Husband by Choice. Tara Taylor Quinn

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      To keep him in the game of finding her.

      “Did you go to college?” Lila, sitting in a wing-backed armchair opposite Jenna, asked her. She held her cup of tea with both hands, and looked as though she was settled in for a long chat.

      “Yes,” Jenna said. She’d tried the tea. Didn’t like it all that much. The milk made it too heavy. But she’d sip it. Slowly. Because she could tolerate pretty much anything as long as she didn’t focus on it going down.

      For now, her cup sat in its delicate china saucer on the walnut claw-footed table beside her.

      “What did you study?”

      “Various things. How about you, do you have a degree?”

      “Yes.”

      She’d been at the Stand a little over twenty-four hours and it hadn’t taken her that long to realize that no one knew much about the managing director. After Lila’s visit to her room the night before, she’d done a bit of quiet asking around.

      “What did you do before coming to The Lemonade Stand?”

      Lila’s gaze was pointed as Jenna’s question lay between them. Jenna expected a prevarication. Just as she wasn’t being completely honest with her. Such a contrast to the day she’d had, sharing lunch with women who told their stories openly. Dams bursting and releasing the hell of terror they’d experienced in one form or another.

      “I was a school teacher,” Lila said conversationally.

      From school teaching to managing a shelter for battered women?

      “Do you miss it?”

      “No.”

      Because Lila was satisfied with the life she was leading? Fulfilled by it?

      Meredith Bennet knew about living a fulfilling life. And so Jenna knew. But that wasn’t for her to dwell on. Not on that or anything else that would take away focus and strength from the task at hand.

      She’d been called to Lila’s suite for a chat. So she chatted. “You didn’t like teaching?”

      “Yes. I liked it very much. But it was time for a change.”

      Lila’s gaze wasn’t piercing anymore. It was...assessing. And warm. In a motherly sort of way.

      Jenna took a sip of tea. Admired the rose silk flower arrangement on a side table.

      “What about you?” Lila asked. “Do you have a career?”

      “I’m a speech pathologist.”

      Lila’s brows rose and she asked, “What’s your specialty?”

      “Pediatrics.”

      “Are you willing to donate some time while you’re here?”

      A slippery slope if ever there was one. They wouldn’t find a license for Jenna McDonald. But, if she could have even a small piece of her real life back, just enough to remind her how great it had been, to keep her strong while she prepared to face down the evil spirit in her life....

      If she could help others while she was protecting Max and Caleb....

      Lila’s stare was intense. It was as if the woman could read her mind. And her mind was the one thing no one got close to unless she invited them in. Max and Caleb were her only guests. Ever.

      She’d fought too hard, for too long, regaining control of her mind from Steve, to give it up again.

      “I’m willing to help out anyplace I can.” Innocuous words. She’d see where they took her.

      “I’m assuming you have certification? A state license to practice?”

      “Yes.” Under her married name. The only legal name she’d had since she left Steve Smith seven years before.

      “Can I have a copy of it?”

      A vision of Devon Wright’s effusive smile as he’d said goodbye to her the day before flashed across her mind. A picture of little Olivia, the three-year-old who was having surgery in another couple of weeks and would need help learning to swallow again. She’d spent six weeks with the little girl already, earning her trust, preparing her....

      Jenna had a job to do. Meredith had a life to live.

      But she couldn’t live it until Jenna did her job. And only if Jenna was successful....

      She’d been at this crossroads before. Three other times. And each and every time she’d given up not only the life, but the goals. The joy. She’d allowed Steve to take away more than just her freedom. He’d taken away vital parts of her....

      “Your secrets are safe here.” Lila’s soft tone was like a buzzer in the cacophony rumbling through her mind.

      “It’s not my secrets I’m concerned about.”

      “You are safe here.”

      She wasn’t concerned about herself, either. But knew better than to say so out loud. At least in this atmosphere.

      She wasn’t here to recover from domestic violence. She had a mate who treated her with decency and respect. Who was fully a partner and companion.

      She’d sought the life she wanted and obtained it, just as she had every right to do. She’d stood up, pressed forward. She’d dared to reach for her dreams.

      She’d succeeded.

      Steve hadn’t gotten the message.

      She’d looked fear in the eye and her ex-husband was looking right back at her.

      So she was going to stare him down. And the first one who looked away would lose.

      This was it. Her stare down.

      She wasn’t turning her back again until Steve was out of her life for good.

      Because there was no way in hell Steve’s evil was going to touch Max or Caleb. At least not on a daily basis. Not as a way of life....

      “You don’t have to take this journey alone.”

      Jenna’s gaze focused outwardly again. Lila was watching her, and judging by her compassionate, almost knowing expression, she’d been doing so for quite some time.

      The older woman had asked for her certification. For Meredith Bennet’s certification. And unlike the other personas she’d left behind each time Steve had resurfaced in her life, Meredith was not going to fade away.

      Meredith had a husband. And a son. Both of whom she loved more than she loved herself. She couldn’t turn her back on them. Even if she never saw them again.

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