The Bride Wore Spurs. Janet Dean
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      She laid her face against his chest, her tears dampening his shirt. He cradled her close, his heart pounding like the hooves of a herd of wild mustangs. What was happening to him?

      “I can’t run the ranch alone,” she said, lurching away. “I can’t handle the roundup without a crew. I can’t make Papa well.” She lifted glistening eyes rimmed with spiky lashes, eyes filled with desperation.

      “I’ll help any way I can.” He wanted to ease her burden. Ease her heartache, but he didn’t have the power. God, help her.

      As if deep in thought, she stepped away, eyes fixed on the horizon, filled with a faraway look. What was she thinking?

      She turned to him, resolve on her face. “You’d help me even after the way I treated you earlier?”

      “Yes, of course. I care about Martin. About what will happen to you. I’ll do whatever I can to help.”

      She gave a nod, resolute blue eyes nailing him with the force of a blacksmith’s hammer shoeing a horse.

      Something in her gaze made him take a step back, unsure he wanted to hear what was coming.

      “If you mean that, marry me.”

      Chapter Four

      Matt held up his palms and took another step back, tripping over a tree root, but managed to stay on his feet. Barely. What the tarnation had just happened?

      Assistance with the coming roundup he’d expected.

      A helping hand on the Lazy P, sure.

      But marriage?

      Nothing could’ve been further from his mind. Hannah Parrish, that gangly girl from the neighboring ranch, his kid brother Zack’s tagalong, had proposed?

      To him?

      “Did you just say...marriage?”

      “I did,” she said.

      His gaze swept over her slender yet curvy frame, wide blue eyes, wind tossed red-brown hair. That gangly girl had grown into a fine-looking woman. Still, the idea of marriage was crazy. Why, Hannah could barely tolerate him.

      Not that he hadn’t been at fault for raising her hackles. Since he’d laid eyes on her at the depot, he’d teased her about her finery, her debutante days in Charleston, her elocution. He’d done it to keep her attention on him and off her father.

      He bit back a sigh. Why not be honest? He’d become an expert at holding women at arm’s length. He had no intention of falling for a woman, especially a female with an iron will.

      A scowl on her face, Hannah folded her arms across her chest. “You look like a man sentenced to hang.”

      An apt description considering his throat had constricted with the pressure of a squeezing noose. He took a step closer. Lifted a hand toward her. “I’m sorry, I...ah, you surprised me.”

      She whirled out of his reach. “Forget it!”

      “Wait.” He shot after her, taking her by the arm. “You can’t blame a man for being taken aback. A request for help doesn’t usually include a marriage proposal.”

      “These aren’t usual circumstances.”

      He released a gust of air. “No, they’re not.”

      “I don’t want marriage any more than you do.” Her eyes flared. Then drifted in the direction of her house where disease and worry dwelled. “I don’t see another option.”

      “Reckon marriage to me means you get help with your pa, an experienced cowhand and a husband all rolled into one.”

      “Husband?”

      “That is what you call the groom once you tie the knot.”

      “I...” Her cheeks bloomed. “I hadn’t thought about a husband.”

      “A husband does come with the wedding band,” he ground out.

      That chin of hers shot up. He hadn’t meant to sound testy, but matrimony was sacred, not to be entered lightly. If they wed, they’d be hitched for life. With that stubborn streak of hers, marriage would feel like a life sentence, too.

      Her gaze dropped away. She fiddled with the sleeve of her dress. “We’re not in love so we’d, ah...well...”

      “Have no proper marital...union, is that what you’re trying to say?”

      “Yes.”

      Why didn’t he feel relieved by her answer? If he married, a marriage without love was what he’d want. Even four years later, Amy’s death haunted him. He clamped his jaw. He’d never again risk that kind of anguish.

      Tears brimmed in Hannah’s eyes. Eyes filled with desperation. Disquiet. A host of emotions he couldn’t handle. A damsel in distress. How could a man look into those eyes without wanting to save her?

      But, at what cost? “What do I get out of this marriage?”

      Her eyes widened. Like the question surprised her. “You?”

      “Yes, me. I’d be half of the man and wife.” He didn’t mention her opposition to a proper man and wife relationship, but the arrangement hung over them just the same.

      “Well, you’d, ah, get a home. Good food. Rosa’s an excellent cook. And—” she wrinkled her nose that cute way she had “—you wouldn’t have to ride to the Lazy P twice a day to help Papa and...” Her words trailed off. “That’s not much.”

      Without a doubt, Hannah wouldn’t have turned to him if she’d had another candidate for the position of husband. “What I’d get is another ranch to run.” He removed his Stetson and slapped it against his thigh, raising dust and his ire with each whack. “You’ve resented what you called my interference. Now you’re asking for it?”

      She straightened her shoulders, but didn’t look him in the eye. “I’d prefer you not interfere. I’d make the decisions on how to run the Lazy P. I will work on my ranch. None of that nonsense about leaving the job to the men.”

      Mercy, if he married her, he’d have to put up regularly with this spitfire. One thing he’d give Hannah, she had bravado, more like audacity, considering her lack of alternatives.

      “All I need a husband for is...” Her brow furrowed, groping for the word.

      “Respect,” he finished for her.

      She nodded. “I’m seen as an upstart, not a boss. With a husband—” She shot him a defiant stare. “In name only, well...if you showed your support, the hands would listen to me, figure the instructions came from you.”

      That much was true.

      “Well, will you marry me or not?” She crossed her СКАЧАТЬ