The Wedding Wager. Sara Orwig

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      “It is Mike’s name. My dad paid to get that taken care of by some doctor in Chicago. It may be illegal, but I have a birth certificate claiming Mike as Ethan’s father.”

      “Well, we’ll get that straightened out, but the minute word gets out about his tie to me—and you become part of my life again, even if we’re not on the best of terms—you both will be vulnerable. You might as well have a chauffeur—”

      She laughed in this first truly humorous moment since Jared came back into her life. “A chauffeur! In Santa Fe!”

      He grinned. “I finally got a laugh out of you, and that’s great, Meg. It’s good to hear you laugh again.”

      “I’ll become the town oddity.”

      “No, you won’t. There are more people chauffeured around Santa Fe than you think. Famous and wealthy people live there. You don’t pay attention to things like that.”

      “He’ll want to tell his best friend.”

      “Tell away. His friends will meet the guy. Give a thought to schools, too. I can afford whatever you want.”

      “I’m not sending my six-year-old away to school. He’s in private school now, and I do schoolwork with him.”

      “I can afford tutors, too, if you want them. Same with lessons. I’ll pay for all that. As for the bodyguard, you’ll be on the ranch part of the year, so you’re incredibly vulnerable there because of the isolation. I’ll get someone who’ll be discreet. You should also have a guard on the premises.”

      “You’re being generous,” she said. Every suggestion tore at her. Even if it was best for Ethan, it would change his life.

      “Now, what can we work out about his visitation?” Jared asked.

      She glanced at him. “What about if you get him Saturdays and Sundays and we alternate holidays,” she finally suggested, hating the thought of losing Ethan on weekends. “Though I don’t know how he can play on the soccer team or basketball or baseball or anything else if he goes out of state with you,” she added.

      “Of course I don’t want to destroy Ethan getting to play soccer or any other sport. But he’s surely not into all those yet.”

      “No, but he will be soon. He played soccer and T-ball this year.”

      “You can give me schedules and we’ll work it out so he can play. But Saturdays and Sundays and alternate holidays won’t be enough time. That’s not sharing him equally.”

      His words were quiet but held that same note of steel. She looked away again, thinking about how she could divide Ethan’s time to Jared’s satisfaction. “I don’t know. You move your headquarters to Santa Fe,” she suggested. “Then we can work this out much more easily.”

      “I can’t do that,” he answered patiently. “It isn’t the air hub that Dallas is, or the oil center. Dallas is far more accessible. If either of us is going to move, it would be less of a hassle for you to move. Fort Worth is filled with museums and Dallas and Fort Worth both have art galleries. You could work in either place and be close at hand.”

      She laced her fingers together and thought about her peaceful life in Santa Fe that had been simple in so many ways, and about how Jared was going to demolish all of it.

      “Move to Dallas, live in a big city with all the traffic and hassle.”

      “There are quiet housing sections, both inner-city and suburban, old and new, with their own shopping areas and galleries. I can look into the best locations, Megan. I can buy the house you want or build it for you,” he offered.

      She closed her eyes and shook her head, tempted to cry out that she didn’t want his money or support or interference.

      “I don’t know, Jared,” she replied finally. “Leaving Santa Fe and all I’ve established and have there seems monumental. What about Ethan’s friends?”

      “Megan, he’s six years old,” Jared reminded her gently. “He’ll adjust to anything you do.”

      Agitated, she stood and walked away from him, gazing at the flaming torches on the beach that shed bright circles of light on the white sand. She could see the tiny whitecaps washing on the shore’s edge, the vast dark ocean beyond. Could she bear to move? If she didn’t, she would have to pack Ethan up and send him off a great distance, whenever Jared saw his son.

      If only she had sold Jared the ranch—what a bad decision she’d made!

      Jared turned her to him. “If you move to Texas, it’ll be much easier for us to share him. You know that. And there’s no way I can move my headquarters and all my people to Santa Fe. Be realistic.”

      “Realistic! Give him up and tear my heart out is what you mean!”

      “No, it’s not,” Jared replied firmly in a quiet, patient voice. “I keep telling you to share him with me. Megan, I want what’s good for him, too. You act as if you’re sending him to some terrible fate.”

      “I know,” she admitted. “I know you want what’s good and you want to get to know him, but moving to Dallas is an idea I have to adjust to.”

      “That’s the most workable solution. He could still participate in all the activities and you and I’d both be there to see him.”

      “What happens to him if you marry someone?” Megan asked. “She’ll want to have her own children with you. She’ll never love him like a mother.”

      “I’m not marrying anyone. That’s not remotely on the horizon. Unless it’s you.”

      “No. I’m not marrying without love. You’d be getting Ethan and convenient sex and I’d get my emotions too tangled up in a relationship.”

      “Look, just take life as it is now. Let’s not take on additional problems.

      “Stop fighting me, Megan. I can see it in your expression.” His hands squeezed her shoulders lightly, kneading and massaging. “You’re as tense as a spring that’s wound tightly.”

      “There’s no way this is something I can take lightly,” she insisted. “Would a month in the summer work and maybe a week in the winter?”

      “Not at all. Equal division. That’s what I want,” he replied and she took a deep breath, her mind running over possibilities and rejecting them as quickly as she thought of them.

      “Let me consider it, Jared,” she said, twisting away from him and walking farther out onto the veranda. She stared out at the ocean and the silvery moon reflected in it while she pondered.

      Jared’s hands closed on her arms. “Megan, you’re making this so damned difficult,” he whispered, leaning near to trace kisses across her neck.

      She turned to protest and looked up into his eyes. “No,” she whispered.

      “You don’t mean it,” he answered and leaned forward to silence any further protests with a СКАЧАТЬ