Sunsets & Seduction. Tawny Weber

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      Tessa knew that she trusted Jonas with her life. She had, literally, on several occasions. She hoped their experiences together were helping him to trust her more, too. He seemed to have relaxed toward her since their conversation in the car, and since making love.

      A shiver ran over her skin. She couldn’t wait to get him alone again.

      Tessa absorbed the experience of dark eating full-on. This was definitely something she wanted to do again. After she let go of her sense of disorientation and fear of the complete dark, she found she could manage more easily.

      She wondered if Jonas would want to come back here after his sight returned. She wasn’t sure how she would feel about that in his shoes.

      What she was finding entertaining and enlightening might be a bad reminder of what he went through. There was still a huge difference between spending a few hours in the dark and being blind. She knew she could walk out of the room and have her sight back. Jonas, and others who had lost their vision, didn’t have that luxury.

      Though another part of her wondered if people who relied on their vision weren’t the ones who missed out. Being in the dark demanded such focus that it enriched as much as it denied.

      “So tell me something that you could only tell me in the dark,” he said.

      She paused. “I can’t think of anything.”

      “Really? A secret that you never told, a fantasy that you are too shy to share in the light of day? Isn’t that what blackouts, airplanes and dark restaurants are for?” he joked, but she knew he was serious, too.

      Her heart beat a little faster at the idea, and the seductive tone of his voice.

      “Maybe,” she said, unsure.

      “Tell me.”

      Tessa couldn’t believe she was so nervous. She wasn’t shy, in fact, she was often the one who initiated sex with her partners. But there was one thing … she had never told anyone. She didn’t know if Jonas would be okay with it. What if he thought she was demented?

      “The problem with sharing secrets in the dark is that we have to go out into the light at some point,” she said, thinking twice.

      “Tell me, Tessa,” he said again, stroking her hand with his thumb.

      Sparks lit along her skin and she almost expected to see them light up in the dark.

      “Okay. There is one fantasy I’ve often had …”

      “Mmm-hmm.” His hand was on her thigh, rubbing lightly there now, and she had a hard time focusing.

      “I’d like to have someone watch me have sex.”

      His hand stopped. “What do you mean exactly?”

      “I’d like to perform for a lover. You know, just have you, for instance, sit back and watch. Maybe I could use a vibrator, my hand or some other toys, but I’d love to feel free enough with someone to do that, to know that they could enjoy just staying back and watching me pleasure myself,” she said, her voice catching. She was getting turned on just talking about it, but also felt embarrassed admitting it.

      “I can’t imagine anyone saying no to that,” he said, his own voice a little rough.

      “Men don’t want to think women can find pleasure without them. It’s a dent to their egos, I guess,” she said.

      “Not mine. I could do that. If you want, I want to do that,” he said, his hand rubbing her leg again, moving higher. “When I have my eyes back, I mean. Just say the word.”

      She was incredibly turned on by sharing that with him, and by the prospect of being able to do it. But as he buried his face in her neck, she pushed him back.

      “Your turn.”

      He took a breath. “Right. I don’t suppose I can get away with the standard guy fantasy of two women, right?”

      She laughed. “I know you can be more creative than that.”

      “I don’t know. I have always been a pretty traditional kind of guy in bed. What you did to me on the train … that was about as kinky as I have ever gotten.”

      “Seriously?”

      “Yeah.”

      “So is there anything you’ve ever thought you’d like to do? You know, the thing you can only share in the dark?”

      She put her hand on his thigh now, mimicking his motion on hers earlier.

      “You are evil,” he said.

      “Tell me.”

      “Okay. I’ve never done it, but I think I’d like to try …”

      Tessa realized she was actually holding her breath.

      “Maybe being tied up,” he said. “and tying up my partner in return.”

      “Bondage?”

      “Yeah,” he said softly. “I’ve never trusted anyone enough to allow myself to be completely at their whim. To let them do whatever they wanted to me. For them to be completely in control. No pain or anything like that … or maybe just a little,” he said in a tone that tantalized her. “And hopefully they could trust me in the same way.”

      Tessa took a deep breath to try to slow down her speeding heart.

      “I could so do that,” she said, enjoying the image of Jonas bound to her bed. “I mean, if you ever thought, you know, if you wanted me to—”

      She stopped, realizing she had dug her nails into his thigh. When she pulled her hand away, her fingers brushed his cock, hard and testing the looseness of the scrubs.

      “I’ll go find our waiter to see if he can bring a check,” she said quickly.

      He got up, too, and as she turned on her heel, she bumped into the chair and stumbled forward.

      Amazingly, Jonas was there, his strong hands closing on her upper arms, steadying her and then pulling her in to hold her close.

      “Hey, careful.”

      “Good catch,” she said, linking her arms around his neck.

      “Mmm,” he said, kissing her.

      “We all go through life stumbling around in the dark, Jonas, looking for something to grab on to that makes sense. You and I, we seem to keep bumping into each other. We fit.”

      He pulled her against him, fitting her to him tightly as he deepened the kiss. She didn’t resist, letting him take his fill, and getting hers in return. But for all the desire and passion between them, she couldn’t help but think there was something else Jonas hadn’t told her. Some other secret that stayed between them in the dark.

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