Down Home Cowboy. Maisey Yates

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      Cain rolled his eyes and took another drink of his beer. Here he was, out. On a Saturday night. And it just felt wrong. He preferred the life he’d had.

      Bars, picking women up—he’d done all that in his early twenties. He was just so far past it now. He couldn’t even remember what he’d found appealing about it.

      “It’s better than sitting at home,” Alex said, clearly looking for some kind of reaction that he just wasn’t going to get.

      “Okay,” Cain relented, “it was nice to go and eat a hamburger.”

      “And spend time with us,” Alex added. “Because we’re so charming.”

      “I work with you dumbasses all day, every damn day. I wasn’t exactly hurting for quality time.”

      “That makes me feel sad, Cain,” Alex said. “I really thought we were making progress with our brotherly bond.”

      Of the four of them, only Alex and Liam had grown up together. They were also the only two full-blood brothers. Cain had been the product of his father’s first attempt at commitment, and then Finn had been the second. Both had been short-lived and unsuccessful.

      For the most part, Cain had been raised in Texas, while his brothers had spent their childhoods on the West Coast. All of them had spent sporadic summers at the Laughing Irish, their grandfather’s ranch on the outskirts of Copper Ridge—good times, sure. But added up, the brothers had only spent a handful of weeks together during their lives.

      Last month, they’d all inherited an equal share in the place and, since then, it had been a labyrinth of trying to figure out how to navigate the new family dynamic. Mostly, he liked them. Mostly, he didn’t want to punch them all in the face every day. Mostly.

      “For me,” Cain said, “this is progress. Drinking in public instead of drinking alone.”

      “Well,” Liam said, “you might look like you enjoy it more.”

      “Like you?”

      Liam lifted a shoulder. “Women like this.”

      “It’s true,” Alex chimed in, “they do. I go with ‘wounded war hero smiling bravely through my pain,’ and Liam...well, hell if I know why, but something about looking angry at the world seems to draw them in. You could work that angle, Cain.”

      “I don’t want an angle to work,” he said, taking another drink, looking across the room to try to find the redhead again. She had sat down at a table with a couple of other women, and they were eating, laughing. Definitely having more fun than he was.

      She laughed at something that must’ve been particularly funny, throwing her head back and making all that hair shimmer again.

      He had to wonder if what he had just said to his brother was true.

      “Planning on being alone forever?” Alex asked.

      “I’m not alone. I have a daughter. You two don’t know anything about that kind of responsibility. I’m not going to bring women in and out of her life just because I want to get laid. It’s not responsible.”

      “Plenty of people have kids and relationships,” Alex pointed out.

      “Yeah, well, those people aren’t parenting Violet. She’s not happy with the move, you know that.”

      “She seems happier since she got her job,” Liam said.

      “It’s hard to tell with her.” His stomach tightened slightly as he thought about his daughter and all of the things he seemed to get wrong with her.

      “We’ve all got shit to handle,” Alex said, taking a drink. “But that doesn’t mean we can’t have fun too.”

      “You don’t know from having shit to handle,” Cain growled. Then felt like a dick because for all that Alex played it down, he was a war hero, and given the fact he never talked about his years of service in a substantial way, Cain had a feeling Alex was pretty deeply affected by them.

      It was the Donnelly way. The more it hurt, the more you laughed it off.

      He forced his gaze resolutely away from the redhead. Because there was no point in fostering any fantasies. He had too much on his plate.

      “So,” Alex said, “are you just going to sit here all night?”

      “I was planning on it.”

      “Okay. As long as we’re clear that it’s your choice, and we’re not abandoning you.” He stood up, clapping Cain on the back. “We’re going to go be social.” Alex picked his cowboy hat up from the table and placed it firmly on his head, then he and Liam headed over to that group of women they had pointed out earlier.

      Cain shook his head, leaning back in his chair, his arms crossed. He wasn’t envious of them. In his opinion, they really didn’t understand what was important in life yet. They didn’t have anything bigger to live for. Not like him. He had Violet.

      And, even when she was challenging, she was the reason he got up every morning. No, he didn’t envy his brothers. Or their so-called freedom. It was empty as far as he was concerned.

      He took one more look back at the redhead, ignoring the tightening in his gut, in his groin. Yeah, he didn’t envy them at all. But while he saw their freedom as empty, his bed was empty too. And right now, he was just damn sick of that.

      * * *

      “HE’S CHECKING YOU OUT.”

      Alison glanced up from her dinner, keeping her expression purposefully bland as she looked across the table at her friend Cassie Caldwell. “Who?” She knew who. She had felt his gaze on her while she’d been standing at the bar. She’d sneaked a covert glance when he had been talking to the guys he was with, and her heart had done some weird fluttering thing that had made her want to punch her own face.

      “The really hot guy over there,” Cassie supplied helpfully. “Well, the hot guy in the plaid shirt who was sitting next to the two other hot guys.”

      The guy wasn’t just hot. He defied such a paltry descriptor. He was broad-shouldered, with the kind of muscles that came from serious labor. He had dark hair, mostly covered by a black cowboy hat, and a square jawline that was visible even with the beard he was sporting.

      He was gesturing broadly with very, very large hands that made her feel jittery sensations in parts of her body she preferred to ignore.

      He was new, and in a town this size that was noticeable. But there was something familiar about him too.

      He shifted in his seat and looked in her direction. Quickly. But she still caught it.

      She averted her gaze.

      “I seriously doubt he was checking me out.” Except she knew he had been, and she was processing the strange, giddy feeling that had come on as a result.

      She hadn’t felt that in... Well, it had been long enough that she really couldn’t remember. СКАЧАТЬ