A Tall, Dark Cowboy Christmas. Maisey Yates

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       CHAPTER ONE

      GRANT DODGE WAS ALONE. And that was how he liked it.

      He had spent the entire day out in the cold mountain air conducting roping demonstrations and leading trail rides. Not that he minded any of those things in isolation. It was the addition of people that made them somewhat challenging.

      Worse than having to deal with people in a general sense was dealing with people who recognized him.

      Not the typical small-town recognition; he was used to that. Though he could live without getting sad widower face from people he barely knew in the grocery store, but even then, at least it was people who knew him because he’d lived in Gold Valley all his life.

      What really got to him was the people who recognized him from the news stories.

      Eight years hadn’t done anything to make those moments less weird. People often couldn’t place where they knew him from, but they knew they did. And they would press, and press, until he told them.

      The woman who had recognized him today had been a grandmother. A great-grandmother, even. Sweet and gray-haired and looking at him with sympathetic eyes that made him want to jump off the nearest bridge.

      It always seemed worse around the holidays. Perhaps because of the sentimentality people seemed to feel that time of year. And tried to inflict on him.

      He didn’t really know.

      Whatever the reason, he seemed to have an uptick in well-meaning-but-irritating interactions.

      Maybe that was why he always wanted to drink more this time of year, too.

      He shook his head and settled down into his chair, looking around the small, cozy cabin that he called home. And then he looked into the full, inviting whiskey glass he called salvation.

      He didn’t have a problem or anything. He was functional. He considered that the benchmark. Low though it might be.

      He was functional enough that his family mostly joked about his drinking, which meant it was probably fine.

      But the one thing he didn’t want to do was get in bed at night stone-cold sober. Sometimes he could. When the long, hard day of work came inside with him, resting on aching shoulders and the lower back that was getting touchier with each passing year—because age. Not that thirty-four was exceptionally aged, not at all. But physical labor had a way of speeding all that up.

      But then, the alternative had been to spend the rest of his life working at the damned power company, living in a little house on a quiet street in a neighborhood tucked back behind the main street of Gold Valley living the life of a man lost in suburban bliss, without any of the trappings that generally made it blissful.

      No children.

      No wife.

      Not anymore.

      He never had the children, but there had been a time when he and Lindsay had hoped for them. Even though...

      That had always been a pipe dream, he supposed.

      But for a while, he and Lindsay had lived in a world of dreams. Reality had been too harsh. And sometimes sitting around and making plans for a future you knew wouldn’t be there was all you could do.

      He took a long swallow of whiskey and leaned back in his chair. This was why he didn’t go to bed sober.

      Because it was these quiet moments, the still ones—particularly this time of year—that had a way of crushing in on him, growing louder and louder in the silence of the room.

      Solitude was often as welcome as it was terrifying. Sometimes it had teeth. And he did his best not to get savaged by them.

      He took another swallow of whiskey and leaned back farther in the chair before setting the glass on the table with a decisive click. Then he let his head fall back.

      He must’ve dozed off, because when he opened his eyes again the hands on the clock hanging on the wall had made a more pronounced journey than it would have if it had only been the few minutes it felt like.

      He stretched, groaning as his joints popped. He stood, making his way over to the window and looking out into the darkness.

      At least, he should have been looking out into the darkness.

      Instead, he saw a dim light cutting through the trees.

      They did have guests staying on the property, but none out in the woods behind Grant’s cabin.

      Grant lived well out of the way, on the opposite end of Dodge land from the guest cabins. And if there was anyone out there right now, they were not where they were supposed to be.

      He opened up the drawer in the kitchen and took a small flashlight out, and then shoved on his boots before heading outside. He supposed, if he were thinking clearly, he would have called his brother Wyatt. But then, he was half-asleep and a little bit drunk, so he wasn’t thinking all that clearly. Instead, he made his own way out through the trees and toward the single light that was glowing in the woods.

      When he was halfway between his house and the light it occurred to him what he was probably about to walk in on.

      The back of his neck went hot, tension rising inside of him.

      Odds were, anyone out in the middle of nowhere at this hour was up to one thing. And he didn’t especially want to walk in and find two people having sex in the middle of the woods, interrupting his drinking and sleeping time. The teeth on that would be just a little bit too sharp to bear.

      But then, if he wasn’t getting any, nobody else should, either.

      Especially not right next to his house.

      That only increased his irritation as he continued on toward the light, the wind whipping through the trees, the bitter cold СКАЧАТЬ