One Unashamed Night. Sophia James

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      Thank the Lord they had found the barn, Taris thought, and squinted against the cold, trying to see the vestige of a pathway, his eyes watering with the effort.

      Beatrice-Maude Bassingstoke’s teeth behind him chattered with an alarming loudness, though she had not spoken to him for the last few moments.

      ‘Are you able to make it to the barn?’ he asked, the concern in his voice mounting.

      ‘O…of c…c…course I c…c…can.’

      ‘If you need any help…?’

      ‘I sh…shan’t.’ Tears were close.

      ‘Are you always so prickly, Mrs Bassingstoke?’ Anger was easier to deal with than distress and with experience Taris had come to the realisation that a bit of annoyance gave women strength.

      But this one was different, her silence punctuated now with sniffs, hidden he supposed by the muffled sound behind the thick velvet of her cloak.

      A woman at the very end of her tether and who could blame her? She had not sat in the coach expecting others to save her or bemoaned the cold or the accident. She had not complained about the deceased passenger or made a fuss when she had had to vacate her seat to allow the driver some space. No, this woman was a lady who had risen to each difficulty with the fortitude of one well able to cope. Until now. Until an end was in sight, a warm barn with the hope of safety.

      He had seen such things before in the war years in Europe, when soldiers after a battle had simply gone to pieces, the fact that they had remained unscathed whilst so many others had perished around them pushing them over the edge.

      A place where Beatrice-Maude Bassingstoke seemed to have reached.

      He wished he could have scanned her face for a clue as to her state of well-being, but with only the near-silent sniffles he had little to go on.

      How much further to go, he wondered, the snow deepening in the trail with every passing step, though an eddy in the wind against his face told him that a building must be near, the breeze passing over an edifice and rising.

      His own awareness of the proximity of objects kicked in too, his cursed lack of sight honing other senses. Placing his hand against the solidness of wood, he thanked God for their deliverance and reached out for the bridle of his companion’s horse.

      ‘I will help you down.’

      ‘Th…thank y…you.’

      Her hand came to his shoulder as he lifted his arms, fitting them around a waist that was worryingly thin. When he had her down she held on to him still, her fingers entwined in the cloth of his cape.

      ‘I c…can’t feel my f…feet,’ she explained when he tilted his head in question.

      ‘Then I’ll carry you.’ Hoisting her against him, he walked a few paces around the edge of the building, finding it open on the southern side, the horses following them in.

      The smell of hay and silage was strong and another smell too. Chickens, he thought, listening for the tell-tale sound of scratching. Perhaps there might be eggs or grain here.

      Taris liked the feeling of Beatrice-Maude’s breath against his collarbone, the warm shallowness of it a caress that surprised him. How old was this lady? When her hand rested against the smoothness of his skin, he felt a band of gold on the third finger of her left hand.

      Worry engulfed him. Would her husband be mad with worry somewhere?

      ‘I c…can s…see that th…there are bl…blankets in the f…far corner, I th…think. Perhaps we c…could w…warm ourselves.’

      Which corner? In the gloom of his vision Taris could detect nothing save the walls enclosing this space. Another thought heartened him. Perhaps if he let her down she might lead him to them.

      When her feet touched the dirt floor Beatrice winced, the numbness now replaced by a pins-and-needles pain that made contact with anything unbearable. She could never in her whole life remember feeling this cold, the sheer pain of it seeping into her bones and making her heavy and sluggish. She almost crawled to the corner, glad to finally be off her feet; removing her boots, she burrowed into the warmth of a scratchy grey horse blanket.

      But her clothes were wet and stiff and the cold that she thought might disappear suddenly increased with the change in circumstance.

      Taris Wellingham at her side was peeling off his cloak, and the wet steamy shirt he had on followed it.

      She looked away, her breath indrawn by the tone of muscle, the shaped contours attesting to the fact that he must spend much of his life out of doors.

      ‘Take your cloak off too,’ he said as he jumped under her blanket and heaped his cloak on top.

      ‘Wh…what are you d…doing?’ Panic lent a screeching sound to the query.

      ‘One can die of the cold in a matter of moments. Skin to skin we can warm each other.’

      ‘Sk…in to skin?’ Lord, that he should even suggest such a thing.

      ‘Feel this,’ he returned and placed her hand across her throat. A clammy coldness emanated from her, the beat of her heart beneath shallow and fast.

      ‘And then feel this.’

      Now her fingers lay against his chest, the hair tickling her palm. But it was his heat that got to her, a blazing hotness that seemed to cover each and every part of him.

      She could not pull away, could not make herself remember manners and propriety and comportment. All she wanted was to be closer and when he helped her take the cloak from her shoulders she did nothing to dissuade him.

      ‘How old are you?’ he said above the silence.

      ‘Tw…twenty-eight.’

      ‘And your husband?’

      ‘Is d…dead.’

      ‘Then I have no need to be concerned that an avenging swain will appear and challenge me to a duel.’

      ‘No, sir. It is only your w…warmth that I w…want.’

      ‘Good.’ His response was measured and brisk, her worries about anything more between them singularly ridiculous in the whole situation.

      Of course he would not want more from her! She bent her head so that he might not see her blush. Lord, the thinness of her arms against his healthy shape was unattractive and her dress with the long sleeves was as wet as his shirt.

      ‘Take this off, too.’

      ‘I will n…not.’

      In response he simply sat her up and unbuttoned the gown before slipping it from her. In the darkness she saw that the livid СКАЧАТЬ