Hawk's Way: Carter & Falcon. Joan Johnston

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      Desiree found his behavior with Nicole confusing, to say the least. He clearly didn’t want anything to do with the little girl, but he stopped short of ignoring her. What had him so leery of children?

      Desiree heard Nicole chattering and hurried to catch up. Carter had been doing fine tolerating the five-year-old, but she saw no reason to test his patience.

      Thanks to the body heat of the animals inside, the barn felt almost warm in comparison with the frigid outdoors. Nicole let go of Carter’s hand and raced to a stall halfway down the barn. She unlatched it and stepped inside. The tiny Black Angus calf made a bleating sound of welcome and hurried up to her.

      “Matilda is hungry, Mommy,” Nicole said.

      “I’ll fix her something right now.” Desiree went to the refrigerator, where she kept the milk for the calf. She poured some out into a nursing bottle and set it in a pot of water on a hot plate nearby to warm. When she returned to the stall she found Carter down on one knee beside the calf.

      “Matilda’s mommy is dead,” Nicole explained. “So Mommy and I have to take care of her.”

      “It looks like you’re doing a fine job,” Carter conceded gruffly.

      The calf bawled piteously, and Nicole circled the calf’s neck with her arms to calm it. “Mommy’s getting your bottle, Matilda. Moooommy!” she yelled. “Matilda’s starving!”

      Desiree hustled back to the hot plate, unplugged it and retrieved the bottle. A moment later she dropped onto her knees beside the calf. Nicole took the heavy bottle from her mother and held it while the calf sucked loudly and hungrily.

      Desiree met Carter’s eyes over the calf’s head. There was a smile on his face that had made its way to his eyes.

      “This is turning out to be a great honeymoon,” he said with a chuckle.

      Desiree laughed. “I suppose it is a little unconventional.”

      “That’s putting it mildly.”

      There was a warmth in his eyes that said he would be happy to put the train back on the rails. Desiree was amazed to find herself relaxed in his presence. However, her feelings for Carter were anything but comfortable. Her fear of men hadn’t disappeared. Yet she was forced to admit that Carter evoked more than fear in her breast. She hadn’t expected to be physically attracted to him. She hadn’t expected to want to touch him and to want him to touch her. She hadn’t expected to regret her inability to respond to him—or any man—as a woman.

      Her expression sobered.

      “What’s wrong?” Carter asked.

      She wondered how he could be so perceptive. “What makes you think anything’s wrong?”

      He reached out a hand and smoothed the furrows on her brow. His callused fingertips slid across her unmarked cheek and along the line of her jaw.

      Desiree edged away from his touch. Her heart had slipped up to lodge in her throat, making speech impossible.

      “Matilda is done, Mommy,” Nicole said as she extended the empty bottle toward her mother.

      Desiree lurched to her feet. “That’s—” She cleared her throat and tried again. “That’s good, darling.” She took the bottle and Nicole’s hand and hurried out of the stall. She headed for the sink in the barn and rinsed out the bottle.

      Carter had started after her, but when she turned around she realized he had stopped at the stall and was examining the hinges.

      “This is hanging lopsided. Do you have a pair of pliers?”

      Desiree would rather have headed right back to the house, but forced herself to respond naturally. “Sure. Let me get them.”

      Desiree watched as Carter made a few adjustments to the stall door, tightening the bolts that held the frame in place.

      “That ought to do it.”

      Desiree thought of the months the door had been hanging like that, when neither she nor her hired hand, Sandy, had taken the time to fix it. In a matter of minutes Carter had resolved the problem.

      “Thanks,” she said.

      “No need to thank me. It was my pleasure.”

      Desiree searched his face and saw the look of satisfaction there. He was telling the truth. He had enjoyed himself. “Fortunately for you there are lots of things that need fixing around here,” she said sardonically.

      He headed down the aisle of the barn to return the pliers to the tool box. “I think that’s enough for today, though. After all, I am still on my honeymoon.”

      “What’s a honeymoon?” Nicole asked.

      Desiree saw the smirk that came and went on Carter’s face. She found the question embarrassing, especially with Carter listening to everything she was about to say. But she had made it a habit to answer any question Nicole asked as honestly as possible.

      “It’s the time a husband and wife spend together getting to know each other when they’re first married,” Desiree explained.

      “Like you and Mr. Prescott,” Nicole said.

      Desiree brushed Nicole’s bangs out of her eyes. “Yes.” Desiree looked up and found Carter watching her, his eyes hooded with desire. A glance downward showed her he was hard and ready. A frisson of alarm skittered down her spine. She rose abruptly and took her daughter’s hand. “I’m going to start supper,” she said.

      “I’ll be in shortly,” Carter replied in a raspy voice. “I see a few more things I can do out here, after all.”

      The atmosphere at supper was strained. Not that she and Carter conversed much more or less than at lunchtime, but Nicole never stopped chattering. Carter never initiated contact with Nicole, but he didn’t rebuff her when she climbed into his lap after supper. If the threat of danger hadn’t been hanging over her, she might actually have let herself feel optimistic about the future.

      She and Carter did the dishes together, while Nicole colored with crayons at the kitchen table. It was so much a picture of a natural, normal family that Desiree wanted to cry. Her feelings of guilt for marrying Carter without telling him the whole truth forced her to excuse herself and take Nicole up to bed early the night of her wedding.

      “I’ll see you in the morning,” she said to Carter.

      She didn’t know what to make of the look on his face—part desire, part regret, part something else she couldn’t identify—but fled upstairs as quickly as she could.

      Once in bed, she couldn’t sleep. She heard Carter come upstairs, heard the shower, heard him brush his teeth, heard the toilet flush. His footsteps were soft in the hall, so she supposed he must be barefoot. She knew how cold the floor was, even with the worn runner, and wondered if his feet would end up as icy as Nicole’s always did. She hoped she wouldn’t be finding out too soon. As far as she was concerned, the longer it took Carter СКАЧАТЬ