Poems by Currer, Ellis, and Acton Bell. Anne Bronte

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СКАЧАТЬ Unscared, the daw and starling nestle,

       Where the tall turret rises high,

       And winds alone come near to rustle

       The thick leaves where their cradles lie,

       I sometimes think, when late at even

       I climb the stair reluctantly,

       Some shape that should be well in heaven,

       Or ill elsewhere, will pass by me.

       I fear to see the very faces,

       Familiar thirty years ago,

       Even in the old accustomed places

       Which look so cold and gloomy now,

       I've come, to close the window, hither,

       At twilight, when the sun was down,

       And Fear my very soul would wither,

       Lest something should be dimly shown,

       Too much the buried form resembling,

       Of her who once was mistress here;

       Lest doubtful shade, or moonbeam trembling,

       Might take her aspect, once so dear.

       Hers was this chamber; in her time

       It seemed to me a pleasant room,

       For then no cloud of grief or crime

       Had cursed it with a settled gloom;

       I had not seen death's image laid

       In shroud and sheet, on yonder bed.

       Before she married, she was blest—

       Blest in her youth, blest in her worth;

       Her mind was calm, its sunny rest

       Shone in her eyes more clear than mirth.

       And when attired in rich array,

       Light, lustrous hair about her brow,

       She yonder sat, a kind of day

       Lit up what seems so gloomy now.

       These grim oak walls even then were grim;

       That old carved chair was then antique;

       But what around looked dusk and dim

       Served as a foil to her fresh cheek;

       Her neck and arms, of hue so fair,

       Eyes of unclouded, smiling light;

       Her soft, and curled, and floating hair,

       Gems and attire, as rainbow bright.

       Reclined in yonder deep recess,

       Ofttimes she would, at evening, lie

       Watching the sun; she seemed to bless

       With happy glance the glorious sky.

       She loved such scenes, and as she gazed,

       Her face evinced her spirit's mood;

       Beauty or grandeur ever raised

       In her, a deep-felt gratitude.

       But of all lovely things, she loved

       A cloudless moon, on summer night,

       Full oft have I impatience proved

       To see how long her still delight

       Would find a theme in reverie,

       Out on the lawn, or where the trees

       Let in the lustre fitfully,

       As their boughs parted momently,

       To the soft, languid, summer breeze.

       Alas! that she should e'er have flung

       Those pure, though lonely joys away—

       Deceived by false and guileful tongue,

       She gave her hand, then suffered wrong;

       Oppressed, ill-used, she faded young,

       And died of grief by slow decay.

       Open that casket-look how bright

       Those jewels flash upon the sight;

       The brilliants have not lost a ray

       Of lustre, since her wedding day.

       But see—upon that pearly chain—

       How dim lies Time's discolouring stain!

       I've seen that by her daughter worn:

       For, ere she died, a child was born;—

       A child that ne'er its mother knew,

       That lone, and almost friendless grew;

       For, ever, when its step drew nigh,

       Averted was the father's eye;

       And then, a life impure and wild

       Made him a stranger to his child:

       Absorbed in vice, he little cared

       On what she did, or how she fared.

       The love withheld she never sought,

       She grew uncherished—learnt untaught;

       To her the inward life of thought

       Full soon was open laid.

       I know not if her friendlessness

       Did sometimes on her spirit press,

       But plaint she never made.

       The book-shelves were her darling treasure,

       She rarely seemed the time to measure

       While she could read alone.

       And she too loved the twilight wood

       And often, in her mother's mood,

       Away to yonder hill would hie,

       Like her, to watch the setting sun,

       Or see the stars born, one by one,

       Out of the darkening sky.

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