Need You Now. Debbi Rawlins

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СКАЧАТЬ style="font-size:15px;">      “I’m sorry—I shouldn’t be teasing.”

      “So there’s really no lodging in Blackfoot Falls?”

      “None.”

      “The closest place to get a room would be—where? Kalispell?”

      “That’s right,” she said, not feeling the least triumphant. She wanted him to stay longer. “There is one other possibility,” she said slowly, trying to think it through.

      She could call Rachel at the Sundance. The dude ranch was usually booked months in advance but there was a chance they could somehow make room for Lucas. She’d ask as a personal favor if she had to. Or was she being foolish?

      “Melanie?”

      She met his expectant gaze.

      He waited and after a few moments said, “If you’re offering me your guest room—”

      Her gasp interrupted him. “Me? No, I don’t have— I mean, I do have a spare room, but I live in town. I have neighbors.” She felt the heat sting her cheeks and there was nothing she could do about it. “Very nosy neighbors, and it’s not that I care about what they say. It’s just— Well, no, I do care but—”

      “Melanie.” He touched her arm to stop her rambling.

      After taking a deep breath, she managed a smile. It felt brittle and fake. “Sorry, that came out wrong.”

      His hand moved to her face. Her burning-hot face. Just in case he needed proof of her embarrassment.

      Oh, Lord.

      “Don’t be sorry,” he murmured. “I was teasing you, and it was inappropriate. And even if you offered, I wouldn’t take you up on it.”

      Her humiliation sank to another low. “No, of course not. We just met. Why would you?”

      Lucas looked as if he was trying to control a smile. “Having just met you doesn’t bother me. Small town, you being a teacher. No matter how innocent the situation, I know it would be bad for you. I wouldn’t want that.”

      She searched his eyes, unsure what she was looking for, and he eventually lowered his hand. It wasn’t relief she felt but disappointment. Dammit, she wanted him to kiss her. She wanted to kiss him. She knew it would mean nothing to him, if he even responded, and she didn’t care.

      He turned away to deal with the blanket, struggling to roll up the bulky wool, and she started to lose her nerve. And then it occurred to her that she’d never initiated a kiss. Not once. Ever. She’d been willing plenty of times when a date had taken the lead. But here she was, twenty-seven, two semi-long-term college relationships behind her, and she’d never kissed a boy first. Wow, that was kind of sad.

      “Lucas?”

      He looked over and automatically smiled.

      Swallowing back a lump of nerves, she moved closer. “Need help?”

      “Sure.” He’d brought two corners together. “Take this end.”

      Melanie obliged, gripping the blanket, spreading her arms wide and moving backward while he scooped up the lower corners. If he’d guessed at her cowardly gear switching, he didn’t let on. She hadn’t given up on the kiss yet. Just looking for a more organic way to swoop in.

      Oh, who was she kidding? It would be awkward for her no matter what. She was still willing to try, though. Nervous as she was, it was clear this was one of those times she’d regret being harmless as a pet rabbit, as her grandfather used to say.

      “You have to stop.”

      She blinked. “Stop what?”

      “Moving.”

      “Right.” She laughed when she realized that he’d had to move along with her or lose his grip. “I was daydreaming. Sorry.”

      The light seemed to be slipping quickly all of a sudden. Before long the twilight shadows would start playing tricks. Already Lucas’s seductive eyes had turned a deeper shade of blue as he walked the few feet to join her.

      “You can let go,” he said, taking her corners.

      About to protest they could do better as a team, she closed her mouth and watched him fold the more manageable half into thirds, then smaller. He finished the task with startling precision. Very neatly he slid the compacted blanket into the saddlebag.

      “Were you in the military?”

      Shaking his head, he finished securing the saddlebag, then turned to her. “Why do you ask?”

      “You’re so neat.”

      “My mom could’ve been a drill sergeant. Does that count?”

      “So could mine, though not as successfully as yours,” she said drily and glanced up at the sky. It was clear overhead. Toward the Belt Mountains and Rockies, salmony-pink clouds shrouded the peaks. She loved sunsets and really needed to take more time to enjoy them. “The Sundance ranch takes in guests,” she said, noting that Lucas had been watching her. No reason to get nervous, she told herself and walked over to untie their horses. “I can call to see if they have room for you. Jesse McAllister, the man I mentioned earlier... His family owns the ranch.”

      “A dude ranch?”

      “Yes and no. They’re cattlemen. The family have raised cattle on that land for generations, but times are tough. They have a lot of hired hands to keep working, so they expanded, did what they had to do.”

      “Good for them.”

      “If there’s any chance they can put you up, they will. I know them. Really terrific people.”

      “If it’s no trouble, yeah, I’d appreciate you making the call.” He paused. “Hey, what about the old cabin? In exchange I’ll make a donation to Safe Haven.”

      “Annie’s cabin? The one that made you claustrophobic?”

      He shrugged. “It beats driving all the way to Kalispell tonight.”

      Discovering that he didn’t intend to leave town over inconvenient accommodations pleased her more than was warranted. “Unfortunately, a couple of volunteers are using it tonight. But it should be free tomorrow,” she said, holding out the gelding’s reins.

      Lucas made a move to take them, only he didn’t. He closed his hand over hers. “Tell me if I’m wrong, but it seems you’ve been dying to say something.” His voice was so low and compelling she almost didn’t notice that he was drawing her closer. “Do you have something to tell me, Melanie?”

      She felt his warm breath on her chin, and her mind went blank. Blood raced through her veins and roared in her ears. “Thank you for fixing the tire.”

      He didn’t laugh or mock her for being a coward. But he knew. “Is that all?”

      To her surprise, she glimpsed a shadow of uncertainty in his eyes. СКАЧАТЬ