Take On Me. Sarah Mayberry

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      “What did he say?” Claudia asked.

      Sadie held out the letter. There was a short silence as Claudia and Grace read the note then passed it to her aunt and uncle.

      “He never said anything, hinted at anything…?” Martha asked, bewildered.

      Out of the corner of her eye, she could see Claudia’s head come up.

      “You mean like, ‘Sadie, I don’t think I’m going to turn up tomorrow’? That kind of thing?” Claudia asked in a dangerously calm voice.

      Sadie laid a hand on her arm. “Claud,” she said. This was not her aunt’s fault. She was a good woman who’d done her best to fill in the gaps in Sadie’s life when her parents were killed in a car accident seven years ago. Martha was blown away—as they all were.

      “I can’t believe this,” Grace said, her eyes scanning over and over the few words on the note. “This is…unbelievable.”

      Sadie lifted her eyes to contemplate the stately church in front of her.

      Inside, more than two hundred of her and Greg’s friends and relatives were waiting to celebrate their wedding. The men would be in suits, the women in gorgeous-but-deadly designer high heels that they knew they’d regret by the time the reception was over. In their cars, presents would be sitting, wrapped and ready to put on the gift table once they arrived at the reception. Toasters, kettles, towels, glassware. The wherewithal to set up a new home. Her and Greg’s new home.

      She hoped they’d all kept their receipts.

      She clenched her hands together as a wave of humiliation and hurt threatened to descend. She wanted nothing more than to turn on her heel and get the hell out of here. To pretend that she had never been so foolish as to believe the words of handsome Greg Sinclair when he’d looked into her eyes and told her he adored her. That he wanted to marry her, as soon as possible. That he’d never felt more sure of anything in his life.

      “Let’s go,” Claudia said decisively. She gestured toward the waiting car where the chauffeur was doing his best not to look too interested in what was going on. This would be a bit of a treat for him, Sadie reflected distractedly. A twist on the usual.

      “Yes, your friend is right, sweetheart,” Gus said. “You go, and we’ll let everyone know that there’s been an incident, and the wedding’s been postponed.”

      Sadie winced at her uncle’s choice of words. She knew he thought they’d save her face, but everyone in the church would know the truth. It was pretty damned obvious what had happened—the groom hadn’t shown up.

      She could imagine them all whispering behind their order-of-service booklets while she stood outside trying to work out what to do. Why is it all taking so long? Where’s the groom? Shouldn’t he be waiting at the altar?

      Suddenly it all felt suffocatingly familiar. The refrain from Sheryl Crow’s “All I Wanna Do” tinkled its way through her mind, and for a horrible moment she was standing in the middle of the gym again as her classmates mocked and pitied her.

      “No!” she said suddenly, determined to shake the past off.

      Everyone stared at her.

      “No, what?” Grace asked.

      “No, I’m not going,” Sadie said. She turned toward the church and started walking before her courage failed her.

      The others scrambled to keep up.

      “You don’t have to do this, Sadie,” Claudia said, trying to hustle in her ankle-length sheath and high heels.

      “Yeah, I do. They’re my friends and family. I invited them all here,” Sadie said with determination.

      “We can do it,” Grace said, dodging in front of her. “Let us do it. Please.”

      “I want to do it,” Sadie said through gritted teeth. “I need to do it.”

      It was true. She knew they’d all feel sorry for her, and she didn’t want or need their pity. Would do anything to avoid it, in fact.

      Grace slowly stepped aside, and Sadie continued her headlong march toward the church door. The coolness of the vestibule enveloped her as she pushed open the ornate double doors. She almost tripped on her voluminous skirts, and she looked down to see her train had gotten caught in the door. She felt tears looming again as she tugged her dress loose, as though the act of pausing had allowed the shame and hurt to catch up with her.

      God, she couldn’t do this. But she had to. For herself. She took a step forward.

      “Wait,” Grace said.

      Sadie steeled herself to be firm again, but Grace pointed at her mouth.

      “You’ve got lipstick on your teeth,” she said quietly.

      Sadie rubbed her thumb across her incisors and smiled for her friends.

      “How’s that?”

      “Good,” Grace said tightly.

      Nodding her thanks, Sadie grabbed a big fistful of silk and lifted it to her waist so she could walk more freely. Claudia and Grace stepped ahead of her, their expressions tortured as they shoved the inner doors open for her.

      An abrupt silence fell as two hundred and twelve people swiveled in their seats to stare at her as she stood at the top of the aisle. At the front of the church, the organist gasped with surprise and automatically dropped her hands down onto the keyboard. The first few notes of “Here Comes The Bride” sounded before the woman snatched her hands away, blushing furiously.

      Humiliated heat rushed to Sadie’s cheeks as the echoes died. Eyes straight ahead, she strode briskly up the aisle toward the altar where the priest, Father Baker, was eyeing her sympathetically.

      Claudia and Grace flanked her, their faces set. Sadie had no idea what her own face was doing. She was just concentrating on not crying, not throwing up and walking. That was about all she could handle at the moment.

      The priest came down off his three-step elevation to meet her.

      “Sadie, my dear,” he said, reaching out a hand.

      “I’m sorry for wasting your time, Father,” she said stiffly. “If you’ll give me a moment, we’ll get out of your hair.”

      He looked surprised when she swept past him and stepped up to the microphone on the pulpit. Flicking the switch on the microphone’s side, she took a deep breath and lifted her gaze at last to confront her waiting audience.

      Every last person was holding their breath. Some of them were even leaning forward in anticipation. It was almost funny. Almost.

      “Sorry to keep you all waiting,” she said. Her voice broke on the last word, and she cleared her throat and blinked back the tears that had rushed to her eyes. She was not going to cry. Not yet.

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