A Walk Through Life's Doors. Loreal Novella
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Название: A Walk Through Life's Doors

Автор: Loreal Novella

Издательство: Ingram

Жанр: Зарубежные стихи

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isbn: 9781646548323

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      and tell me your lies

      So much of my time was wasted

      on thinking that what we had decided

      was really going to happen.

      I now realize that you were

      changing the plans all along

      just because you could

      Your promise was a fake one.

      She Said

      Her sadness from yesterday

      was so disturbing to her

      She was not used to such painful words

      The words that came from someone she loved dearly

      She never expected to hear such cutthroat words from her

      The fire and anger in which her words were used

      Were very damaging and they cut like a hot knife going through butter.

      What made her speak in such a manner, why was she so distant

      It’s like she wanted to do this, to hurt me, to turn her back on me

      I don’t know quite how to feel about this or about her.

      I’m Awake

      I’m awake now

      but the morning seems

      A mess already

      What’s going on

      I’m not happy like I

      Want to be

      Then she said

      Wait a minute

      Let’s rewind and go back to

      Me waking up

      There it is

      My morning is here she said

      I’m healthy she said

      I have this wonderful bed and this

      Roof over my head

      She said I have the

      Air in my lungs

      And a wonderful family

      My man has a couple of jobs and he loves me

      Thank you, Father, for all of your blessings

      I know that I am in control of my own mind

      And I chose to be thankful

      and not negative

      So here I go downstairs

      to start this beautiful

      Day that is here and now

      Mr. Coffee, here I come.

      Who Am I Kidding?

      Here I am sitting by myself

      once again

      Who am I kidding when I say to myself

      that I don’t want or need anyone

      Everyone I know thinks that I am strong

      and independent and that I never

      ask for help of any kind from them,

      If they only knew what I was going through

      they wouldn’t believe it, not about me,

      not Loreal.

      I wonder why I am so proud

      and why am I so conscientious about my wants

      and needs. And asking for help.

      I don’t think I’m better than any of them

      I just don’t like to ask for help

      I don’t like feeling unworthy of my own happiness

      and I believe that I am a good and loving person

      and that I will make the best of what life

      throws at me, I always have and I always will

      overcome even my darkest times,

      I just wish that sometimes I would reach out

      for help.

      You my love

      have been assigned

      this mountain

      to show everyone

      It can be moved.

      In His Arms

      Is where I want to be

      I want to be in my

      Favorite mood

      Promise me you won’t

      Step out of line

      Don’t think everything is okay

      Just because I’m still here

      I feel all the days where together

      I wish for better

      You think your loving me

      But you hurt me

      And I don’t like it

      Are you mine

      ’Cause I stay here all

      The time

      Let’s just see

      How it goes

      This is all so

      Familiar

      I wonder how long

      This will last

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