Hold Me Close. Megan Hart

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      Effie wants to make this easier for him, but she doesn’t know how. “This is the best thing for me.”

      “To live in a crap-hole apartment, working and going to school, with a baby on the way? Living with a guy who can barely hold down a job of his own? I give him credit, don’t get me wrong, if the baby really isn’t his—”

      “It’s not,” she says sharply. “And he knows that. So he does deserve the credit, and for more than just that. Heath works hard.”

      “He’s been in and out of mental hospitals, Effie.”

      “Once. That’s it.”

      “Once is one too many.”

      “Better than just going in and never coming out,” she snaps, not caring if she hurts her father’s feelings now. “Has he fucked up? Yes. We both have.”

      “I understand. You went through something terrible together.”

      “Yes,” Effie says quietly. “Together. And we’re going through this together, too.”

      “Is he good to you?”

      It’s not the question she expected, and she’s taken enough by surprise to nod. “Yes.”

      Her father stands. “Well. I can’t promise you anything about your mother, but...I’ll try to give him a chance. I just want you to know you have choices. But if you need something, anything, you come to me, okay? I’m still your father, Effie, and I love you.”

      “Love you, too, D-dad.” She stumbles on the word but gives her father a huge, long hug.

      When he finally lets go to hold her at arm’s length, he looks her up and down. Her mother would have lectured, but her father smiles. He puts a hand on her belly.

      “I bet it’s a girl,” he says. “And she’ll be beautiful, just like you.”