The Great Gatsby & The Beautiful and Damned. F. Scott Fitzgerald

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      “Well, he said he knew you. He said he was raised in Louisville. Asa Bird brought him around at the last minute and asked if we had room for him.”

      Jordan smiled.

      “He was probably bumming his way home. He told me he was president of your class at Yale.”

      Tom and I looked at each other blankly.

      “Biloxi?”

      “First place, we didn’t have any president — —”

      Gatsby’s foot beat a short, restless tattoo and Tom eyed him suddenly.

      “By the way, Mr. Gatsby, I understand you’re an Oxford man.”

      “Not exactly.”

      “Oh, yes, I understand you went to Oxford.”

      “Yes — I went there.”

      A pause. Then Tom’s voice, incredulous and insulting:

      “You must have gone there about the time Biloxi went to New Haven.”

      Another pause. A waiter knocked and came in with crushed mint and ice but the silence was unbroken by his “Thank you” and the soft closing of the door. This tremendous detail was to be cleared up at last.

      “I told you I went there,” said Gatsby.

      “I heard you, but I’d like to know when.”

      “It was in nineteen-nineteen, I only stayed five months. That’s why I can’t really call myself an Oxford man.”

      Tom glanced around to see if we mirrored his unbelief. But we were all looking at Gatsby.

      “It was an opportunity they gave to some of the officers after the Armistice,” he continued. “We could go to any of the universities in England or France.”

      I wanted to get up and slap him on the back. I had one of those renewals of complete faith in him that I’d experienced before.

      Daisy rose, smiling faintly, and went to the table.

      “Open the whiskey, Tom,” she ordered. “And I’ll make you a mint julep. Then you won’t seem so stupid to yourself… . Look at the mint!”

      “Wait a minute,” snapped Tom, “I want to ask Mr. Gatsby one more question.”

      “Go on,” Gatsby said politely.

      “What kind of a row are you trying to cause in my house anyhow?”

      They were out in the open at last and Gatsby was content.

      “He isn’t causing a row.” Daisy looked desperately from one to the other. “You’re causing a row. Please have a little self control.”

      “Self control!” repeated Tom incredulously. “I suppose the latest thing is to sit back and let Mr. Nobody from Nowhere make love to your wife. Well, if that’s the idea you can count me out… . Nowadays people begin by sneering at family life and family institutions and next they’ll throw everything overboard and have intermarriage between black and white.”

      Flushed with his impassioned gibberish he saw himself standing alone on the last barrier of civilization.

      “We’re all white here,” murmured Jordan.

      “I know I’m not very popular. I don’t give big parties. I suppose you’ve got to make your house into a pigsty in order to have any friends — in the modern world.”

      Angry as I was, as we all were, I was tempted to laugh whenever he opened his mouth. The transition from libertine to prig was so complete.

      “I’ve got something to tell you, old sport, — —” began Gatsby. But Daisy guessed at his intention.

      “Please don’t!” she interrupted helplessly. “Please let’s all go home. Why don’t we all go home?”

      “That’s a good idea.” I got up. “Come on, Tom. Nobody wants a drink.”

      “I want to know what Mr. Gatsby has to tell me.”

      “Your wife doesn’t love you,” said Gatsby. “She’s never loved you. She loves me.”

      “You must be crazy!” exclaimed Tom automatically.

      Gatsby sprang to his feet, vivid with excitement.

      “She never loved you, do you hear?” he cried. “She only married you because I was poor and she was tired of waiting for me. It was a terrible mistake, but in her heart she never loved any one except me!”

      At this point Jordan and I tried to go but Tom and Gatsby insisted with competitive firmness that we remain — as though neither of them had anything to conceal and it would be a privilege to partake vicariously of their emotions.

      “Sit down Daisy.” Tom’s voice groped unsuccessfully for the paternal note. “What’s been going on? I want to hear all about it.”

      “I told you what’s been going on,” said Gatsby. “Going on for five years — and you didn’t know.”

      Tom turned to Daisy sharply.

      “You’ve been seeing this fellow for five years?”

      “Not seeing,” said Gatsby. “No, we couldn’t meet. But both of us loved each other all that time, old sport, and you didn’t know. I used to laugh sometimes— “but there was no laughter in his eyes, “to think that you didn’t know.”

      “Oh — that’s all.” Tom tapped his thick fingers together like a clergyman and leaned back in his chair.

      “You’re crazy!” he exploded. “I can’t speak about what happened five years ago, because I didn’t know Daisy then — and I’ll be damned if I see how you got within a mile of her unless you brought the groceries to the back door. But all the rest of that’s a God Damned lie. Daisy loved me when she married me and she loves me now.”

      “No,” said Gatsby, shaking his head.

      “She does, though. The trouble is that sometimes she gets foolish ideas in her head and doesn’t know what she’s doing.” He nodded sagely. “And what’s more, I love Daisy too. Once in a while I go off on a spree and make a fool of myself, but I always come back, and in my heart I love her all the time.”

      “You’re revolting,” said Daisy. She turned to me, and her voice, dropping an octave lower, filled the room with thrilling scorn: “Do you know why we left Chicago? I’m surprised that they didn’t treat you to the story of that little spree.”

      Gatsby walked over and stood beside her.

      “Daisy, that’s all over now,” he said earnestly. “It doesn’t matter any more. Just tell him the truth — that you never loved him — and it’s all wiped out forever.”

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