, Stevie, said Davin. Our day will come yet, believe me.

      Stephen, following his own thought, was silent for an instant.

      — The soul is born, he said vaguely, first in those moments I told you of. It has a slow and dark birth, more mysterious than the birth of the body. When the soul of a man is born in this country there are nets flung at it to hold it back from flight. You talk to me of nationality, language, religion. I shall try to fly by those nets.

      Davin knocked the ashes from his pipe.

      — Too deep for me, Stevie, he said. But a man’s country comes first. Ireland first, Stevie. You can be a poet or mystic after.

      — Do you know what Ireland is? asked Stephen with cold violence. Ireland is the old sow that eats her farrow.

      Davin rose from his box and went towards the players, shaking his head sadly. But in a moment his sadness left him and he was hotly disputing with Cranly and the two players who had finished their game. A match of four was arranged, Cranly insisting however that his ball should be used. He let it rebound twice or thrice to his hand and struck it strongly and swiftly towards the base of the alley, exclaiming in answer to its thud: — Your soul!

      Stephen stood with Lynch till the score began to rise. Then he plucked him by the sleeve to come away. Lynch obeyed, saying: — Let us eke go, as Cranly has it.

      Stephen smiled at this sidethrust. They passed back through the garden and out through the hall where the doddering porter was pinning up a notice in the frame. At the foot of the steps they halted and Stephen took a packet of cigarettes from his pocket and offered it to his companion.

      — I know you are poor, he said.

      — Damn your yellow insolence, answered Lynch.

      This second proof of Lynch’s culture made Stephen smile again.

      — It was a great day for European culture, he said, when you made up your mind to swear in yellow.

      They lit their cigarettes and turned to the right. After a pause Stephen began:

      — Aristotle has not defined pity and terror. I have. I say…

      Lynch halted and said bluntly:

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