Seduced By Her Rebel Warrior. Greta Gilbert

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      ‘You mean that it can be difficult for some patricians to bear,’ her mother said.

      The old woman only bowed her head.

      ‘Grandmother, I was born in this very neighbourhood. I rose to my station by the blessing of this alone.’ Atia’s mother gestured to her own face. ‘I can bear whatever it is you have to say and so can my daughter. We are stronger than we look.’

      Atia had never heard her mother speak so forcefully in all her life. Nor had she heard her lie with such conviction. After all, her mother had been born to a family of Roman patricians from the province of Hispania.

      Had she not?

      Her mother pressed the coins into the old woman’s palm and a kind of knowing passed between the two women.

      ‘Decima!’ the round woman called.

      Suddenly, another old woman emerged from the corridor. She was tall and thin and wore a pronounced scowl. Her bones made creaking complaints as she walked.

      ‘At your request, I present you with my sister,’ said the round woman. ‘She has a talent for seeing the ill.’

      The thin woman gave a curt nod and seated herself beside Atia. She pointed a bony finger to a symbol inside the seventh wedge. ‘Here is Saturn in the girl’s house of marriage. It bodes ill. Many obstacles. And look here—it makes a bad angle to Jupiter, the planet of progeny.’

      Atia’s mother nodded gravely. ‘Anything else?’

      The thin woman sighed. ‘Where to begin?’ She pointed to a red line. ‘The girl will labour beneath the control of a wicked, powerful man.’ She pointed to another red line. ‘She will travel to foreign lands where she will face grave danger.’ She pointed to yet another red line. ‘She will witness terrible things and her heart will break a thousand times.’

      Atia did not understand. She looked to her mother for reassurance, but her mother’s expression was ghostly. ‘What can be done?’ her mother asked.

      The thin woman shrugged. ‘The girl must weather the storm and wait to be reborn.’

      What did she mean, wait to be reborn? Atia opened her mouth to ask, but no words came.

      ‘Look, Decima!’ clipped the round woman. ‘You have upset the girl!’ She patted Atia’s hand reassuringly. ‘The girl must not dwell on the bad,’ she told Atia.

      ‘Why not?’ asked the thin woman. ‘If it is the truth?’

      ‘It is not all of the truth!’ said the round woman. She pointed to one blue line. ‘Look here. She will appreciate the beauty of the world.’

      ‘But she will seek to escape from it!’ croaked the thin woman, pointing to a red one.

      ‘She will be bold.’

      ‘She will also be shy.’

      ‘She will have many husbands.’

      ‘Disappointments all.’

      ‘She will be very clever.’

      ‘Yes, but she will never be beautiful.’

      Atia heard her mother draw a breath. She will never be beautiful. The words were like burning coals dropped into Atia’s lap. She closed her eyes and pretended they were not there. She did not like this game any more.

      ‘What do you mean, she will never be beautiful?’ asked Atia’s mother. ‘Just look at her. She is well on her way.’

      ‘The girl is indeed lovely,’ said the round woman, nodding approvingly at Atia. ‘She has nice large eyes and such fine auburn hair. And her lips are shapely and abundant, are they not?’

      The thin woman shook her head. ‘Yes, but look at that nose. It is not lovely, and nothing can be done to change it.’

      ‘The nose is a small flaw,’ said the round woman. ‘It means nothing.’

      ‘It is a distasteful shape. And it occupies far too much of her face.’

      Atia placed her hand over her nose. The thin woman was right. It was not lovely. Her two older sisters had jested about it all her life. It was overly large and bony, with a terrible, hooking angle that made it resemble nothing so much as an eagle’s beak.

      ‘But she has beauty pronounced in her chart!’ protested Atia’s mother. ‘Just look at her fourth house!’

      ‘That house does not describe the daughter’s beauty, but the mother’s,’ said the thin woman. ‘The mother’s beauty is a part of the daughter’s life.’

      The thin woman might have said more, but Atia had ceased to listen. All she could hear were those five terrible words: she will never be beautiful.

      What could a woman become if she were not beautiful? Beauty was necessary for women, for it meant they married great men, and what other ambition was there for a woman but to marry a great man? Beggar, barmaid or brothel dweller—those were the alternatives, at least according to Atia’s mother.

      ‘I do not agree with you about my daughter,’ her mother was saying, but the thin woman was already pointing to another part of the wheel. ‘It is this relationship here that is of most concern. It bodes very ill for the mother.’

      Atia’s mother shook her head. ‘This is my daughter’s chart. How could it bode ill for me?’

      The thin woman glanced at her mother’s stomach and Atia saw her mother’s lip quiver slightly. ‘You cannot know that.’

      ‘The threads of the Fates bind the members of a family as surely as they bind the world,’ said the thin woman. ‘When one thread comes unravelled it affects all the rest.’

      ‘Will I lose it?’ whispered Atia’s mother, gently touching her stomach. The thin woman remained silent. ‘Tell me!’ her mother shouted. ‘I command you!’

      ‘I am afraid you will lose more than just the child, domina.’

      Atia’s mother began to weep. Fearful tears sent drops of green malachite down her lovely cheeks.

      ‘Why do you tell me this?’ sobbed Atia’s mother.

      ‘Because you asked for it, my dear,’ said the round woman. ‘Do you not remember? The good and the ill. You said that you could endure the knowing.’

      Atia rose from her chair. She did not wish to hear any more of what the sisters had to say—good or ill.

      ‘I will wait for you outside, Mother,’ she said, though her mother was no longer listening to anything but her own sobs.

      Atia was hurrying towards the exit when she heard a third voice. ‘Do not go,’ it crooned. ‘You should not leave in such a state.’

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