JAMES JOYCE: Ulysses, A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, Dubliners, Chamber Music & Exiles. James Joyce

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СКАЧАТЬ and encouraging words of his father’s friends. They had told him that he had a great look of his grandfather and Mr Dedalus had agreed that he was an ugly likeness. They had unearthed traces of a Cork accent in his speech and made him admit that the Lee was a much finer river than the Liffey. One of them in order to put his Latin to the proof had made him translate short passages from Dilectus and asked him whether it was correct to say: Tempora mutantur nos et mutamur in illis or Tempora mutantur et nos mutamur in illis. Another, a brisk old man whom Mr Dedalus called Johnny Cashman, had covered him with confusion by asking him to say which were prettier, the Dublin girls or the Cork girls.

      — He’s not that way built, said Mr Dedalus. Leave him alone. He’s a levelheaded thinking boy who doesn’t bother his head about that kind of nonsense.

      — Then he’s not his father’s son, said the little old man.

      — I don’t know, I’m sure, said Mr Dedalus, smiling complacently.

      — Your father, said the little old man to Stephen, was the boldest flirt in the city of Cork in his day. Do you know that?

      Stephen looked down and studied the tiled floor of the bar into which they had drifted.

      — Now don’t be putting ideas into his head, said Mr Dedalus. Leave him to his Maker.

      — Yerra, sure I wouldn’t put any ideas into his head. I’m old enough to be his grandfather. And I am a grandfather, said the little old man to Stephen. Do you know that?

      — Are you? asked Stephen.

      — Bedad I am, said the little old man. I have two bouncing grandchildren out at Sunday’s Well. Now, then! What age do you think I am? And I remember seeing your grandfather in his red coat riding out to hounds. That was before you were born.

      — Ay, or thought of, said Mr Dedalus.

      — Bedad I did, repeated the little old man. And more than that, I can remember even your greatgrandfather, old John Stephen Dedalus, and a fierce old fireeater he was. Now then! There’s a memory for you!

      — That’s three generations—four generations, said another of the company. Why, Johnny Cashman, you must be nearing the century.

      — Well, I’ll tell you the truth, said the little old man. I’m just twentyseven years of age.

      — We’re as old as we feel, Johnny, said Mr Dedalus. And just finish what you have there and we’ll have another. Here, Tim or Tom or whatever your name is, give us the same again here. By God, I don’t feel more than eighteen myself. There’s that son of mine there not half my age and I’m a better man than he is any day of the week.

      — Draw it mild now, Dedalus. I think it’s time for you to take a back seat, said the gentleman who had spoken before.

      — No, by God! asserted Mr Dedalus. I’ll sing a tenor song against him or I’ll vault a fivebarred gate against him or I’ll run with him after the hounds across the country as I did thirty years ago along with the Kerry Boy and the best man for it.

      — But he’ll beat you here, said the little old man, tapping his forehead and raising his glass to drain it.

      — Well, I hope he’ll be as good a man as his father. That’s all I can say, said Mr Dedalus.

      — If he is, he’ll do, said the little old man.

      — And thanks be to God, Johnny, said Mr Dedalus, that we lived so long and did so little harm.

      — But did so much good, Simon, said the little old man gravely. Thanks be to God we lived so long and did so much good.

      Stephen watched the three glasses being raised from the counter as his father and his two cronies drank to the memory of their past. An abyss of fortune or of temperament sundered him from them. His mind seemed older than theirs: it shone coldly on their strifes and happiness and regrets like a moon upon a younger earth. No life or youth stirred in him as it had stirred in them. He had known neither the pleasure of companionship with others nor the vigour of rude male health nor filial piety. Nothing stirred within his soul but a cold and cruel and loveless lust. His childhood was dead or lost and with it his soul capable of simple joys, and he was drifting amid life like the barren shell of the moon.

      Art thou pale for weariness

      Of climbing heaven and gazing on the earth,

      Wandering companionless…?

      He repeated to himself the lines of Shelley’s fragment. Its alternation of sad human ineffectiveness with vast inhuman cycles of activity chilled him, and he forgot his own human and ineffectual grieving.

      *

      Stephen’s mother and his brother and one of his cousins waited at the corner of quiet Foster Place while he and his father went up the steps and along the colonnade where the highland sentry was parading. When they had passed into the great hall and stood at the counter Stephen drew forth his orders on the governor of the bank of Ireland for thirty and three pounds; and these sums, the moneys of his exhibition and essay prize, were paid over to him rapidly by the teller in notes and in coin respectively. He bestowed them in his pockets with feigned composure and suffered the friendly teller, to whom his father chatted, to take his hand across the broad counter and wish him a brilliant career in after life. He was impatient of their voices and could not keep his feet at rest. But the teller still deferred the serving of others to say he was living in changed times and that there was nothing like giving a boy the best education that money could buy. Mr Dedalus lingered in the hall gazing about him and up at the roof and telling Stephen, who urged him to come out, that they were standing in the house of commons of the old Irish parliament.

      — God help us! he said piously, to think of the men of those times, Stephen, Hely Hutchinson and Flood and Henry Grattan and Charles Kendal Bushe, and the noblemen we have now, leaders of the Irish people at home and abroad. Why, by God, they wouldn’t be seen dead in a tenacre field with them. No, Stephen, old chap, I’m sorry to say that they are only as I roved out one fine May morning in the merry month of sweet July.

      A keen October wind was blowing round the bank. The three figures standing at the edge of the muddy path had pinched cheeks and watery eyes. Stephen looked at his thinly clad mother and remembered that a few days before he had seen a mantle priced at twenty guineas in the windows of Barnardo’s.

      — Well that’s done, said Mr Dedalus.

      — We had better go to dinner, said Stephen. Where?

      — Dinner? said Mr Dedalus. Well, I suppose we had better, what?

      — Some place that’s not too dear, said Mrs Dedalus.

      — Underdone’s?

      — Yes. Some quiet place.

      — Come along, said Stephen quickly. It doesn’t matter about the dearness.

      He walked on before them with short nervous steps, smiling. They tried to keep up with him, smiling also at his eagerness.

      — Take it easy like a good young fellow, said his father. We’re not out for the half mile, are we?

      For a swift season of merrymaking the money of his prizes ran through Stephen’s СКАЧАТЬ