Taming Her Navy Doc. Amy Ruttan

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      At least, she thought she had, until a certain Navy SEAL had crossed her path five years before. He’d been the only one to stir any kind of real emotion in her in a long time.

      “I have no doubt you’ll do well here, Commander. Have you been shown to your quarters on base?”

      “Yes.”

      “Are they adequate?”

      “Of course, Captain.”

      He nodded. “Good. Well, get some sleep. Try to adjust to Okinawa time. Jet lag can be horrible. I’ll expect you to report for duty tomorrow at zero four hundred hours.”

      Erica stood as he did and saluted him. “Thank you, Captain.”

      “You’re dismissed, Commander.”

      She nodded and placed her hat back on her head before turning and heading out of the office as fast as she could.

      Once she was a safe distance away she took a moment to pause and take a deep breath. She’d never expected to run into him again.

      Given the state he’d been in when she’d last seen him, she’d had her doubts that he would survive, but he had and he was still serving.

      Even though he was no longer a Navy SEAL, at least he hadn’t been honorably discharged. It had been one of his pleas when she’d told him about his leg.

       “This is your life, Liam. My life … I have nothing else. I need my leg to do that.”

      The memory caused a shiver to run down her spine. It was so clear, like it had happened yesterday, and she couldn’t help but wonder again who Liam was. Whoever he was, it affected Captain Wilder.

      It doesn’t matter. You’re here to do your job.

      Erica sighed and then composed herself.

      She was here to be a surgeon for the Navy.

      That was all.

      Nothing more. Dr. Thorne Wilder’s personal life was of no concern to her, just like her personal life, or lack thereof, was no one else’s concern.

      Still, at least she knew what had happened to her stranger.

      At least he was alive and that gave her closure to something that had been bothering her for five years. At last she could put that experience to rest and she could move on with her life.

      After Erica left, Thorne got up and wandered back over to his window. From his vantage point he could see the walkway from his office and maybe catch a glimpse of Erica before her ride came to take her back to her quarters on base.

      She’d been surprised to see him, though she’d tried not to show it. She hid her emotions well, kept them in check like any good officer.

      Erica remembered him, but how much else did she remember?

      Bits and pieces of his time on the USNV Hope were foggy to him, but there were two things he remembered about his short time on the ship and those two things were losing his leg and seeing her face.

      He remembered her face clearly. It had been so calm in the tempestuous strands of memory of that time. He remembered pain.

      Oh, yes. He’d never forget the pain. He still felt it from time to time. “Phantom limb” pain. It drove him berserk, but he had ways of dealing with it.

      At night, though, when he closed his eyes and that moment came back to him in his nightmares, her face was the balm to soothe him.

      A nameless, angelic face tied with a painful moment. It was cruel. To remember her meant he had to relive that moment over and over again.

      And then, as fate would have it, a stack of personnel files had been piled on his desk about a month ago and he’d been told to find another general surgeon to come to Okinawa. Her file had been on the top as the most qualified.

      It was then he’d had a name for his angel.

      Erica.

      As he thought about her name, she came into view, walking quickly toward an SUV which was pulling up. He thought he adequately remembered her beauty, but his painful haze of jangled memories didn’t do her justice.

      Her hair wasn’t white-blond, it was more honey colored. Her skin was pale and her lips red. Her eyes were dark, like dark chocolate. She was tall and even taller in her heels. He was certain she could almost look him in the eye.

      She walked with purpose, her head held high. He liked that about her. Mick, his old commanding officer in the Navy SEALs Special Ops, had told him a month after his amputation that the surgeon who’d removed his leg wouldn’t back down. Even when Mick had tried to scare her off.

      He’d been told how his surgeon had fought for him to get the best medical care he needed. How she’d sat at his bedside. She’d seen him at his most vulnerable. Something he didn’t like people to see.

      Vulnerability, emotion, was for the weak.

      He’d been trained to be tough.

      He’d been in Special Ops for years, even though he’d started his career just as a naval medic like Erica.

      And then on a failed mission in the Middle East they’d become cornered. He’d thrown himself in front of a barrage of bullets to save Tyler from being killed. Bullets had ripped through his left calf, but he’d managed to stop the bleeding, repair the damage and move on.

      Only they’d been surrounded and they’d had to resort to the old sewer system running under the city to make their escape and meet their transport.

      The infested and dirty water was where he’d probably caught the bacteria which had cost him his leg, but it was his leg or his life.

      For a long time after the fact, he’d wanted to die because he couldn’t be a Navy SEAL any longer. He’d almost died. Just like his twin brother, Liam, had on a different mission. He remembered the look of anguish on Liam’s wife’s face when he’d had to tell her that her husband was gone. It was why Thorne wouldn’t date. Seeing the pain in Megan’s eyes, the grief which ate at her and her two kids … It was something Thorne never wanted to put anyone through. It was best Thorne severed all ties. He wasn’t going to stop serving and it was better if he didn’t leave behind a family.

      And it was his fault Liam was dead and that Megan was a widow. One stupid wrong move, that was what Thorne had done, and Liam had pushed him out of the way.

      Liam had paid with his life and Thorne would forever make penance for that mistake.

      Thorne had enlisted in the Special Ops and was accepted as a SEAL. It had been Liam’s passion and Thorne planned to fulfill it for him.

      And then he’d lost his leg saving another.

      He didn’t regret it.

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