Colton Cowboy Standoff. Marie Ferrarella
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Название: Colton Cowboy Standoff

Автор: Marie Ferrarella

Издательство: HarperCollins

Жанр: Вестерны

Серия: Mills & Boon Heroes

isbn: 9781474093538

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СКАЧАТЬ in a hushed, stunned voice as he stared at her in disbelief. Bailey had always been so bright, so lively. He couldn’t begin to imagine her being felled by some sort of terminal disease.

      “No,” Bailey quickly answered, wanting to correct any misimpression he might have gotten. “I’m not dying. But my chances of getting pregnant are.”

      She looked pretty healthy to him, Wyatt thought, confused. He shook his head. “I don’t understand.”

      Why couldn’t he just say yes to her request? Why did he need this all spelled out for him?

      “This isn’t easy for me to talk about,” Bailey told him, wanting to beg off from making any elaborate explanations.

      “Take your time,” he told her. “You came out all this way to talk to a man you turned your back on, so this has to be important to you,” he surmised, waiting for her to speak up.

      Bailey didn’t know if he was being incredibly sensitive or if he was just being sarcastic. Either way, she knew she was going to have to ride this out and answer his question. Wyatt was her only hope and that meant she had to make him understand so that he would agree to father this baby.

      Taking a deep breath, she plunged into the explanation she was afraid he would find as embarrassing as she did. Or at the very least, confusing.

      But there was no way around it.

      “My cycles have always been inconsistent...” she began, her throat feeling particularly dry.

      “Cycles?” Wyatt questioned, not really sure what she was talking about.

      Okay, she’d state it another way, Bailey thought, still trying to be delicate about her explanation. “My time of the month.”

      The light suddenly dawned on Wyatt. “Oh.” He avoided her eyes as he said, “Go on.”

      She started to get more technical. It felt somehow less embarrassing that way. “I found out that was caused by polycystic ovarian syndrome.”

      “Okay,” he said only because he wanted her to get on with it so that they could get to the end of all this. He was a horse breeder and didn’t understand terms that weren’t directly involved with the care and breeding of his herd.

      She could tell by the way Wyatt had just said “okay” that he didn’t understand what she was telling him. Bailey tried again. “Because of that condition—it’s called PCOS—my getting pregnant becomes harder and harder the older I get.”

      “You’re just in your midthirties,” Wyatt pointed out.

      She took that to mean that she’d finally gotten through to him and he was starting to understand her dilemma.

      “Exactly,” she cried, nodding her head. “That means it’s now or never if I want to have a baby.”

      Bailey searched his face to see if Wyatt was still following her or if he’d lost interest. But he looked as if he was waiting for her to go on. So, taking heart, Bailey continued, doing her best to play on his sympathies.

      “I have wanted a child of my own ever since I was a kid. A child I could love. A child I could give the kind of emotional support and material things to that I never had when I was growing up.” She paused for a moment, turning on the sofa to look into his eyes. To appeal to him. “But I need you to make that happen.”

      Wyatt was having trouble wrapping his head around what she was telling him. He kept coming back to the fact that she was the one who had walked out on him, not the other way around. She was the one who had sent the divorce papers. She’d obviously wanted nothing more to do with him then, and now here she was, asking him to make a baby with her.

      It just didn’t add up.

      “What changed your mind?” He measured out the words slowly.

      He’d lost her. “I don’t understand,” she told him.

      “Well, you didn’t seem to want to stay with me six years ago,” Wyatt reminded her, “so what’s changed?”

      “Nothing.” That wasn’t strictly true, she thought, so she rephrased her statement. “At least, not my opinion of you,” she amended. Because she could see that she’d managed to further confuse him, Bailey tried again. “I didn’t marry you because you were a Colton or because you’d suddenly inherited your own ranch. I married you because you were a good, decent man.”

      He waited for that to make sense to him. When it didn’t, he asked, “If that’s true, if that’s how you felt, why did you leave?”

      Bailey shook her head. There was no point in going into all that now. She wasn’t here to fix a broken marriage with a man she couldn’t forget. She was here to try to salvage something for her future.

      “That’s complicated.”

      “And yet you thought it was worthwhile to come back,” he said, mystified.

      And then she realized why he was confused, why he was holding back.

      “I came back just to get pregnant,” she explained. “I’m not planning on staying once that happens,” she assured him, thinking he was worried he was going to be saddled with her, at least until the pregnancy was over. “You don’t have to worry. I’ll be out of your hair the moment I know that you were successful getting me pregnant.”

      “Even breeding horses involves more romance than this,” Wyatt told her.

      “I’m not looking for anything from you except your ‘donation,’” Bailey said, trying to get her point across to him while attempting to resist his sexy gaze. “You won’t be on the hook for child support or any sort of money at all. Really,” she emphasized.

      Wyatt looked as if he had his doubts about what she’d just said. “If that’s the case, just how do you plan on taking care of this baby if and when I say yes and you do get pregnant?”

      “I can take care of us,” Bailey answered.

      “I asked you how,” Wyatt repeated, still waiting for a concrete answer that made sense to him.

      She hadn’t planned on opening up her life to him once again, but now it seemed that she had to...but she refused to let him break her heart again.

      “Do you remember when I told you I wanted to become a veterinarian?” she asked.

      It had been one of the reasons why she’d finally left him. Because becoming a veterinarian had always been a dream of hers and he had asked her to put it on hold for him until after they got the ranch up and running.

      Just as he’d asked her to hold off on having babies. Everything she’d wanted, everything that had meant anything to her, he’d asked her to put on hold—until she felt as if all of her was on hold in deference to him.

      “Judging from the look on your face, you don’t remember,” Bailey concluded. “Well, I did it.” She saw him raise a quizzical eyebrow. He still wasn’t following her, she thought. “I became one,” she told him. “I became a veterinarian and started up a small practice of my own. That means that I’ll be СКАЧАТЬ