75 лучших рассказов / 75 Best Short Stories. Коллектив авторов

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СКАЧАТЬ it was amazing the difference she made in William. He gasped relief, like one who had broken through the anxiety that checks breathing, and into his face there came a silly laugh of happiness. I had dined well, on the whole, so I said:

      ‘I am glad to see you cheerful again, William.’

      I meant that I approved his cheerfulness because it helped my digestion, but he must needs think I was sympathising with him.

      ‘Thank you, sir,’ he answered. ‘Oh, sir! when she nodded and I saw it was all right I could have gone down on my knees to God.’

      I was as much horrified as if he had dropped a plate on my toes. Even William, disgracefully emotional as he was at the moment, flung out his arms to recall the shameful words.

      ‘Coffee, William!’ I said, sharply.

      I sipped my coffee indignantly, for it was plain to me that William had something on his mind.

      ‘You are not vexed with me, sir?’ he had the hardihood to whisper.

      ‘It was a liberty,’ I said.

      ‘I know, sir; but I was beside myself.’

      ‘That was a liberty also.’

      He hesitated, and then blurted out:

      ‘It is my wife, sir. She—’

      I stopped him with my hand. William, whom I had favoured in so many ways, was a married man! I might have guessed as much years before had I ever reflected about waiters, for I knew vaguely that his class did this sort of thing. His confession was distasteful to me, and I said warningly:

      ‘Remember where you are, William.’

      ‘Yes, sir; but you see, she is so delicate—’

      ‘Delicate! I forbid your speaking to me on unpleasant topics.’

      ‘Yes, sir; begging your pardon.’

      It was characteristic of William to beg my pardon and withdraw his wife, like some unsuccessful dish, as if its taste would not remain in the mouth. I shall be chided for questioning him further about his wife, but, though doubtless an unusual step, it was only bad form superficially, for my motive was irreproachable. I inquired for his wife, not because I was interested in her welfare, but in the hope of allaying my irritation. So I am entitled to invite the wayfarer who has bespattered me with mud to scrape it off.

      I desired to be told by William that the girl’s signals meant his wife’s recovery to health. He should have seen that such was my wish and answered accordingly. But, with the brutal inconsiderateness of his class, he said:

      ‘She has had a good day; but the doctor, he – the doctor is afeard she is dying.’

      Already I repented my questions. William and his wife seemed in league against me, when they might so easily have chosen some other member.

      ‘Pooh! the doctor,’ I said.

      ‘Yes, sir,’ he answered.

      ‘Have you been married long, William?’

      ‘Eight years, sir. Eight years ago she was – I–I mind her when… and now the doctor says—’

      The fellow gaped at me. ‘More coffee, sir?’ he asked.

      ‘What is her ailment?’

      ‘She was always one of the delicate kind, but full of spirit, and – and you see, she has had a baby lately—’

      ‘William!’

      ‘And she – I – the doctor is afeard she’s not picking up.’

      ‘I feel sure she will pick up.’

      ‘Yes, sir?’

      It must have been the wine I had drunk that made me tell him:

      ‘I was once married, William. My wife – it was just such a case as yours.’

      ‘She did not get better sir?’

      ‘No.’

      After a pause he said, ‘Thank you, sir,’ meaning for the sympathy that made me tell him that. But it must have been the wine.

      ‘That little girl comes here with a message from your wife?’

      ‘Yes; if she nods three times it means my wife is a little better.’

      ‘She nodded thrice to-day.’

      ‘But she is told to do that to relieve me, and maybe those nods don’t tell the truth.’

      ‘Is she your girl?’

      ‘No; we have none but the baby. She is a neighbour’s; she comes twice a day.’

      ‘It is heartless of her parents not to send her every hour.’

      ‘But she is six years old,’ he said, ‘and has a house and two sisters to look after in the daytime, and a dinner to cook. Gentlefolk don’t understand.’

      ‘I suppose you live in some low part, William.’

      ‘Off Drury Lane,’ he answered, flushing; ‘but – but it isn’t low. You see, we were never used to anything better, and I mind when I let her see the house before we were married, she – she a sort of cried because she was so proud of it. That was eight years ago, and now – she’s afeard she’ll die when I’m away at my work.’

      ‘Did she tell you that?’

      ‘Never; she always says she is feeling a little stronger.’

      ‘Then how can you know she is afraid of that?’

      ‘I don’t know how I know, sir; but when I am leaving the house in the morning I look at her from the door, and she looks at me, and then I–I know.’

      ‘A green chartreuse, William!’

      I tried to forget William’s vulgar story in billiards, but he had spoiled my game. My opponent, to whom I can give twenty, ran out when I was sixty-seven, and I put aside my cue pettishly. That in itself was bad form, but what would they have thought had they known that a waiter’s impertinence caused it! I grew angrier with William as the night wore on, and next day I punished him by giving my orders through another waiter.

      As I had my window-seat, I could not but see that the girl was late again. Somehow I dawdled over my coffee. I had an evening paper before me, but there was so little in it that my eyes found more of interest in the street. It did not matter to me whether William’s wife died, but when that girl had promised to come, why did she not come? These lower classes only give their word to break it. The coffee was undrinkable.

      At last I saw her. William was at another window, pretending to do something with the curtains. I stood up, pressing closer to the window. The coffee had been so bad that I felt shaky. She nodded three times, and smiled.

      ‘She is a little better,’ William whispered to me, almost gaily.

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